I Am God's Dagger

De: K.A. Merikan

Narrado por: Nathan Kelly

"I know what’s been done to you, and I will see you avenged.”

Gabriel. Broken. Lonely. Scarred. Delusional?

Abaddon. Lord of Locusts. Master of the Bottomless Pit. Angel of Destruction and Vengeance…. But is he real?

After a psychotic episode in his childhood, Gabriel is left shattered and unable to join society. Trapped in the orphanage he grew up in, he is plagued by nightmares of events that never happened, events that left him scarred, flinching at touch and achingly lonely.

Until one day, he decides on a whim to not take his meds.

Born from a cold womb in the ground, Abaddon awakens to the world with one goal: to destroy a cult that commits blasphemous crimes in his name. What he doesn’t expect is meeting a boy who survived one of their rituals.

That is when God reveals Abaddon’s true purpose. He shall protect the boy from the vultures circling him and avenge his pain. He shall take Gabriel under his wing and provide all the love and affection the boy never got to experience.

As they set out to hunt the monsters together, Gabriel entrusts his body and soul to his beautiful guardian angel, yet he can’t stop questioning whether Abaddon is real or just a creation of his touch-starved mind.

Either way, vengeance has begun to cut through the cultists with its scythe, and there is no turning back, no matter how deep the rabbit hole goes.

WARNING: This book contains adult content that might be considered offensive. Strong language, violence, torture, and explicit scenes. Listener discretion advised. Not for the fainthearted.

©2022 K.A. Merikan (P)2025 Acerbi & Villani ltd.

10 Stars if I Could!!!

Loved the story!! My favorite authors!!! The imagination and storytelling ability keeps you unable to stop reading! Even better on Audible! Wyatt Baker did a great job bringing the story to life!!

Not what it seems.

I had high hopes for this story. Unfortunately, turns into a regular revenge type story. Don't think I will listen/read any more of this series. Feels like bait & switch. Just my personal opinion 🤷

Stunning

I enjoyed this story. You have ever emotional moment you can think of and it leaves you a happy, sad, angry emotional mess but I can’t wait to listen again. A stunning story of life and the hardships. The characters are a intriguing pair and there story unfolds in amazing ways. The narration was great. This is a re listen for sure.

Great Writing Great Narrating

K. A. Merikan sure knows how to write. love the dark gritty mm dark and brutal stories. The type of writing that comes from K A Merikan and Nicholas Bella. Can't wait too see what's next in this series. love the dark narrating you get from Wyatt Baker, he brings the dark sexy scenes to life like no one else can. another great beginning from Merikan for sure...

Hard Time Finishing This

The overuse of similes is distracting and makes the style seem underdeveloped. Some if the dialog is rather colloquial and incongruous with much of the rest of how the characters talk so it is especially noticeable when the narrator's Abaddon voice says those lines.

Interesting

Not really what I anticipated. Overall, I found the story to be interesting and well done. I thought this was an actual “angel” story and not being at all religious, I had some difficulty understanding many of the religious references.

Thrilling Story, Enjoyed it a Lot

This was such a thrilling tale of lost boys, hurt/comfort and payback with a touch of horror on a side. I liked how every few chapters there was a new revelation with aha moment, followed by hot and steamy relationship development. This book as all the other books by the authors has romance with an edge, beautifully damaged characters that make sense when they get together. Narrator did a very good job with voices and story telling, he made this a perfect listening experience. Highly recommend to all fans of dark romance.

Wow

I liked the ending because while I was catching on, I wasn’t completely onto what was happening and got that big AHA moment. Def worth the read despite the possibility of not liking the twist. It made shit more real and meaningful. K.A Merikan gave me a lot to think about as I read this story and Wyatt always outdoes himself!