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Built on 60 videotaped interviews, legal and medical records, and three years of reporting, The Night of the Gun is a ferocious tale that uses the tools of journalism to fact-check the past. Carr's investigation of his own history reveals that his odyssey through addiction, recovery, cancer, and life as a single parent was far more harrowing - and, in the end, more miraculous - than he allowed himself to remember. Over the course of the book, he digs his way through a past that continues to evolve as he reports it.
That long-ago night when he was so out of his mind that his best friend had to pull a gun on him to make him go away? A visit to the friend 20 years later reveals that Carr was pointing the gun.
His lucrative side business as a cocaine dealer? Not all that lucrative, as it turned out, and filled with peril.
His belief that after his twins were born, he quickly sobered up to become a parent? Nice story, if he could prove it.
The notion that he was an easy choice as a custodial parent once he finally was sober? His lawyer pulls out the old file and gently explains it was a little more complicated than that.
In one sense, the story of The Night of the Gun is a common one: a white-boy misdemeanant lands in a ditch and is restored to sanity through the love of his family, a God of his understanding, and a support group that will go unnamed. But when the whole truth is told, it does not end there.
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- Length: 5 hrs and 24 mins
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On the morning of December 26, 2004, on the southern coast of Sri Lanka, Sonali Deraniyagala lost her parents, her husband, and her two young sons in the tsunami she miraculously survived. In this brave and searingly frank memoir, she describes those first horrifying moments and her long journey since. She has written an engrossing, unsentimental, beautifully poised account: as she struggles through the first months following the tragedy, furiously clenched against a reality that she cannot face and cannot deny....
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Tragic. Raw. Heart-Ripping!
- By CBlox on 03-19-13
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Quitter
- A Memoir of Drinking, Relapse, and Recovery
- By: Erica C. Barnett
- Narrated by: Jean Ann Douglass
- Length: 10 hrs and 48 mins
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A startlingly frank memoir, Quitter documents one woman's struggles with alcoholism and recovery, with essential new insights into addiction and treatment.
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Long Drunkaloug But Well Defined
- By Danielle T on 11-16-20
By: Erica C. Barnett
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The Recovering
- By: Leslie Jamison
- Narrated by: Author
- Length: 16 hrs and 6 mins
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With its deeply personal and seamless blend of memoir, cultural history, literary criticism, and reportage, The Recovering turns our understanding of the traditional addiction narrative on its head, demonstrating that the story of recovery can be every bit as electrifying as the train wreck itself. Leslie Jamison deftly excavates the stories we tell about addiction - both her own and others' - and examines what we want these stories to do and what happens when they fail us. All the while, she offers a fascinating look at the larger history of the recovery movement and at the complicated bearing that race and class have on our understanding of who is criminal and who is ill.
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Waaaaaaayyyyyy Too Long
- By Helene Roberts on 05-25-18
By: Leslie Jamison
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Heavy
- By: Kiese Laymon
- Narrated by: Kiese Laymon
- Length: 6 hrs and 17 mins
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Kiese Laymon is a fearless writer. In his essays, personal stories combine with piercing intellect to reflect both on the state of American society and on his experiences with abuse, which conjure conflicted feelings of shame, joy, confusion, and humiliation. Laymon invites us to consider the consequences of growing up in a nation wholly obsessed with progress yet wholly disinterested in the messy work of reckoning with where we’ve been.
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Be prepared
- By Amy Eberle on 10-30-18
By: Kiese Laymon
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Why Fish Don't Exist
- A Story of Loss, Love, and the Hidden Order of Life
- By: Lulu Miller
- Narrated by: Lulu Miller
- Length: 4 hrs and 55 mins
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David Starr Jordan was a taxonomist, a man possessed with bringing order to the natural world. In time, he would be credited with discovering nearly a fifth of the fish known to humans in his day. When his specimen collections were demolished by lightning, by fire, and eventually by the 1906 San Francisco earthquake, many might have given up, given in to despair. But Jordan? He surveyed the wreckage at his feet, found the first fish that he recognized, and confidently began to rebuild his collection. And this time, he introduced one clever innovation.
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If fish don't exist, do stars matter?
