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I Let Him Go

By: Denise Fergus
Narrated by: Siân Polhill-Thomas
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A truly inspiring and heartbreaking book from the mother of little James Bulger - whose murder by two young boys shocked the world.

On 12th February 1993, Denise's life changed forever. As she was running errands at New Strand Shopping Centre, she let go of her two-year-old son's hand to take out her purse. Denise never saw her son again.

In this extraordinary and heart-wrenching audiobook comes the unflinching account of that terrible day from James Bulger's mother, Denise. What if she had never taken James shopping? What if she had turned right coming out of the butcher's instead of left? Would she have seen her son being led out of the centre by two children?

Denise's initial hope - of seeing her son on CCTV with other kids - quickly turned to devastation when, two days later, James' body was found. His murder shocked the world, as his killers became the youngest convicted murderers in the UK. Denise then took up a tortuous legal battle for James, and it was her astonishing strength and love for her son that ultimately helped to change the way the law treats victims of crime.

This is a mother's tale of finding a way through the despair to remember the happiness and wonderful memories that James brought his family. Above all, Denise doesn't want her son to be remembered as a murdered child, and with this beautifully written audiobook she does just that.

©2018 Denise Fergus (P)2018 Bolinda Publishing Pty Ltd

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Great book and awesome narrator

I finished this book quickly, I found I couldn’t stop listening. The story is horrific and heartbreaking. I appreciate the author’s vulnerability and hearing her truth.

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Amazing Book

This book is beautifully written. A mother’s love for her child is relentless and this book really shows that.

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Very real

This had to be so hard to do, and to advocate for yourself, James, and your family. I hope the UK government gets their act together if, God forbid, this happens to anyone else.

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Absolutely worth the listen

This was absolutely amazing to hear her perspective on this horrible situation and to hear everything she had overcome
Glad I had tissues close by

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Courage

What a heartbreaking true story. I cannot imagine going through all that Denise went through! So glad she met a wonderful life partner to share the rest of her life with. How courageous to share your story!

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Tragic story, but well written, and narrated

I remember when James’s murder was in the news. I can’t imagine such a loss. I too, am astounded. Every time his murderer is freed and reoffends.
This was very well written. The narration was incredible. As difficult as this must have been to write. I think it is important to bring to light the failings of legal systems.

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Wow, what a life changing Story

I am grateful this Mother was brave enough to share her story with so many. I hope it has brought her some comfort.

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get all the kleenex

I can only empathize with Denise. She could have been any of us wonderful and loving and attentive parents. She could have been me. I cried so many times listening to this. The narrator was excellent, and the story is heart wrenching. I know that Venables is up for parole this year and I'm just disgusted by it... release his identity and let parents protect their babies from a monster. All my love to you Denise and your family. and despite your wishes, I hope someone kills these two monsters... or that there truly is a hell for them to burn in.

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Great book

This was a touching story and a great book. It is a book that is worth listening to a second time.

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Such a compelling story

This was such a sad but excellent story. What this family went through was unreal and incredibly heartbreaking.

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