A Tiny Upward Shove

De: Melissa Chadburn

Narrado por: Kelsey Navarro

This “addictive and headlong” (Lauren Groff) debut novel traces the too-short life of a woman cast out by society and transformed by death into an agent of justice—or mercy.

“My grandmother, sitting at her doily-covered table, marmalade on her cheek, explained that the aswang is all the evil bad things that a town or a society would want to deny—eventually it has to come out, has to be personified into something or the truth will reveal itself.”

Marina Salles’ life does not end the day she wakes up dead.

Instead, in the course of a moment, she is transformed into the stuff of myth, the stuff of her grandmother’s old Filipino stories—an aswang. She spent her life on the margins, knowing very little about her own life, let alone the lives of others; she was shot like a pinball through a childhood of loss, a veteran of Child Protective Services and a survivor, but always reacting, watching from a distance. Death brings her into the hearts and minds of those she has known—even her killer—as she is able to access their memories and to see anew the meaning of her own. In the course of this book, she traces back through her life, finally able to see what led these lost souls to this crushingly inevitable conclusion.

In A Tiny Upward Shove, the debut novelist Melissa Chadburn charts the heartbreaking journeys of two of society’s cast-offs as they find their way to each other and their roles as criminal and victim. What does it mean to be on the brink? When are those moments that change not only our lives but our very selves? And to what lengths will we go for mercy?

©2022 Melissa Chadburn (P)2022 Blackstone Publishing

Disturbing for sure

This book is truly disturbing and I am usually pretty comfortable with disturbing. I appreciated the end information about why this book was written and added a star on my rating with that in mind. Very depressing and likely horrible things (like what is in this story) happen in the world. Very sad.

Probably easier to follow as a physical book

This novel jumps back and forth between characters' perspectives and different moments in their lives, so it's easy in the audiobook to get confused. The narrator herself does a fine job, though!

In terms of the novel itself, do not go into it expecting a lot supernatural content--the main focus is the very real ways that people and institutions can fail children (and the adults they grow to be). Also, given the unsparing rendering of this important issue, Lauren Groff's blurb calling the novel "addictive" seems a bit off; there will be plenty of times that you will be tempted to tap-out after yet another graphic rendering of sexual violence.