Love as Always, Mum xxx

The true and terrible story of surviving a childhood with Fred and Rose West

By: Mae West, Neil McKay

Narrated by: Julia Barrie

'A CHILLING new memoir by the daughter of mass murderer Fred West and his wife Rose describes the savage cruelty of her upbringing in 25 Cromwell Street, Gloucester' DAILY MAIL

'Mae, I mean this ... I'm not a good person and I let all you children down ...' Rose West, HM PRISON DURHAM

It has taken over 20 years for Mae West to find the perspective and strength to tell her remarkable story: one of an abusive, violent childhood, of her serial killer parents and how she has rebuilt her life in the shadow of their terrible crimes.

Through her own memories, research and the letters her mother wrote to her from prison, Mae shares her emotionally powerful account of her life as a West. From a toddler locked in the deathly basement to a teen fighting off the sexual advances of her father, Mae's story is one of survival. It also answers the questions: how do you come to terms with knowing your childhood bedroom was a graveyard? How do you accept the fact your parents sexually tortured, murdered and dismembered young women? How do you become a mother yourself when you're haunted by the knowledge that your own mother was a monster? Why were you spared and how do you escape the nightmare?©2018 Neil McKay (P)2018 Orion Publishing Group

Good!

I found this book gripping and interesting. So happy she's building a new life.

Heartbreaking

Very raw. I caught myself gasping, crying, and feeling disgusted. God bless the West children.

overall good

long and sometimes stays on one subject too long. overall a good read and really digs into the mind of an abused child.

Depressing, Haunting and Reflective.

I can’t even begin to imagine what it would be like to have two serial killers as your parents even when your mom continues to maintain her innocence… this is just the most depressing book I’ve ever listened to. I hope the author and her family are continuing to do better ❤️

Whoa.

It's pretty horrible to admit that one of the first things I thought before reading this book was what kind of people could these children have possibly become, being products of both the nature and nurture of Fred and Rose West? Mae West answered that question for me with such self-awareness and grace, a testament to the resiliency of the human spirit and the ability of very victimized people to embody tremendous beauty. Mae's account makes no excuses whatsoever for the actions of her parents, and she dives into the grittiest material, bravely facing all of it: the trajectory of her parents' lives and their truly appalling actions, her own relationship with her parents, her siblings, her daughter, herself. West is remarkably reflective. If you like true crime stories, you will enjoy this, but the book embodies much more than your typical crime ctory ever could. I read a lot of books and don't remember most of them, but I think I will always remember this book, and that is really saying something. Just...WHOA.

Top 5 books

This book was an amazing read from start to finish. I didn’t want to put down.
Although the subject was hard to hear the ending was so uplifting!
Highly recommend!!!!

Cool

The book was good, I didn’t know the full story until now, I was shocked! It was crazy how people can manipulate people to do the unthinkable

Heartbreaking and inspiring

Great book! Very heart breaking but if you’re into true crime and have heard of Fred and Rose West you need to read this.

A profoundly honest and heartfelt life story.

I found the first-person account of this individual's profoundly challenging life deeply affecting. The raw honesty and emotional depth with which the narrator conveyed their experiences from childhood through early adulthood were particularly compelling. The sheer magnitude of trauma, difficult choices, and resultant sorrow is truly unimaginable.

INTENSE

Great audiobook. Very startling during the first half, but then you get more into Mae’s personal struggles and experiences post the horrific findings. It is very explicit, and makes you very uncomfortable but at the same time you feel like you need to hear the reality of the outside world. Outside of your bubble. Wish Mae and her family the best today and always. Thanks for sharing your story.