Not Catching Love

Accidental Love, Book 5

By: Saxon James

Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton

Xander

There’s something seriously wrong with me.

For once, I’m not talking about the health anxiety that randomly pops up and wreaks havoc on my life. I'm talking about, well, everything else.

All my roommates have found someone to love them, and it hurts to see the guys who used to have me at the center of their worlds pair off and grow up, especially when it’s a reminder of how alone I've always been. I’ve always had an issue with relationships. With forming a connection with people outside of Seven, but this is more.

Because I want to find my someone.

Except the one person my brain has latched onto is the one person I can never have. The one person who’s there to help me when my panic attacks get too much.

Nurse Derek.

Derek

I should never have offered to treat Xander Moore.

And now here I am years later, my life on hold, while I wait day in and day out for the call that Xander needs me. It always comes, and I always answer, but I’m starting to dread those visits.

Lately, I’m looking at Xander in a way a medical professional should never look at their patient.

When Xander starts volunteering at the same nursing home that I do, I get to see a new side of him. The artistic, charismatic side that draws the residents in. I get glimpses of a man who’s so much more than his anxiety, and it does nothing to help my feelings for him.

Lines begin to blur and I have no choice but to stop treating him. That at least allows us to be friends. The only problem is, being friends isn’t enough for either of us.

It’s wrong, unethical, and unprofessional, but my heart won’t listen. It’s decided on Xander, and it doesn’t want to wait. Neither does Xander.

But if I want to keep my job, I have to resist.

I just wish he didn’t make that so difficult.

©2025 Saxon James (P)2025 Saxon James

Hits in the feels

Difficult topics but handled really well. Sweet love story. Found family is often stronger than blood.

Oh sweet Xander

My my Xander is the sweetest basket case ever. I really enjoyed this story seeing how the two come together and how the line is toed before straight up crossing it. I will definitely listen to this one again. Highly recommended and it 100% made sense to end the book series with Xanders story.

Just - *chef’s kiss*

Wow, start to finish this book was the sweetest and most amazing. Derek is perfection and exactly what we all wanted for Xander this entire series. What a *spectacular* end to this great series - I am definitely gonna miss the Bertha Boys, but, thankfully, I can read them all again!

😭 Sad it's over

I loved this book & series so much. I am very sad it's over but so glad I hot to spend time with these Bertha Boys. I think Molly and Seven will stay my favorite book but Zanders storey was amazing and the perfect ending. Teddy Hamilton was perfect as always.

Xander’s Story! ♥️♥️♥️🔥🔥🔥⭐️⭐️⭐️

So glad Xander got his own HEA. He, Seven and Mollie were my favorite characters through the series and what a satisfying ending to an amazing set of stories!