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Now That I See You

By: Emma Batchelor
Narrated by: Stef Smith
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In those first moments, that admission felt precious to me: it was something that I alone had been deemed worthy enough to carry, and I was grateful. I was grateful to finally know, but I still couldn't speak.

Something was wrong, she knew it, but she was entirely unprepared for what he would tell her.

Viewed through the lens of a relationship breakdown after one partner discloses to the other that they are transgender, this autofiction spans 18 months: from the moments of first discovery, through the eventual disintegration of their partnership, to the new beginnings of independence.

In diaries and letters, Now That I See You unfolds a love story that, while often messy and uncomfortable, is a poignant and personal exploration of identity, gender, love and grief.

©2021 Emma Batchelor (P)2021 W F Howes

Critic reviews

"An insightful novel...absorbing page-turner from the start." (Hsu-Ming Teo, previous winner of The Australian/Vogel's Literary Award for Love and Vertigo)

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