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Die BookTok Sensation "The Way I Used to Be" endlich auf Deutsch. Alles, was Eden will, ist die Uhr zurückdrehen. Um diesen Tag noch mal zu leben. Sie würde alles anders machen. Nicht über seine Witze lachen und ignorieren, wie er sie an diesem Abend ansah. Und sie würde definitiv ihre Schlafzimmertür abschließen. Aber Eden kann die Zeit nicht zurückdrehen. Also begräbt sie die Wahrheit, zusammen mit dem Mädchen, das sie mal war. Sie tut so, als bräuchte sie keine Freunde, keine Liebe, keine Gerechtigkeit.
By: Amber Smith, and others
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Something Like Gravity
- By: Amber Smith
- Narrated by: MW Cartozian Wilson, Sandy Rustin
- Length: 9 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 13
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 13
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Chris and Maia aren't off to a great start. A near-fatal car accident first brings them together, and their next encounters don't fare much better. Chris's good intentions backfire. Maia's temper gets the best of her. But they're neighbors, at least for the summer, and despite their best efforts, they just can't seem to stay away from each other. The path forward isn't easy. Chris has come out as transgender, but he's still processing a frightening assault he survived the year before.
By: Amber Smith
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How It Feels to Float
- By: Helena Fox
- Narrated by: Candice Moll
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 104
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 97
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Story4 out of 5 stars 97
Biz knows how to float. She has her people, her posse, her mom, and the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal, okay, regular, fine.
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4 out of 5 stars
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How it feels to float
- By Tom on 02-21-23
By: Helena Fox
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You Won't Believe Me
- By: Cyn Balog
- Narrated by: Eleanor McCormick
- Length: 9 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall3.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Story3.5 out of 5 stars 3
Willow is alone, confined to a bed with restraints. She can't remember how she got there . . . or how long she's been there. An old lady appears in her room to feed her twice a day. Granny doesn't talk, but Willow can hear thumping from somewhere beyond her door. It's not Granny's shuffling steps. It's too loud to be Granny's cat. Is it someone? Something? Then Granny's cat dies in Willow's room. And Granny follows a few days later. Willow will do anything to survive. But freeing herself from her bed is only the beginning . . .
By: Cyn Balog
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The Last Time We Say Goodbye
- By: Cynthia Hand
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 511
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 460
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The last time Lex was happy, it was before. When she had a family that was whole. A boyfriend she loved. Friends who didn't look at her like she might break down at any moment. Now she's just the girl whose brother killed himself. And it feels like that's all she'll ever be. As Lex starts to put her life back together, she tries to block out what happened the night Tyler died. But there's a secret she hasn't told anyone--a text Tyler sent that could have changed everything.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Such sweet sorrow
- By Lesaly on 04-26-15
By: Cynthia Hand
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You'd Be Home Now (German edition)
- By: Kathleen Glasgow, Maren Illinger - Übersetzer
- Narrated by: Nora Schulte
- Length: 11 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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»Joe war mal cool. Jetzt ist er nur noch irgendsoein drogenabhängiger Loser.« Emmy steht in einer der Kabinen der Mädchentoilette und weint. Sie weiß, dass ihr großer Bruder Joey viel mehr ist als das. Joey ist derjenige, der ihr das Fahrradfahren beigebracht hat, weil ihre Eltern ständig arbeiten mussten. Joey saß stundenlang mit ihr in der Bettlakenhöhle, und hörte ihr beim Vorlesen zu, selbst als er schon viel zu alt dafür war. Joe zeigte ihr, wie man Rührei macht und ließ sie zugucken, während er malte.
