
Oliver Loving
A Novel
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Michael Crouch
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"An expert performance by Michael Crouch highlights life-changing moments in a family.... He transforms what has become a tragically familiar story into an intricate, nuanced puzzle about real people and real consequences." (AudioFile Magazine, Earphones Award winner)
From Stefan Merrill Block, celebrated literary talent and author of The Story of Forgetting, comes a brilliant, propulsive audiobook about family, the traumas and secrets that test our deepest bonds, and the stories that hold us together.
One warm, West Texas November night, a shy boy named Oliver Loving joins his classmates at Bliss County Day School's annual dance, hoping for a glimpse of the object of his unrequited affections, an enigmatic junior named Rebekkah Sterling. But as the music plays, a troubled young man sneaks in through the school's back door. The dire choices this man makes that evening - and the unspoken story he carries - will tear the town of Bliss, Texas, apart.
Nearly 10 years later, Oliver Loving still lies wordless and paralyzed at Crockett State Assisted Care Facility, the fate of his mind unclear. Orbiting the still point of Oliver's hospital bed is a family transformed: Oliver's mother, Eve, who keeps desperate vigil; Oliver's brother, Charlie, who has fled for New York City only to discover he cannot escape the gravity of his shattered family; Oliver's father, Jed, who tries to erase his memories with bourbon. And then there is Rebekkah Sterling, Oliver's teenage love, who left Texas long ago and still refuses to speak about her own part in that tragic night. When a new medical test promises a key to unlock Oliver's trapped mind, the town's unanswered questions resurface with new urgency, as Oliver's doctors and his family fight for a way for Oliver to finally communicate - and so also to tell the truth of what really happened that fateful night.
A moving meditation on the transformative power of grief and love, a slyly affectionate look at the idiosyncrasies of family, and an emotionally charged pause resister, Oliver Loving is an extraordinarily original audiobook that ventures into the unknowable and returns with the most fundamental truths.
More praise for Oliver Loving:
"A breathtaking tale of tragedy and redemption...A triumph." (People magazine)
"The book poses big questions about what constitutes a life worth living." (Publishers Weekly)
"Powerful, ambitious...a beautifully rendered meditation on the nature of forgiveness, mercy, and healing." (Library Journal)
©2018 Stefan Merrill Block (P)2018 Macmillan AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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Critic reviews
"The book poses big questions about what constitutes a life worth living." (Publishers Weekly)
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As far as the narrator, he repeatedly emphasizes the first syllable in a word which made it melodramatic, and sing songy.
The story is good. I just wanted to get to it.
Good story, but rambling.
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Lives that take a wrong turn
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Powerful Meditation on topical issues
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Would you listen to Oliver Loving again? Why?
No. It was very well written and intimate and detailed and very, very deep. But, it is heart-wrenching and takes an incredible toll on you, leading up to the jaw-dropping ending. I was emotionally spent. I can't experience that again.What about Michael Crouch’s performance did you like?
The most fascinating thing about Mr. Crouch is that he is never reading..he's not even narrating, necessarily. He is inhabiting. Like a snake, he discards his own skin and amazingly becomes someone, something, else. And like a chameleon, he turns into someone else..Over and over and over again. He makes every character unique, thought-provoking, independent. Each has its own personality. He breathes life into each one--his masterful pauses, intonations and character idiosyncrasies are second to none. These are not characters in a book--they are human beings who, like Oliver Loving, are in search of a voice, waiting to be brought to life. In short order, you forget that one MAN is doing dozens of voices and you begin to identify them within seconds of Mr Couch assuming their identities. He exposes this family's innermost, torturous existence, like peeling an onion, layer after layer. In painstaking detail. Yes, it's a tough book to sit through--its sad and exhausting and gut-wrenching. Is my most-enjoyed Michael Crouch read? No. But, man oh man, he is masterful here. Awe-inspiring, even. He does a lot of YA but this is real real real adult fare. Buy it to experience his skill set alone! 10/10Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
No. It needed to be taken in in stages. It's heavy and you need a break every now and then.An incredible story
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Beautiful performance, Poignant family saga
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Could not get through this book.
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I would say spoiler alert but that would imply there was something to spoil
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Sad and bad
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