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On his first day of college, all Jeremy Miller can think about is getting away from his hellish home life, making the wrestling team, and finally getting a real boyfriend. He's sick to death of being used by closeted football players who are too afraid to admit they like guys. What he doesn't count on is losing his mind over the gorgeous, golden-eyed wrestling captain who needs to keep their attraction a secret at all costs.

After earning a full-ride wrestling scholarship and getting accepted into an elite sports medicine program, Beck thinks he's got it made. Now he's a favorite for the national championship in his weight class. Life has never been sweeter or more predictable. Never mind that he's gay and wishing he didn't have to hide it. There will be plenty of time for a social life after graduation. Until then he doesn't need anything to get in the way of his big plans, and that includes the adorable little wrestler who's got him all tied up in knots.

©2014 Maris Black (P)2015 Audible, Inc.

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  • Cyndi
  • Michigan
  • 12-18-16

Great start to this series!

I started this audiobook as soon as I finished the Kage Trilogy because I loved it so much I just had to check out more work by this author. I enjoyed this book but it wasn't great but I may have had my hopes set really high after Kage. I loved the writing and I liked the characters but something about Jeremy was a little inconsistent for me. I can't put my finger on it but whatever it was made me change my mind constantly about him. This was a sweet love story with very steamy scenes. I loved how this ended!! Nothing better than seeing a happy ending! This was a good start to the series and I will be be getting the next book!

The narration was good. He did a good job at the two different voices and making it obvious who was speaking.

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Angsty college wrestlers with great narration

This is a complex YA/NA story about two wrestlers finding love in a sport that is fairly homophobic, but in this case their coach is dangerously homophobic.

There is a lot of sex in this – so I think for groupings New Adult is more appropriate, but the angst and drama and sometimes over-the-topness sometimes felt more Young Adult.

Beck’s is gay but closeted, doesn’t want to lose his wrestling scholarship. Jeremy is the new guy, super attracted and attractive to Becks, but having to fight against the fear of outing.

The first part of the book is their push-pull of attraction, the second part is dealing with the aftermath.

The second part is where (for me) it got a bit too dramatic at times, though I appreciated the overall statements that get made and the end result. (I won’t say but it involves the Coach in a very bad way and Jeremy makes some decisions that are really hard to witness.)

At the end we get a very satisfying HEA and our MCs manage to bring the bad guy to justice! (I loved the whole Batman/Robin switcheroo underwear thing – very clever!)

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Well I just love Chris Patton so I loved the hell out of this narration. He’s so easy to listen to and I think this hits his “age level” spot on. Kind of young, but mature enough for some hot man on man action. ☺

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Nice college age/coming out tale

This was my first book by this author and I really enjoyed it. The SSU universe is a comprised of a group of friends (The Tribe) who find, help, support and love each other. This is the first couple, Beck and Jeremy. Beck is a closeted captain of the wrestling team whose world is rocked when he meets Jeremy, a freshman who is also on his wrestling team. Jeremy comes from a dysfunctional, abusive family and hopes going to SSU will enable to finally escape the shame and poverty of his family life. They both have challenges to overcome and it is not always pretty and stretches the "credibility" bounds a little. Despite that, I enjoyed their journey to couplehood, which is full of angst. But I also enjoyed that the story included post-angst drama. Chris Patton does a wonderful job in bringing these men to life.

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Loved it

A realistic story between amazing main characters, Beck and Jeremy, with some hot and sexy times too. Enjoyable narration. I would recommend this story.
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Talented narrator; good first half

Entertaining characters, faithfully delivered by the excellent narrator. Jeremy is feisty and fearless and his ruthless pursuit of Beck is an enjoyable romp. Along with the sex scenes the story itself gets more than a little silly in the second half of the book, however, and the ending is vapid and hokey.

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really good

started off slow but all in all great first entry into the series . I have read the other too and fell in love . maris please continue I can't wait for more

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  • TJ
  • Florida
  • 01-16-17

Wishing it wasn't over

I love all the books from Maris Black I've listened to so far. I started with the Kage Series. This was kind of similar but different enough for me to still enjoy immensely. The relationship between Beck and Jeremy is so compelling it makes you hope you'll find such a relationship yourself one day. The ending was a bit abrupt. I wish I had an explanation of why Jeremy decided to do what he did towards the end. I understand what caused him to do it, but without him never doing such a thing before, it did seem random. But then again the circumstances that led to it would be very traumatic. I'm glad Beck let Jeremy be his Batman at the end. I'm going to imagine they eventually get married and live happily ever after. They seem so such in love. I hope the next book in this series is just as good.

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great story and narration

I listen to this particular story at least twice a month. still so good :)

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Another great story

The author pulls you into the lives of the characters nicely. There are so many twists and turn you are kept wanting mor.

Narration was excellent.

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  • Steven
  • Ankeny, IA, United States
  • 06-03-16

A great start to this series!

Although I know I like the writing of Maris Black, I didn't think I was going to like this one all that well because at first the characters seem to be the typical Hot young guys who shouldn't have any trouble getting whoever they want. The author took them deeper however than just their appearance. Jeremy is a freshman just starting college but he comes from a harsh background with the mother addicted to meth and alcoholic father who has beaten him. Beck comes from a family that isn't very loving and kind of indifferent to him. So each of these characters is broken to some extent and must overcome this obstacle in order to have a relationship with someone else. There is an immediate attraction to each other with Jeremy ready to come out of the closet as he enters college but Beck is not quite ready to come out because he is there for a wrestling scholarship which he feels he might lose should he come out. They have to work at their relationship because of this with the help of their friends. About three quarters of the way through the book things start to get really intense and the book also deals with sexual abuse among college athletes and their coaches. This issue is really important now days right up there next to the whole thing going on with priests and children. It is dealt with very nicely in the plot of the story. The narrator did well except it was difficult sometimes to tell the difference between the Jeremy and the Beck voice which he didn't really make very different. They both essentially sound the same and this made it confusing at times. After I got used to this however it was OK. I am anxious to now start the second book of the series since I really enjoyed this one. So to sum it up it started out a little slowly but really ended up being intense with a meaty plot. Oh yes, and the sex was really hot too.

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  • Donna Hirsch
  • 01-12-18

Jeremy and Beck

What a great story. Joel did an amazing job with distinguishing characters and the different accents. I really enjpyed the storyline and would have loved to see Jeremy's dad redeem himself by shpoting the assistant coach for what he did to Jeremy. Beck and his teammates did a good job putting him behind bars where I hope he rots.