Just a week back from Amsterdam and it's tough to go straight back into the struggle we find ourselves in this country, where everything is just one stressful situation on to the next, always hoping for a bit of luck so the everyday struggle can become easier, also at the same time trying your hardest to be grateful for what you do have. Really does seem like all the good energy has been sucked out of Ireland and we are just losing everything that made us great as a country. Love you all.

I've been smoking weed everyday now for the past 3 years and it's got to the stage where a change is needed. Weed has helped me in so many ways but now I feel my time is up with it. 7 extremely tough days off the the jazz cabbage today and I'm looking forward more than ever to the non stoner life to see where it leads me.

Living a healthy life is different for everyone, but you need to do what makes your soul happy. I don't know who that ghost is inside me talking to me but I'm loving the choices he's making me do. Is that my God? Who knows but It seems to be working for me. Some Limp Bizkit and Mariah Carey tributes, also some Adam and Eve talk I know nothing about too.

Nearly 8 months off the sauce and I will continue to fight the demons to be the best version of myself.

No knicker throwing no more.

I've just felt like a pile of shit the last week, feel like the energy has been zapped out of me. I'm making big and small changes in my life to try and improve each day, but I know not everyday will be a good day no matter how much you want it to be. You just gotta try make the best out of how you woke up that day, no matter what.