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To Have Loved & Lost Audiobook

To Have Loved & Lost: A New Adult Lesbian Romance

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Publisher's Summary

When two people's lives are spiraling out of control, can coming together pull both of them back up?

Alexis Woods knows who she is - or at least, she thought she did. She's number 17, point guard, MVP, all-star, co-captain of the Lady Raiders NCAA Division I women's basketball team. But there's a darkness growing inside of her, a darkness that started the night her beloved died in her arms, and if she doesn't turn things around soon, the darkness just might swallow her whole.

Graham Griffin knows a thing or two about darkness. That's been her zip code ever since the car accident that took her boyfriend's life - the car accident she caused. When she meets Alex, she sees a reflection of her own sorrow. And she can't help but want to fix it.

©2016 Eliza Andrews (P)2017 Eliza Andrews

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    Sarah Z. Hoyt 06-07-17 Member Since 2013
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    "A Cathartic Joy"

    This author is expressive and articulate. In "To Have Loved & Lost", she draws you into a deep relationship-oriented plot line. Her beautiful, flawed, tough and sensitive characters are raw, deep, and happen to be lesbian. It is wonderful and realistic how the characters being lesbian isn't the main focus of the book and being lesbian isn't their identity, but just a piece of who they are. I find it refreshing to discover an author, who can portray real women in real friendships as real people. Thank you, Eliza Andrews! I HIGHLY recommend this author and her first book categorized as LGBT fiction. Hopefully, it will encourage, warm, thrill, and entertain other readers as much as it did me!

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    Michelle A. Evans 09-28-17
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    Bought this title because none of my favorite authors had anything new out. I was pleasantly surprised. Good writing, lovely story, well fleshed out characters--a lovely journey.
    Narrator was talented and well suited for the story. I was very pleased. I hope to hear much, much more from this author and narrator.

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    L.Pinder 08-30-17
    L.Pinder 08-30-17
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    "Great Book"

    This book was amazing. I feel deep into the characters especially Alexis Woods. This is a must read.

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    Wow! What a story! The narrator was amazing, the story was equally amazing! I laughed, I cried, I just couldn't put the book down. Highly recommended.

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    Wow wow wow. -- what a book!! Storyline is awesome, the reader is out of sight -- love this author!! Want more -- such in-depth characters and story line -- basketball girls are hot!! Great writing -- a good read -- keep up the good writing Ms. Andrews!!

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    Loved it. So well written and this story grabs you from the beginning and takes you on a very enjoyable ride. I highly recommend.

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    Carrie 05-23-17
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    "Loved it!"

    This isn't your normal cheesy romance. It's a true novel based on lesbian characters. I will be getting every book Eliza does from now on. Finally someone that sees how unrepresented some us are. Solid work Eliza you have a new fan!

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    "Great Book!"

    So loved the story and characters of this book. Can't wait for the next one!


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    "Real and enjoyable book!"

    I enjoyed this book! The dynamic between the characters was great and The issues they dealt with were very real and could happen in life. I liked the way they sttuggled and overcame there hardships. Overall, I liked the book very much and will read this author again!

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    "Outstanding Story!"

    This is an emotionally satisfying story. Definitely one of the best I have read and I have read hundreds of lesbian romances. Every sentence in this book is well thought out and meaningful. The audio book is also well done. I'm excited to find such a stellar author! Highly recommended!

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