How I Lost You Audiobook By Jenny Blackhurst cover art

How I Lost You

A Novel

Preview
Get this deal Try for $0.00
Offer ends December 16, 2025 11:59pm PT.
Prime logo Prime members: New to Audible? Get 2 free audiobooks during trial.
Just $0.99/mo for your first 3 months of Audible Premium Plus.
1 audiobook per month of your choice from our unparalleled catalog.
Listen all you want to thousands of included audiobooks, podcasts, and Originals.
Auto-renews at $14.95/mo after 3 months. Cancel anytime.
Pick 1 audiobook a month from our unmatched collection.
Listen all you want to thousands of included audiobooks, Originals, and podcasts.
Access exclusive sales and deals.
Premium Plus auto-renews for $14.95/mo after 30 days. Cancel anytime.

How I Lost You

By: Jenny Blackhurst
Narrated by: Jennifer Ness
Get this deal Try for $0.00

$14.95/mo after 3 months. Cancel anytime. Offers ends December 16, 2025 11:59pm PT.

$14.95/month after 30 days. Cancel anytime.

Buy for $19.49

Buy for $19.49

Get 3 months for $0.99 a month

“An addictive read; a strong recommendation for those who like suspense tinged with a little romance.”—Booklist

A woman without a memory struggles to discover the truth about her past and her identity in this cerebral and dark thriller reminiscent of works by bestselling authors S.J. Watson and Ruth Ware.

I have no memory of what happened but I was told I killed my son. And you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police tell you, don't you? My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my twelve-week-old son Dylan. I was sent to Oakdale Psychiatric Institute for my crime, and four weeks ago I was released early on parole with a new identity, address, and a chance to rebuild my tattered life. This morning, I received an envelope addressed to Susan Webster. Inside it was a photograph of a toddler called Dylan. Now I am questioning everything I believe because if I have no memory of the event, how can I truly believe he's dead? If there was the smallest chance your son was alive, what would you do to get him back?
Genre Fiction Psychological Thriller & Suspense Fiction Suspense
Surprising Twists • Unpredictable Plot • Remarkable Reading • Fantastic Storytelling • Captivating Narrative

Highly rated for:

All stars
Most relevant
While I loved the narration, I was not that enthralled with the story. It wasn’t believable because it was just too convoluted. But the writing is very good. IF I could believe the premise, then I’d say that the author left no loose ends. I just couldn’t believe the premise.

Great narration

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

The reading was remarkable, believable change in voices-
It was confusing when the chapters turned to the boys in College, once they blended together the plot really took a turn!

loved it@

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

started it slow, but picks up and turns out to be a good read. grab a drink and enjoy the resd.

good read

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

Great read! I was enthralled until the very end and hated when I had to put it down

Riveting story

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

this is the second book that I've listened to by Jenny blackhurst and it is just as phenomenal as the first. definitely a page Turner and twist and turn throughout the story to the point where I was second-guessing what I thought was going on.

page turner

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

See more reviews