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The day Lacey Sturm planned to kill herself was the day her grandmother forced her to go to church, a place Lacey thought was filled with hypocrites, fakers, and simpletons. The screaming match she had with her grandmother was the reason she went to church. What she found there was the reason she is alive today.

With raw vulnerability, this hard-rock princess tells her own story of physical abuse, drug use, suicide attempts, and her ultimate salvation. She asks the hard questions so many young people are asking - Why am I here? Why am I empty? Why should I go on living? - showing us that beyond the temporary highs and the soul-crushing lows, there is a reason they exist and a purpose for their lives. She not only gives listeners a peek down the rocky path that led her to become a vocalist in a popular hardcore band, but she shows them that the same God is guiding their steps today.

©2014 Lacey Sturm (P)2014 Tantor

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Wake up to the realities of suicidal thoughts

First off, the narrator was just ok to me. She got the job done, but I wasn't feeling everything that I thought I should throughout the book.

I love how vulnerable that Lacey got in this book. She was so pure is releasing her deepest thoughts into the world. It is obvious how Jesus made her whole. If she wasn't renewed spiritually, there is no way she could have been so open with her sins and restoration in Christ.

Thank you Lacey.

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Lacey and her Story are amazing. .

I've loved her since flyleaf. have seen her shows many of times. her book was amazing cant wait to listen to #2.

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insipiring!!!

Loved it! it made me come back to god. I got so many signs today. He wants me back all the time. lacey's story is so inspiring and solidifies the reason for why things happen to us.

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Great Story

Lacey thanks for sharing your beautiful story. It's very inspiring and I admire your talent and song writing and words of wisdom.

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inspirational!

Her story is beautiful and inspirational. I highly recommend to anyone who is struggling to find a reason they're here.

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Wow!

I highly recommend this book to any fan of Lacey, Flyleaf or Christian. Lacey's story is not only inspiring but is one so many of us can relate to. Filled with doubt, pain, loss as well as inspiration. After listening to this book, Flyleaf's music has new meaning to me. Check it out!

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Beautiful story

Lacey's story is beautiful and encouraging. I thought it was well narrated as well.

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a good and simple biography

I enjoyed this book being a long-time fan of Lacey Strum and Flyleaf. This book is very intimate into the thoughts feelings and motivations behind the creation of Lacey's beloved work and for that expose I am grateful to have the chance to read.

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Powerful and moving

This audiobook is moving and with the powerful message of the unfailing love of the Lord! Lacey's story is moving beyond belief and the listener can see themselves in her shoes. This book has moved me to tears and has a renewed a love for the Lord!

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a true favourite

Loved it. truly inspiring. would love to hear more. a life lesson that can be related to

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  • Chevy
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fantastic

first audiobook I have tried and have wanted to hear this one fir a while, lacey has such a powerful testimony and is well shared and thought out. its a motivation and great influence by an extraordinary person to bring faith to others in such a passionate way. God bless you lacey.