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Hungry for Life
- A Memoir Unlocking the Truth Inside an Anorexic Mind
- Narrated by: Rachel Richards
- Length: 10 hrs and 59 mins
- Categories: Health & Wellness, Psychology & Mental Health
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Publisher's Summary
In this painfully moving memoir, take a firsthand look at anorexia through the eyes of a young girl. Even in kindergarten, Rachel Richards knows something isn't right. By leading us through her distorted thoughts, she shines a light on the experience and mystery of mental illness.
As she grows up, unable to comprehend or communicate her inner trauma, Rachel lashes out, hurting herself, running away from home, and fighting her family. Restricting food gives her the control she craves. But after being hospitalized and force-fed, Rachel only retreats further into herself.
With a driving perfectionism, she graduates college with honors. But at 69 pounds, Rachel is a shell of nervous and obsessive behaviors that have controlled her life. Years of self-harm and self-loathing have fueled the inner battles between good and evil, health and sickness, and life and death.
Acting on stage offers her moments of freedom from the skewed perceptions she's constructed over the years. But her dream of a career in theater is not enough to save her. What is the secret that will finally unleash her will to recover?
If you, or someone you know, suffers from an eating disorder or is a concerned parent, is anxious about weight and dieting, has an addiction, or wants to learn more about the mystery of how an eating disorder develops, and the multifaceted and complex road to recovery, this audiobook is a must-listen!
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- Nephi Ferguson
- 10-12-17
A Gripping Account of Anorexia and Recovery
This book is a fascinating first-person account of the author’s struggle with anorexia nervosa and the years that followed as she worked towards recovery.
Growing up in a safe, homogeneous community with nurturing parents and having a privileged upbringing did not prevent an eating disorder from setting in, and it’s the perfect illustration of why this is a disease that does not discriminate.
There were troubling signs even in kindergarten, but it wasn’t until she encountered her nightmare of a first grade teacher, whose cruelty could only be rivaled by Miss Hannigan from Annie, that things truly started going downhill. Relentless bullying became the norm and continued all the way through high school, leading to feelings of inferiority and a crushed self-esteem. Her experience with a psychotic friend from drama club is especially unsettling.
As time progressed, obsessive behaviors began to manifest and dieting became more extreme. Her quest for academic perfection was a driving force and often interfered with her social life. Family mealtimes turned into a war zone as the struggle between her concerned parents and Rachel’s need to control her food intake intensified.
After graduating high school, Rachel became increasingly withdrawn as college progressed. She did find success in the theater, but even that wasn’t enough to quell her feelings of unworthiness.
The author does a remarkable job of describing her journey through the debilitating effects of an eating disorder and the therapy, both inpatient and out, that followed, and recounting the events that led to her eventual recovery.
Narration by the author is excellent. She brings the different individuals in the book to life through tone and inflection, and you can hear the pain in her voice when she relives the torment of years past, as well as the joy of finding new love and new life in recovery.
The latter portions of the book cover facts, statistics, observations and offer helpful advice regarding eating disorders, making this an invaluable resource for those struggling, as well as their loved ones.
*I was given a free review copy of this audiobook at my request and have voluntarily left this review.
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- Ashley Sawyer
- 10-21-17
Intriguing
I enjoyed listening to this book. The story line was so in depth and I loved learning about her life outside of the eating disorder as well as the struggle she goes through everyday fighting the disorder. If you want to learn more about the impact of eating disorders, this book is for you!
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- mandy
- 10-10-17
Fantastic!!!!
This was an emotional story and honestly I cried a few times. I have struggled with my own eating disorder and even though my situation was different, I felt so much for this story. Great writing and the narration was really well done as well. I highly recommend this audio!!!
I was given this free review copy audiobook at my request and have voluntarily left this review.
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- tibbyjoys
- 03-08-20
The author is so unlikeable
The only reason I finished this is because I am a completeist. The author is so mean spirited and selfish. She hates fat people, and people who have sex and people who just like to have fun. Her hate for her sister is awful to hear. I don't feel bad when she talks about being an outsider. When you act like you are better than everyone else what do you expect. I feel bad she suffered from mental illness forcing her to starve herself. I hope as an adult she is recovered and doing well. She comes off as so unlikable in this book.
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- Nomi
- 10-24-17
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A fascinating look at an eating disorder. A whole lot of heart and soul went into the writing. Made me tear up a few times. Well worth a listen.
Fantastic job by the narrator. Very well done.
This audiobook was provided by the author, narrator, or publisher at no cost in exchange for an unbiased review.
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- Rhonda
- 10-04-17
Anorexia from the mind of an anorexic
This is a powerful book. A truly honest look at anorexia from someone who has lived it. We hear of anorexia but most of us don't understand that it is truly devastating to the person who has it. Through this book I can see how it takes hold of the mind and totally distorts it so the way the person thinks about their body and weight loss is so far out of whack they can easily starve themselves to the point of death and still think they are too fat. This book takes us right inside her mind so we can understand how it starts, progresses and how it takes over her life and distorts her mind. Although at times it is difficult to listen to, this is a truly amazing book and I recommend it to everyone. I was voluntarily provided this free review copy audiobook by the author, narrator, or publisher.
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- TinkerMel
- 09-29-17
wow, What a story!
This is such a tragic story. About one girls struggle with life. It starts early in her life of just 5 years old. From everything from a eating disorders, to OCD, and just not feeling worthy of life. Its truly heart breaking. And it shows the struggles of life for her. Just something as simple as eating with her family at dinner was a chore, even at such a young age.
this is truly worth a listen, especially if you know someone with an eating disorder. it shares such an insight into their life.
The writer is also is the narrator, she does a great job telling us her story.
I was given this free review copy audiobook at my request and have voluntarily left this review.
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- Utilisateur anonyme
- 12-30-20
from all the tens and hundreds of books I've
listened to, without a doubt this is the most boring one ever! I wish I hadn't bought it waste of time, money and brain cells.
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- Amazon Customer
- 09-23-20
Narration is tough
It’s a good enough story but you can tell the author wants to be an actress because it’s way over acted and over narrated and that makes it hard to enjoy unfortunately.
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- Deedra
- 03-03-18
Hungry for life
Though, I found some of the narration a bit over the top,I enjoyed this book.I was not sure what to expect.Rachel is a normal child who latches on to not eating to keep slim.Her anerexia is a lifelong ailment.This book delves in to every aspect of the disease.It was informative and entertaining.Rachel herself,does a fine job narrating.“I was voluntarily provided this free review copy audiobook by the author, narrator, or publisher.”
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- Rubycat
- 05-20-20
An actual honest review
Almost all these good reviews are “unbiased” after being given a free listen for a good review, therefore the ratings become irrelevant. I struggled through the over dramatic baby gabble at the beginning, and waited to feel any sense of sympathy for the girl. At worst she is just a poor little rich girl, out to blame everybody around her for her awful life with loving parents and siblings, with a decent education and secure home. I really feel bad for how she treated her family- especially her sister Valerie. It was hard to listen to. I’ve been that older sister- not because I’m overweight, but because I have a spoiled brat of a brother 10 years younger than me, who I love dearly but breaks my heart every time he’s spiteful to his older siblings and parents. I also got bullied at school (I am Autistic) that doesn’t give you reason to be mean to the ones that love you. Lastly, I have anorexia- quite badly. I am sympathetic to that, it is living hell. I hope she recovers and remains well. Nobody deserves an eating disorder, but It also is no reason to be such a bad angry person. Finally, on a positive note, the story has been written well and it seems honest enough.
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