By: Kathleen Glasgow, and others
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Everything I Never Told You
- A Novel
- By: Celeste Ng
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 10 hrs and 1 min
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 1,212
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,052
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“Lydia is dead. But they don’t know this yet.” So begins this exquisite novel about a Chinese American family living in 1970s small-town Ohio. Lydia is the favorite child of Marilyn and James Lee, and her parents are determined that she will fulfill the dreams they were unable to pursue. But when Lydia’s body is found in the local lake, the delicate balancing act that has been keeping the Lee family together is destroyed, tumbling them into chaos.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Not to be divisive
- By Amazon Customer on 12-27-21
By: Celeste Ng
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You'd Be Home Now
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Knippen, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 413
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 368
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For all of Emory's life she's been told who she is. In town she's the rich one—the great-great-granddaughter of the mill's founder. At school she's hot Maddie Ward's younger sister. And at home, she's the good one, her stoner older brother Joey's babysitter. Everything was turned on its head, though, when she and Joey were in the car accident that killed Candy MontClaire. The car accident that revealed just how bad Joey's drug habit was.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Another MUST READ By Kathleen Glasgow
- By Kara on 12-17-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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Wander in the Dark
- By: Jumata Emill
- Narrated by: Kevin R. Free, Nile Bullock
- Length: 10 hrs and 20 mins
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 4
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 4
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Amir Trudeau only goes to his half brother Marcel’s birthday party because of Chloe Danvers. Chloe is rich, and hot, and fits right into the perfect life Marcel inherited when their father left Amir’s mother to start a new family with Marcel’s mom. But Chloe is hot enough for Amir to forget that for one night. Does she want to hook up? Or is she trying to meddle in the estranged brothers’ messy family drama? Amir can’t tell. He doesn’t know what Chloe wants from him when, in the final hours of Mardi Gras, she asks him to take her home and stay.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Another classic book
- By Diddy on 02-27-24
By: Jumata Emill
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You've Reached Sam
- A Novel
- By: Dustin Thao
- Narrated by: Soneela Nankani
- Length: 9 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 408
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 343
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Story4 out of 5 stars 344
Seventeen-year-old Julie Clarke has her future all planned out — move out of her small town with her boyfriend Sam, attend college in the city; spend a summer in Japan. But then Sam dies. And everything changes. Heartbroken, Julie skips his funeral, throws out his belongings, and tries everything to forget him. But a message Sam left behind in her yearbook forces memories to return. Desperate to hear him one more time, Julie calls Sam's cell phone just to listen to his voice mail recording. And Sam picks up the phone.
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2 out of 5 stars
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I can't get past the narrator
- By Sally H. on 04-10-22
By: Dustin Thao
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Leo
- By: Mia Sheridan
- Narrated by: Maxine Mitchell, Joe Arden
- Length: 7 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,372
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,184
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Evie and Leo met in foster care as children and formed a bond of friendship. As they grew, their bond turned to love, and they vowed to make a life together when they turned 18 and were no longer a part of the system.
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5 out of 5 stars
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I WAS RIVETED TO EVERY WONDERFUL WORD
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 05-25-15
By: Mia Sheridan
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Girl in Pieces
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 10 hrs and 42 mins
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,089
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,829
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Charlotte Davis is in pieces. At 17 she's already lost more than most people do in a lifetime. But she's learned how to forget. The broken glass washes away the sorrow until there is nothing but calm. You don't have to think about your father and the river. Your best friend, who is gone forever. Or your mother, who has nothing left to give you. Every new scar hardens Charlie's heart just a little more, yet it still hurts so much. It hurts enough to not care anymore, which is sometimes what has to happen before you can find your way back from the edge.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Touching, Sobering, Fascinating
- By Wendi on 05-31-17
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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Every Last Word
- By: Tamara Ireland Stone
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 8 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 394
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 349
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Samantha McAllister looks just like the rest of the popular girls in her junior class. But hidden beneath the straightened hair and expertly applied makeup is a secret that her friends would never understand: Sam has purely obsessional OCD and is consumed by a stream of dark thoughts and worries that she can't turn off. Second-guessing every move, thought, and word makes daily life a struggle, and it doesn't help that her lifelong friends will turn toxic at the first sign of a wrong outfit, wrong lunch, or wrong crush.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Nothing Special
- By FanB14 on 08-22-15
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A Thousand Boy Kisses
- A Novel
- By: Tillie Cole
- Narrated by: P. J. Ochlan, Katie Schorr
- Length: 13 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 4,498
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 4,083
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 4,081
When 17-year-old Rune Kristiansen returns from his native Norway to the sleepy town of Blossom Grove, Georgia, where he befriended Poppy Litchfield as a child, he has just one thing on his mind: Why had the girl who was one half of his soul, who promised to wait faithfully for his return, cut him off without a word of explanation?
