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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days
“A one-of-a-kind book...to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.” (Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church)
What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more”. So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you.
You just want a way out.
But there’s hope.
In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better.
Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.
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"Robinson’s soothing tips and sage advice should go a long way toward helping those in need of assistance.” (Publishers Weekly)
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- Anonymous User
- 05-17-21
Breathtakingly beautiful and raw
If you are someone who has struggled with mental illness or maybe you’ve walked along side someone who has than this book is for you. I Love Jesus, But I want to Die is breathtakingly raw, Sarah’s ability to open up about her experience is beautiful and brave. I feel that mental health has been a taboo topic in the churches for far too long. Sarah brings us into her world of suffering and hope: showing us that it’s okay to struggle with depression and that you’re not alone. You are not a disappointment and you are worthy. Absolutely a must read, I cannot thank Sarah enough for putting her story out there for all to hear, she is a blessing and I believe that this book is going to change a lot of lives.
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- Virgil Nisly
- 11-05-21
It's ok to struggle!
"our faith is not based on the actions of God, but rather the character of God"
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Ok for awhile, just didn't click
A female author would of course write an extremely female focused book that left me hitting the 10 second forward button couple times an hour. Told myself I bought the book so I'm gonna find some value for me. Thought it might still have something that clicks. Just got so psych, with a little bible tossed in, gimmicky I had to stop halfway through when a paragraph just hit me so wrong I rolled my eyes and huffed. Not for me.
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- Marjorie
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First book I've finished in a long time
Truly heart warming, touching, and insightful. Sarah provides great tools to help to navigate mental illness with the understanding that this is not a one-stop, microwave process. It was inspiring and lovingly told. Thank you for sharing your experience so vulnerably.
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Hardcore Self Help: F**k Depression is the follow-up to the best-selling F**K Anxiety. In this book I take the information, tips, and insights that I have gained as a psychologist and translate them into language that doesn't suck. This is the self-help book for people who don't usually like self-help books. In Hardcore Self Help: F**K Depression, I talk to you like a friend. That means I speak directly to you, without psychobabble. Instead I tell you why your brain is such a troll.
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beginner level help
- By JAF on 08-15-17
By: Robert Duff
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Hello I Want to Die Please Fix Me
- Depression in the First Person
- By: Anna Mehler Paperny
- Narrated by: Kirsten Potter
- Length: 10 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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In her early 20s, investigative journalist Anna Mehler Paperny had already landed her dream job. On the surface, her life was great. Nevertheless, she spiraled out, attempted suicide (the first of more attempts to follow), and landed in the ICU and then in a psych ward before setting out to tackle her recovery. In Hello I Want to Die Please Fix Me, Mehler Paperny turns her journalist's eye on her own experience and others' - in the ward; as an outpatient; facing family, friends, and coworkers; finding the right meds; trying to stay insured and employed.
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I enjoyed this experience
- By Anonymous User on 06-11-21
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Spurgeon's Sorrows
- Realistic Hope for Those Who Suffer from Depression
- By: Zack Eswine
- Narrated by: David Shepherd
- Length: 3 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
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Christians should have the answers, shouldn't they? Depression affects many people - both personally and through the ones we love. Depression is not new, though. Indeed, the "Prince of Preachers" C.H. Spurgeon struggled with depression and talked openly about it. Here, Zack Eswine draws from Spurgeon's experiences to encourage us.
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Well done encouragement
- By Stephen Schlenker on 09-12-21
By: Zack Eswine
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Your Thoughts Are Killing You
- Take Control of Your Mind and Close the Door to Those Negative, Depressing, Fearful, Worrisome Thoughts Forever
- By: Marybeth Wuenschel
- Narrated by: Marybeth Wuenschel
- Length: 6 hrs
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What mountain is threatening you? It's time to talk to your mountains. We talk to ourselves and each other about our problems all day long when we should be talking to our problems. Jesus said, "Say to this mountain." He has given us authority and power over fear, worry, and every negative stronghold oppressing us.
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Awesome
- By Mariza on 12-07-22
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Depression, Anxiety, and the Christian Life
- Practical Wisdom from Richard Baxter
- By: Michael S. Lundy, J. I. Packer - introduction
- Narrated by: Joe Geoffrey
- Length: 5 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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Depression - whether circumstantial and fleeting or persistent and long term - impacts most people at some point in their lives. Puritan Pastor Richard Baxter spent most of his ministry caring for depressed and discouraged souls, and his timeless counsel still speaks to us today. In this book, psychiatrist Michael S. Lundy and theologian J. I. Packer present Baxter’s writings in order to comfort, instruct, and strengthen all who struggle with depression.
