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My Loaded Gun, My Lonely Heart
- A Horror Novel
- Narrated by: Christian Rummel
- Length: 7 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Horror
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- Amber Thornton
- 11-21-20
Drones on and on
The first book was pretty good and intriguing. This one seems like the author had to meet a certain word count for his professor and used an exuberant amount of words to complete the most basic of sentences. Honestly got tired of listening to it.
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