In this conversation, Sathiya and Jay Stringer explore the concept of desire, challenging the common belief that it is a problem. They discuss how desire can be a source of healing, intimacy, and personal growth. Jay introduces his framework of five core desires—wholeness, personal growth, intimacy, pleasure, and meaning—and emphasizes the importance of navigating critical periods in life with intention and support from community and elders. The discussion highlights the diagnostic nature of desire and its role in revealing areas of personal development, ultimately advocating for a healthier relationship with desire as a means to flourish in life.

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Chapters:

• (00:00) Why Most Christians Fear Desire
• (04:10) The “Holy Man” Inside Your Addiction
• (07:00) You Don’t Have Too Much Desire — You Have Too Little Formation
• (11:00) Why Porn Isn’t Random
• (14:45) The 5 Core Desires That Shape Your Life
• (23:45) The Provisional Self: Who You Became to Survive
• (30:40) Midlife Chrysalis: When Your Identity Starts Cracking
• (35:15) Why Recovery Can Leave Men Depressed
• (38:00) How to Decode the Season You’re In
• (45:15) Marriage Isn’t Broken — It’s Revealing You
• (49:30) Finding Your “Bell” (What Makes You Come Alive)
• (52:20) Rebellion, Creativity & Becoming Fully Alive
• (59:45) Why Intimacy Exposes What’s Underdeveloped
• (1:06:45) Critical Periods: Windows for Reinvention
• (1:10:00) The Role of Elders & Rites of Passage

Sexual sin among worship leaders and Christian men isn’t proof that faith doesn’t work — it’s proof that isolation does. In this episode, Sathiya Sam explains how pressure, access, and identity distortion create secrecy, even in devoted leaders. Drawing from personal experience, he shows why spiritual activity alone can’t heal unaddressed wounds and why honest brotherhood, rooted identity, and accountability are essential for lasting freedom.

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• Join DEEP CLEAN SIGNATURE PROGRAM
• Join Deep Clean Inner Circle - The Brotherhood You Neeed (+ get coached by Sathiya) For Less Than $2/day
• Submit Your Questions (Anonymously) To Be Answered On The Podcast
• Get A Free Copy of The Last Relapse, Your Blueprint For Recovery
• Watch Sathiya on Youtube For More Content Like This

Chapters:

• (00:00) Why sexual sin among Christian leaders isn’t hypocrisy
• (01:10) My story as a worship leader addicted to porn
• (02:48) The pressure and expectations of worship leadership
• (04:20) Gifting ≠ emotional maturity
• (05:40) Suppressed doubt, isolation, and deconstruction
• (07:05) The invisible triangle: access, isolation, identity
• (08:55) When identity outpaces honesty, secrecy grows
• (10:10) Why spiritual activity doesn’t prevent sexual sin
• (11:35) You can’t out-serve unhealed wounds
• (12:40) What actually protects Christian leaders
• (13:50) Confession before collapse

In this episode of the Man Within Podcast, Sathiya Sam discusses the urgent need for intentionality in pursuing holiness in a world increasingly filled with distractions and temptations. He emphasizes that drifting into a holy life is no longer an option, as modern life actively pulls individuals away from spiritual integrity. Sathiya argues that true holiness requires full surrender to God, intentional resistance against temptation, and a complete dependence on divine strength. He reflects on how previous generations had a cultural reinforcement of faith that is now lacking, making it essential for individuals today to take proactive steps towards holiness.

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• Join DEEP CLEAN SIGNATURE PROGRAM
• Join Deep Clean Inner Circle - The Brotherhood You Neeed (+ get coached by Sathiya) For Less Than $2/day
• Submit Your Questions (Anonymously) To Be Answered On The Podcast
• Get A Free Copy of The Last Relapse, Your Blueprint For Recovery
• Watch Sathiya on Youtube For More Content Like This

Chapters:

• (00:00) Introduction to Holiness in 2026
• (01:48) The Cultural Shift Away from Holiness
• (04:54) The Lies We Tell Ourselves About Holiness
• (08:33) Radical Honesty and Commitment to Obedience
• (11:42) Building a Holy Life Through Surrender

In this conversation, the speakers discuss the evolving role of men in the church and society, highlighting a resurgence of male attendance in churches and the challenges they face. They explore the changing dynamics of masculinity, the importance of spiritual leadership in the home, and the need for men to connect meaningfully with each other. The discussion also touches on the significance of fatherhood, the impact of technology, and the future direction of men's ministry, emphasizing the importance of community and discipleship.

