• Even This

  • Getting to the Place Where You Can Trust God with Anything
  • By: Emily Belle Freeman
  • Narrated by: Emily Belle Freeman
  • Length: 2 hrs and 50 mins
  • 4.8 out of 5 stars (481 ratings)

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For the first time I realize that I can turn to God with the real things, that I can trust Him with the hard things - with anything. Even this. It is the first time I realize that God, who is infinite, can also be personal.

In Even This, Emily Belle Freeman shares her own deeply personal experiences of feeling forgotten by God - from the fear of abandonment in a dark hospital room to the desperation that followed months of unanswered prayers. In a moment of honesty, she found herself asking the question she had been afraid to consider: "Where is God in this?"

Through biblical insight, genuine realness, and beautiful prose, Emily will help you discover how to:

  • Diminish the power of doubt by coming to understand why the place of deepest asking is where the believing begins
  • Stop letting fear dictate the depth of your belief through daily reflections that will restore your confidence in God; and:
  • Let go of your need to control by discovering what is holding you back from being completely vulnerable with God.

Trust that God may have something different in mind for you - something better.

©2017 Blackstone Audio, Inc. (P)2017 Shadow Mountain

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Emily offers insight and hope! God is good and can be trusted with all things 💕

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Wow !!!

I loved Emily Belle Freeman’s book on Grace so very much and didn’t think anything could top it but this book was the most soul-searching, heartwarming, eye-opening book I have read in a long time! Probably ever! It was written with love and tenderness and honesty and read by the author in the same way. It not only opened up my heart but it opened up my eyes to see things in a different perspective… One that would help me change and be better and understand my Heavenly Father and His plan for me! Thank you Emily for the complete love and trust you instilled in me through this wonderful book...I truly love you and your heart! Tenley’s Grammie :)

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Touched my soul

I can’t even begin to put into words the feelings that listening to this book created in my soul. The point of view I had never considered. The stories. The raw emotions. I cried several times while listening. I’ll listen several times more.

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Touching Read

Very insightful.. most touching experiences.. definitely worth reading .. the author has most certainly lived the words written

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Powerful

Very enlightening! Life changing. Words of wisdom. Thank you Emily for all you do for others, for lifting them on their journey.

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This book is powerful

Loved this book. It brought tears to my eyes on several occasions and the spirit spoke to me. So many examples of trials and how the Lord works with us. Emily does a great job of painting a picture for you. Also love the scripture references. I highly recommend this book.

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Relatable and challenging

I enjoyed listening to the numerous stories that capture so many of Emily’s real life trust challenges. I love how she grittily asks questions we all think. I look forward to taking up the practice of “tracing goodness” every night. I cried, laughed, and learned. Thank you for writing this, Emily!

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Fabulous

I love this book. Emily reads it herself, and the passion and the feelings in her voice make the reading experience even more moving. I would recommend this to anyone who wants to know how it feels to have a miracle in the making.

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Wonderful soul care

A great surprise! Emily shares a very personal and inspirational story that reaches into the very depths of our souls.

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Such a sweet testimony

Emily has a sweet testimony of how God gets us through everything we encounter in life.. even this :) I loved hearing her experiences and rawness. Thank you, Emily

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