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Not long before her 50th birthday, Mackenzie Phillips walked into Los Angeles International Airport. She was on her way to a reunion of One Day at a Time, the hugely popular 70s sitcom on which she once starred as the lovable rebel Julie Cooper. Within minutes, Mackenzie was in handcuffs, arrested for possession of cocaine and heroin.

Born into rock and roll royalty, Mackenzie grew up in an all-access kingdom of hippie freedom and heroin cool. It was a kingdom over which her father, the legendary John Phillips of The Mamas & the Papas, presided, often in absentia, a spellbinding, visionary phantom.

When Mackenzie was a teenager, Hollywood and the world took notice of the charming, talented, precocious child actor after her star-making turn in American Graffiti. As a young woman, she joined the nonstop party in the hedonistic pleasure dome her father created for himself and his fellow revelers, and a rapt TV audience watched as Julie Cooper wasted away before their eyes.

By the time Mackenzie discovered how deep and dark her father's trip was going, it was too late. And as an adult, she has paid dearly for a lifetime of excess, working tirelessly to reconcile a wonderful, terrible past in which she succumbed to the power of addiction and the pull of her magnetic father.

As her astounding, outrageous, and often tender life story unfolds, Phillips overcomes seemingly impossible obstacles again and again, and journeys toward redemption and peace. By exposing the shadows and secrets of the past to the light of day, the star who turned up High on Arrival has finally come back down to earth - to stay.

©2009 Shane's Mom, Inc (P)2009 Simon & Schuster

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  • Missye
  • Gettysburg, PA, United States
  • 10-11-09

Raw and Honest

Women like Mackenzie, Tatum, Valerie and Maureen I'd always wanted as friends, maybe because each have a single struggle tantamount in their lives I've struggled with all four of: drugs, weight issues, special needs, abandonment and parental issues. I'm not famous enough to do my own memoir, but came away with from each knowing that, if they hold hope for themselves, I can for me, too.

Mac's life didn't make me cry more so than it made me think of how my own family wouldn't talk about the taboos they know about, but won't discuss. Although I don't have holes in my memories like Mac does and have dark secrets like she divulges here--my dad was a bigot to whites and being born with albinism, talk about God slapping a does of reality upside his head with that idiocy of his--I'm glad she talked about it and opened herself to the dark side of it all. I think she did it for her son's welfare more so than for her own, and she desperately, imploringly didn't want him to travel the road she had to to get here. I think it's a disgrace her stepmoms Michelle and Genevieve think Mackenzie's lying to promote a book; no one makes up something like this for the sake of selling a book. And in her drug-soaked mind, who's to say these things didn't happen? And if they say it didn't happen, why are they the only two saying so? Where're the others? IOW, this is either a lie worthy of an Oscar-winning performance. . .or she's telling the truth.

Four stars b/c of the abridgment constraints, but overall, a solid read and backstory the E! True Hollywood Story doesn't fill in or give justice.

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  • Rick
  • New Rochelle, NY, USA
  • 10-01-09

Chilling and True

Forget the controversy surrounding the tale's authenticity--it's irrelevant. This is a very powerful story containing great lessons about tragedy and redemption. Phillips has survived so many trials that would have incapacitated so many other people, and beat the odds to tell her story. I'm glad she found the words and the strength to give it voice.

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Tough Life with a Hopeful Ending

This story is pretty messed up from day one. The drugs, the lack of good parenting, the dad who introduced her to drugs and much more at such a young age. This book kept my attention and I listened to it wondering "what else" could this girl face. I feel like I would have liked more details on HOW she overcame her addictions.

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Brutally honest and inspiring!!

I knew she had lived a hard life -- I had no idea HOW hard. Her resilience & bouncing back & forth over & over again is amazing. She is a survivor & I have a new respect for Laura Mackenzie Phillips. Growing up around this lifestyle, I'm not sure how these kids are supposed to learn how "not" to live. It's their lifestyle, it's just a world that many of us cannot possibly fathom. Well written & inspiring to listen to her tell her own story.

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Amazing & inspirational

I couldn't stop listening. I recommend this to anyone who struggles or has a loved one struggling with demons. - Thank you Mac.

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She's a survivor.

Would you listen to High on Arrival again? Why?

I might listen to it again.

Who was your favorite character and why?

MacKenzie Phillips was my favorite character. It is based on her life. I love her honesty. I appreciate her ability to find the positive even during her darkest times. She is very much the product of the subculture of the 1960s and 1970s.

What does Mackenzie Phillips bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?

Humility. Emotion. The knowledge that she is telling me her story firsthand.

Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?

The way in which motherhood brought meaning and purpose to her life. The way that she was able to obtain peace with her father during his final hours. The way that she was able to forgive him..and herself.

Any additional comments?

She is an inspiration. She did not have a lot of stability in her youth, but she has tried and obtained many successes in spite of the odds. She may always have that 'monster' inside her, but I think that she is stronger than most because of that.

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Finished it in a day and a ½

Interesting, yet sad story. Very well narrated. Kept my interest every minute. Mackenzie Phillips’s transparency is beyond brave.
Highly suggest!

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Great Listen!

As a 36 yr old, never really watched One day at a time or listen to Mamas and Papas. It was a great listen about a survivor.

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When the Last Rose of Summer Pricks my Finger

Depression, recession hits the land of the free. Too many years and so many roads have passed to remember who wrote all the lyrics that go through my head when I'm slipping into darkness. Never known for my timing, delivery or material this was not the best time to read the darkest book I've read since that summer in '91 when I tried to read VC Andrews. As an ex Mormon and amateur cult scholar I am so excited to hear her speak now knowing she got clean in a Scientology rehab. I had a yuge crush on this rebel growing up and had no idea she too was struggling through the 80's. It wasn't just the drugs either. I mean who wasn't doing coke with a parent? But the rest of it was just awful. I'll be listening carefully for any cult lingo and wondering if some of these "memories" were implanted during an auditing session with an e-meter doing some aggressive regression therapy?

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WOW knew she had drug prob but not to this extent

If you could sum up High on Arrival in three words, what would they be?

SCARY AS HELL!!!

Who was your favorite character and why?

Mac, she was such an abused and brain washed young girl when this all started.

Have you listened to any of Mackenzie Phillips’s other performances before? How does this one compare?

No, I haven't but this was plenty for me.... made me sick! What a waste of a life! I just cant imagine doing drugs to that extent and having a father that thought having sex with me was normal.

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

Not really but it did go fast.

Any additional comments?

I had a chance at being an actress and or model and I chose not to as I saw as a young girl there was too much craziness in it all. I guess God was looking out for me. Thank you Lord!