- By K. Ishihara on 12-05-20
By: Lulu Miller
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Drinking Games
- A Memoir
- By: Sarah Levy
- Narrated by: Sarah Levy
- Length: 6 hrs and 44 mins
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On paper, Sarah Levy’s life was on track. She was 28, living in New York City, working a great job, and socializing every weekend. But Sarah had a secret: her relationship with alcohol was becoming toxic. And only she could save herself. Drinking Games explores the role alcohol has in our formative years, and what it means to opt out of a culture completely enmeshed in drinking. It’s an examination of what our short-term choices about alcohol do to our long-term selves and how they challenge our ability to be vulnerable enough to discover what we really want in life.
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Surface Level, Young Adult Essays
- By dr8901 on 03-29-23
By: Sarah Levy
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- Alix Kendall
- 03-12-22
Inspirational for writer neophytes, but hold onto your butts
I listened to “Night of the Gun” while vacationing in Costa Rica. The contrast of Carr’s life, and my charmed one, kept me in balance as someone who has ventured into the dark side, a time or two. His bountiful supply of adjectives, and gobsmacking verbosity prompted me to open a dictionary and put down the remote. What a staggering, and ultimately triumphant trudge through humanity of the beasts. Our paths crossed, no doubt due to our professions, the “80’s lifestyle,” and frankly, being residents of South Mpls. Wish he was still around to tell more stories.
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- mick hanson
- 05-07-24
Excellent for this genre
Reminds me of RED DOG" My Wild Life Growing Up in Oklahoma’s Rowdiest Strip Club
I like the voiceover and he sounds samey to David.
Well written and funny at times. he says of the powder usage "Its more like SCARFACE than STUDIO 54"
Yep, we get it.
I would see him weekly, dressed in a good looking dark blue suit and carrying plenty of street cred
Big respect to my friend David Carr a great example of whats possible in this world if you wanna try.
I do miss him
Thank you for all the words, talent, shares, tears and laughter
Mick brooklyn
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- Herbert
- 12-02-08
Night of the Gun
Great story about a Reporter, (David Carr) who interviews friends and associates in an attempt to recall past experiences and events of his life when he was in the life (drugs, alcohol etc.) The narrator gives riveting descriptions and accounts of some of his trips to crack houses and his many attempts at rehab. A story not for the weak at heart, but a brave one in deed and told well.
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- Robert G.
- 04-04-15
Gritty & Gripping
David certainly knows his way around a metaphor - a well written, harrowing account of his life, more than just as he remembered it, enhanced by the gravely voice of the narrator.
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- ann steiner
- 03-05-15
Speaker needs big help!
Many names and places aroundminneapolis were Mispronounced. Poor job by the narrator. Come on, do your basic homework and get local names accurately pronounced. Good story by Carr, bad job by novice narrator!
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- John
- 02-26-15
Amazing book. But it's not a nice story.
Amazing book. But it's not a nice story. If you want a nice story please look elsewhere. He is not a nice man. He admits that, which is much more than most people are willing to do about themselves. He was, at time the book came out, also very lucky to be alive. And he really appreciated that. It's an incredibly valuable book for combing research with a harrowing personal tale and in the process raising big questions about what is memory and who are any of us. David Carr thanks for this book. I hope it was, at least to some degree, worth your trouble.
John
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- electricblue201
- 03-11-15
RIP David Carr
I'm sorry I hadn't heard about this memoir before this remarkable man passed away. I knew of his excellent work for the New York Times but not the backstory. This memoir keeps your interest both for the content and the structure, which is thematic rather than a strictly
linear.
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- joshua
- 12-07-10
jesus people... did you do any research?
i love how just about all of the negative reviews have so little to do with the actual work itself! we get it, you don't like to hear/read about he subject matter in which you paid to hear/read about with this one! again, did any of you do the damn research.... or atleast simply look at the illicitly suggestive cover art? yes, it did drag on in parts... but subject matter is something you all were aware of before you started your endeavors here. how can you bitch and complain that writing about such matter was the wrong thing for Carr to do? if you feel so f*ing strongly about the subject matter, then reading it was the wrong thing for YOU to do. that's your fault. fools.
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- Bob Ferguson
- 03-01-15
Buckle Up!
Gifted storyteller, great thinker, elegant writer... The narrative (and the narrator) were absolutely engaging from start to finish. Thanks for sharing, Carr!
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- Tara
- 07-09-15
A gift
This book was riveting from start to finish. I loved the investigative journalistic approach and thoroughly enjoyed the read.
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