• Defying Jihad

  • The Dramatic True Story of a Woman Who Volunteered to Kill Infidels - and Then Faced Death for Becoming One
  • By: Esther Ahmad, Craig Borlase
  • Narrated by: Julia Farhat
  • Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
  • 4.8 out of 5 stars (1,498 ratings)

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By: Esther Ahmad, Craig Borlase
Narrated by: Julia Farhat
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If you truly love Allah, you will die for him. Your death will mean much reward for you and your family in heaven. Only death will prove your love.

It was the final test. A chance to win not only the love of Allah, but the love of her father - something she had never been able to earn. Esther took a deep breath and raised her hand in the air. At the age of 18, she had just volunteered to become a suicide bomber.

Defying Jihad is the true story of a girl growing up under radical Islamic rule, trained to believe her ultimate purpose was to serve Allah by dying as a jihadist. But two nights before she was to leave forever, she had a dream...one that would change the course of her destiny.

Against all odds, Esther became a follower of Jesus - even though leaving Islam meant her death sentence. But rather than kill her immediately, Esther's furious father challenged her to a series of public debates with Muslim scholars: the Bible versus the Quran. If Esther won, she might yet survive. But if the Muslim clerics won, Esther must renounce her Christian faith. For an entire month - if she lived that long - Esther would be brought before the mob daily to defend her newfound faith. Would God give her the words to argue against Muslim leaders, former friends, and even her own family?

Defying Jihad is an amazing story of a woman prepared to surrender all for Jesus - and whose life transformed from terror to overwhelming love.

©2019 Esther Ahmad and Craig Borlase (P)2019 Blackstone Audio, Inc.

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Thank you for sharing your story!

This book was incredible and I’m so grateful to Ester for sharing her story! I am so encouraged by her faith and God’s faithfulness!

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Great story from beginning to end. She and her family appreciate the greatness of our Lord and Savior and this country more than most Christian Americans.

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Please read this book. Life Changing!

I typically don't write reviews on books, but this deserves one. It was powerful, beautiful, educational, emotional. Esther's life and what she went through... amazing! I love her and I love this book.

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One of the Best Stories I've Ever Read

This story is intense and soo good! Story of God's love on a logical level.

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Powerful Testimony.

This is truly a testimony of God's great deliverance in the midst of the terror of the wrath of Islam against a young woman who turned to Christ. This true story reveals what it was like to grow up in a culture, and a family that was dominated by Islamic belief and the journey into freedom. This story is well worth listening to.

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Best conversion story. A must-read

One of the few books that made me cry and feel inspired all at the same time. I learned a lot.

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Such a beautiful testament to God's mercy and Grace. I love the openess of Ester and her heart. The narrator was amazing!! Thank you for sharing❤️❤️

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Defying Jihad

this is a very interesting. story. It truly helps you to be thankful. to God and more compassionate.

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Powerful

This is a beautiful & powerful story. It is the true story of a difficult, dangerous, and heartbreaking journey that leads to true joy...even though there are still challenges & sorrows. I learned a lot about Islam & the Quran, and Christianity & the Bible. It has given me a lot to think about & is helping me become a better person. I’m grateful to Esther for sharing her incredible story with the world!

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Worth the listen

I had no idea what to expect, but wanted to explore this book. I was greatly surprised. I was pulled in immediately to her story. The words used to describe her situation created a visual where I felt that I was nearby as her story unfolded. There is strong religious tones throughout the book /story - yet that is the way it should be. Born into a Muslim family in Pakistan her family and her choices were initially linearly defined. I believe her story and her visions, and although I am not a religious person, the language was of spirituality and love. My understanding of Muslim beliefs and her conversion to Christianity- I believe there is still a price on her head. I wish her and her family nothing but safety, happiness and love . Thank you for sharing your story, I believe that you are an inspiration to all who read and learn of your story.

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