Concealed

Memoir of a Jewish-Iranian Daughter Caught Between the Chador and America

By: Esther Amini

Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell

Esther Amini grew up in Queens, New York, during the free-wheeling 1960s. She also grew up in a Persian-Jewish household, the American- born daughter of parents who had fled Mashhad, Iran. In CONCEALED, she tells the story of being caught between these two worlds: the dutiful daughter of tradition-bound parents who hungers for more self-determination than tradition allows.

Exploring the roots of her father's deep silences and explosive temper, her mother's flamboyance and flights from home, and her own sense of indebtedness to her two Iranian-born brothers, Amini uncovers the story of her parents' early years in Mashhad, Iran's holiest Muslim city; the little known history and persecution of Mashhad's underground Jews; the incident that steeled her mother's resolve to leave; and her parents' arduous journey to the United States, where they found themselves facing a new threat to their traditions: the threat of freedom. Determined to protect his only daughter from corruption, Amini's father prohibits talk, books, higher education, and tries to push her into an early Persian marriage. Can she resist? Should she? Focused intently on what she stands to gain, Amini eventually comes to see what she also stands to lose: a family and community bound together by food, celebrations, sibling escapades, and unexpected acts of devotion by parents to whom she feels invisible. In this poignant, funny, entertaining and uplifting memoir, Amini documents with keen eye, quick wit, and warm heart, how family members build, buoy, wound, and save one another across generations; how lives are shaped by the demands and burdens of loyalty and legacy; and how she rose to the challenge of deciding what to keep and what to discard.

©2020 Esther Amini (P)2023 Esther Amini

Fascinating memoir

The author gives a detailed, astute and moving analysis of how Fatulla and Hana Amini became the strange people who were her parents. I bet the author is an excellent psychotherapist.

A Moving and Beautifully Crafted Memoir

The story is riveting, the writing eloquent and insightful, and the performance by Cassandra Campbell, particularly her portrayal of different accents and voices, is superb. I listened, I laughed, I cried. A deeply satisfying and memorable listening experience, like being treated to a delicious Persian Jewish meal and delicate pastries lovingly prepared by the author's mother.