Episodios

  • From Hushpuppies and Tesla's Code to Stockholm Syndrome

    From Hushpuppies and Tesla's Code to Stockholm Syndrome
    Apr 24 2025

    Before I moved to the US, I thought that my English was good. Afterwards, I realized it was not good enough. I had to catch up. In this episode, you'll learn what words and terminology I had to learn, about magic numbers, and my conversation with the Universe.

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    18 m
  • The Half-Life Celebration and the Guarantee of Nightmares

    The Half-Life Celebration and the Guarantee of Nightmares
    Apr 18 2025

    How can one celebrate their half-life mark? One can if one chooses to, or if one follows the signs from the Universe. I did. My vision of how it would happen didn't get fulfilled, but what did happen was worth it. Tune in to learn why.

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    17 m
  • The Stare I Felt, Her Silence, & She Who Wears Her Heart on Her Sleeve

    The Stare I Felt, Her Silence, & She Who Wears Her Heart on Her Sleeve
    Apr 11 2025

    When is it right and when is it wrong to say something? She who speaks boldly and she who hides the truth behind her humor. And what should I do: speak or keep silent forever? As always, to learn more about me, visit ilzebe.com
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    15 m
  • Frost, Two Lauras & a Bunch of Titties

    Frost, Two Lauras & a Bunch of Titties
    Apr 3 2025

    In this episode, I pick up from where I left it, introduce new characters, real and imaginative, and conclude by having made a full circle. Expect some self-reflective irony and a promise of the light at the end of a tunnel. If you feel compelled to get me to visit you in your inbox, the link to subscribe is here: Subscribe to my e-mails!
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    20 m
  • The Validity of Guilt, the Soul of a Dog & the Waterfall with no Water

    The Validity of Guilt, the Soul of a Dog & the Waterfall with no Water
    Mar 26 2025

    This episode is about packing and unpacking some emotional baggage in the soup of stories spiced with love and frustration. In the previous episodes, you learned a little about my two husbands and my dogs. Each episode is a follow-up to the previous ones. Therefore, it's better to listen to them in their numerological order.

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    18 m
  • Telephone Calls and Skinny-Dipping

    Telephone Calls and Skinny-Dipping
    Mar 20 2025

    This is a mosaic of memory pieces from the times of a younger Ilze Be in Latvia. Memory mix of pleasant and painful experiences begin to explain how from a business owner she ended up working as a waitress at an American restaurant. This is the question that so many customers whom she served asked her. If you are one of them, here you have it.

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    20 m
  • Voices in My Head

    Voices in My Head
    Mar 15 2025
    There are people, animals, and abstract beings named as feelings talking in my head. I used to think that people who had voices in their heads were not "normal". I labeled them in my mind. To feel "normal", I denied that I also had voices in my head. I needed to come across a recognized source to change my opinion and start listening to what was going on in my head. It's rather fascinating, especially for me as an artist. I see it in colors now. I hope you'll enjoy this episode and feel better about yourself after listening to it.

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    18 m
  • The Waitress

    The Waitress
    Mar 10 2025
    This episode features a zoomed-in moment in the life of the main character (me). Her outer shell is a woman who is working as a waitress. Yet, more than one person is talking in her head making her confused. She doesn't feel that she fits in her current environment and wonders what has happened to bring her down to the point she is at. This sets up the stage for revealing some episodes from her past so that the stories of transformation can be revealed in the upcoming episodes. The dominating themes are the inherited burdens of womanhood and the transition of victimhood into feminine power.

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    18 m
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