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• Join DEEP CLEAN SIGNATURE PROGRAM
• Join Deep Clean Inner Circle - The Brotherhood You Neeed (+ get coached by Sathiya) For Less Than $2/day
• Submit Your Questions (Anonymously) To Be Answered On The Podcast
• Get A Free Copy of The Last Relapse, Your Blueprint For Recovery
• Watch Sathiya on Youtube For More Content Like This

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Chapters:

• (00:00) Introduction to the Conversation
• (01:51) The State of Men in the Church
• (06:01) Trends in Masculinity and Faith
• (11:11) Challenges Faced by Men in the Church
• (14:10) Finding the Right Church
• (19:30) The Role of Technology in Fatherhood
• (29:00) Fatherhood and Presence
• (35:30) Spiritual Leadership at Home
• (40:04) Future Directions for Men's Ministry

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Chapters:

• (00:00) Welcome + Celebrating 10 Years & 1M Downloads
• (03:45) How the Journey Started
• (08:30) Lessons Learned About Lasting Freedom
• (13:40) Stories of Impact & Transformation
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• (22:15) Inside Deep Clean Coaching
• (26:45) If You’re Tired of Starting Over
• (29:15) Giveaway Details & Next Steps
• (31:10) Final Thanks + Closing Thoughts

In this episode of the Man Within Podcast, Sathiya Sam delves into the complexities of Valentine's Day and its impact on men's emotional well-being. He argues that the holiday amplifies feelings of loneliness, insecurity, and disconnection, leading many men to turn to pornography as a coping mechanism. Sathiya explains that Valentine's Day serves as a magnifying glass for relational awareness, exposing what men desire but often lack in their lives. He emphasizes that porn is a temporary escape that ultimately leaves individuals feeling emptier, as it replaces genuine intimacy with a false sense of connection.

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Chapters:

• (00:00) Why Valentine’s Day Triggers So Many Men
• (01:10) Porn Isn’t About Sex — It’s About Intimacy
• (02:32) How Valentine’s Day Affects Single Men
• (03:20) Dating Pressure, Performance, and Porn
• (03:55) Marriage, Expectations, and Emotional Distance
• (04:50) Sex vs. Intimacy: What Most Men Confuse
• (05:55) Why Porn Feels Safe but Makes You Weaker
• (06:40) What the Urge Is Actually Pointing You Toward
• (07:05) The Giveaway & Your Next Step

In this conversation, Paul Hutchinson, the executive producer of 'Sound of Freedom', shares insights into the making of the film, the challenges faced in bringing awareness to child trafficking, and the deep connections between pornography and trafficking. He discusses his personal journey, motivations for his work, and the importance of healing and integrity in combating these issues. The conversation emphasizes the need for personal transformation and the ripple effect of individual actions on society.

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🔥 Access Paul's Resources:

• Liberating Humanity Website
• Child Liberation Foundation Website
• Follow them on Instagram

Chapters:

• (00:00) The Impact of Sound of Freedom
• (03:13) Behind the Scenes of Child Rescue Missions
• (05:47) The Pushback from Media and Hollywood
• (09:01) The Link Between Pornography and Trafficking
• (12:08) Personal Motivations and Experiences
• (15:00) The Emotional Toll of Rescue Missions
• (17:53) Healing and Moving Forward
• (26:37) Healing Through Addiction and Misbehavior
• (29:09) Neuroplasticity and Childhood Trauma
• (31:30) The Role of Psychedelics in Healing
• (35:52) Transformative Experiences and Redemption
• (38:48) Living a Dual Life: Parties and Missions
• (42:53) Listening to the Heart: A New Approach
• (45:19) Tension Transfer and Personal Responsibility
• (50:04) The Man in the Mirror: Personal Transformation
• (50:35) Future Aspirations and New Projects

In this episode of the Man Within Podcast, Sathiya Sam reflects on his ten-year journey of freedom from pornography, sharing ten hard-earned lessons that he wishes he had understood sooner. He emphasizes that willpower is overrated and that true freedom is built before temptation arises. Sathiya discusses how pornography was merely a symptom of deeper issues, highlighting the importance of addressing root causes rather than just the behavior itself. He also stresses that spiritual disciplines alone are not sufficient for recovery; they must be complemented by practical systems and skills. Throughout the episode, he shares insights on the significance of community, accountability, and the need for a stable environment to foster long-term recovery.

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Chapters:

• (00:00) Introduction: 10 Years of Freedom
• (01:45) Lesson 1: Willpower is Overrated
• (02:27) Lesson 2: Porn as a Symptom
• (03:46) Lesson 3: Spiritual Disciplines Aren't Enough
• (05:42) Lesson 4: Isolation vs. Connection
• (06:40) Lesson 5: The Importance of Brotherhood
• (07:39) Lesson 6: Environment Over Discipline
• (08:38) Lesson 7: Stability Over Intensity
• (09:37) Lesson 8: Growth and New Vulnerabilities
• (10:35) Lesson 9: Identity vs. Behavior
• (11:34) Lesson 10: Freedom as a Responsibility