By: Michael S. Lundy, and others
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This Is Your Brain on Depression
- Creating Your Path to Getting Better
- By: Faith G. Harper PhD LPC-S ACS ACN
- Narrated by: Erin Bennett
- Length: 1 hr and 49 mins
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People who have never been depressed have no idea what it's like. And people who have know all too well how tough depression can be to live with. Dr. Faith explains the brain science behind depression, complete with Zuul references, and talks you through the different options out there for getting better. Yes there are things you can do to feel good again (including drugs, but avoiding a spiraling successions of drug cocktails).
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- By Mary Bouwman on 09-04-20
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The Hilarious World of Depression
- By: John Moe
- Narrated by: John Moe
- Length: 9 hrs and 50 mins
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For years John Moe, critically-acclaimed public radio personality and host of The Hilarious World of Depression podcast, struggled with depression; it plagued his family and claimed the life of his brother in 2007. As Moe came to terms with his own illness, he began to see similar patterns of behavior and coping mechanisms surfacing in conversations with others, including high-profile comedians who’d struggled with the disease.
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A headline for a great book
- By Astrid on 01-27-21
By: John Moe
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Are You Really OK?
- Getting Real About Who You Are, How You’re Doing, and Why It Matters
- By: Debra Fileta
- Narrated by: Debra Fileta
- Length: 7 hrs and 40 mins
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We tend to assume we’re okay - until we’re not. Getting healthy is an ongoing process that requires you to stop, dig deep, and ask yourself the hard questions. In Are You Really OK?, author and licensed counselor Debra Fileta challenges you to get real with who you are and how you’re doing spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically, so you can recognize where you need growth and healing.
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Christian focused
- By Amy T. on 01-29-23
By: Debra Fileta
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The Upward Spiral
- Using Neuroscience to Reverse the Course of Depression, One Small Change at a Time
- By: Alex Korb PhD.
- Narrated by: David deVries
- Length: 5 hrs and 34 mins
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Depression can feel like a downward spiral, pulling you down into a vortex of sadness, fatigue, and apathy. Based in the latest research in neuroscience, this audiobook offers dozens of little things you can do every day to rewire your brain and create an upward spiral towardsa happier, healthier life.
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Practical & Positive
- By Sara on 07-05-15
By: Alex Korb PhD.
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Hiding in the Pews
- Shining Light on Mental Illness in the Church
- By: Steve Austin, Robert W. Lee - foreword
- Narrated by: Adam Verner
- Length: 7 hrs and 8 mins
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In 2012, Steve Austin, then a pastor, nearly died by suicide. His experience launched him on a journey that opened his eyes to the widespread problem of mental illness and how those who live with it are often treated in congregations. He began to wonder: If church folks had talked openly about mental health, therapy, suicide prevention, recovery from abuse, and other difficult issues, would that have changed his story? In Hiding in the Pews, people with mental illness - some of whom might be pastors themselves - will find comfort as they learn they are not alone.
By: Steve Austin, and others
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The Mindful Way Through Depression
- Freeing Yourself from Chronic Unhappiness
- By: Mark Williams, John Teasdale, Zindel Segal, and others
- Narrated by: Mark Williams, John Teasdale, Zindel Segal, and others
- Length: 5 hrs and 13 mins
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If you've ever struggled with depression or know someone who has, take heart: Mindfulness practice is a simple, powerful way to naturally break depression's self-perpetuating cycle. With The Mindful Way Through Depression, four leading researchers present insightful lessons drawn from both Eastern meditative traditions and cognitive therapy about how to triumph over this illness - and, more importantly, how to prevent it from striking again.
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Great Content - Meditations are at the End
- By Rachel L. on 06-21-16
By: Mark Williams, and others
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How to Heal Yourself from Depression When No One Else Can
- A Self-Guided Program to Stop Feeling like Sh*t
- By: Amy B. Scher
- Narrated by: Amy B. Scher
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
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An internationally recognized energy therapist brings her accessible approach to helping anyone struggling with depression to reclaim a joyful life, utilizing her powerful emotional healing techniques to release subconscious beliefs and clear stuck emotions from the body, so you can rediscover the happiest, healthiest version of yourself.
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Cuts to the chase of several energy healing tools
- By Boston, MA on 03-13-21
By: Amy B. Scher
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Depression
- Looking Up from the Stubborn Darkness
- By: Edward T. Welch
- Narrated by: Richard Merton
- Length: 7 hrs and 18 mins
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Where is God in the struggle? Looking away from despair toward hope can feel risky. What if God doesn't come through for you? What if you don't feel instantly better? Instead of offering simple platitudes or unrealistic cure-all formulas, Edward T. Welch addresses the complex nature of depression with compassion and insight, applying the rich treasures of the Christian gospel, and giving fresh hope to those who struggle.
By: Edward T. Welch
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Depression Hates a Moving Target
- How Running With My Dog Brought Me Back From the Brink
- By: Nita Sweeney
- Narrated by: Sarah Zimmerman
- Length: 7 hrs and 37 mins
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