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4 out of 5 stars
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A thousand tears shed
- By Misty Walker on 06-20-16
By: Tillie Cole
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Five Years from Now
- By: Paige Toon
- Narrated by: Katie Lyons
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 15
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 13
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 13
What if you met the right person at the wrong time? Nell and Van meet as children when their parents fall in love, but soon they are forced worlds apart. Five years later, they find each other. Their bond is rekindled and new feelings take hold, but once again they must separate. For the next two decades, fate brings Nell and Van together every five years, as life and circumstance continue to divide them. Will they ever find true happiness? And will it be together?
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4 out of 5 stars
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Learn how to pronounce all the words
- By Jamie Lynn on 04-06-24
By: Paige Toon
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Swear on This Life
- A Novel
- By: Renée Carlino
- Narrated by: Traci Odom
- Length: 7 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 243
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A struggling writer must come to terms with her past, present, and future after she discovers that she's the inspiration for a pseudonymously published best-selling novel.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Outstanding Story!
- By Jen Carroll on 07-28-20
By: Renée Carlino
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A Thousand Broken Pieces
- A Thousand Boy Kisses, Book 2
- By: Tillie Cole
- Narrated by: Katie Schorr, P. J. Ochlan
- Length: 12 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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After losing her beloved sister three years ago, Savannah Litchfield has been living half a life. Now seventeen—the age Poppy died—the pain of losing her is worse than ever. When Savannah’s therapist suggests a trip around the world to help teens stricken by loss, she reluctantly agrees to it, clutching the unread journal Poppy left her as she goes.
By: Tillie Cole
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- Megan
- 11-15-23
Rarely does the sequel top the original…
This was an amazing follow up to TWIUTB! At the end of book one, although I did enjoy it, I had so many questions about why this character did that and why didn’t this situation get explored more. TWIAN answers all of them. The character progression of each individual is written amazingly and a bit more realistic. Book 2 was amazing, and is a must read.
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- Amazon Customer
- 11-28-23
Great sequel!
I loved the growth and development of the characters. This book had me hooked starting with the first chapter and left me hoping for more at the end of the last chapter. A must read for any age.
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- Veronica Escobedo
- 03-15-24
The way it left me clueless
I feel like it still left the story untold. What happened to Kevin? How did Edyn and Josh end? A lot of unanswered questions.
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- Anonymous User
- 04-11-24
Character Development
its great to see eden finally be able to start recovering and become more comfortable and confident in telling her story
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- Sabrina
- 11-13-23
Great book
Great book. Wondering why we didn’t get to hear the final verdict though. Is there a third book?
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- Martha
- 11-25-23
Enjoyed this audiobook
Loved this book, so happy for Eden and Josh. JOSH! Such and wonderful boyfriend!!! And I loved Jordan Fisher performance. Loved his voice!
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- BLangel
- 01-28-24
Loved it!
Great sequel to a good book. I really enjoyed this short series. It pulled me in right from the beginning.
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- Jennifer
- 02-20-24
Praying there is a 3rd book
They left so much hanging but Eden and Josh have done so much healing as Individuals and as a couple. I’m praying they work out. Seriously never wanted a fictional couple to work out more. Please be a 3rd book. Loved the ending but there’s so many questions unanswered! We need answers amber!!!
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