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Doing stupid things …. a nice way of getting out of the borders that define to us our … boring reality I hear many people … complaining they have … boring lives … and when i ask some of them what is going on … trying to teach them my technique of …. analyzing… defining …. as into the end to be able to totally redefine the reality itself …. i see a weird fear … that i could not understand for years. But later on …. I’ve realized it’s the fear of making mistakes … and all sorts of stupid things … not seeing that everything is just part of this scenario … ...

I trend to always explore ... the nonsense. I write about it. ... with obsession. I am really addicted about anything related to the subject. So ... my books really look illogically ... and ... But ... I continue to do it. I analyse and define the weird behaviour of the human being ... on the stage of life. Everything we define as nonsense, but we continue to do it ... again and again. Until ... we realise that everything became ... pathetic and we can't hide it anymore. Being revealed so ... obviously. My only real conclusion into the end is that we actually became addicted of addictions ....

I was a hotel owner. A businessperson. I managed a comfortable life, owned a decent-sized hotel and a small complex of houses just outside the city. My world was tidy, predictable, built on balance sheets and bookings. But everything changed in a matter of days. Not just for me—but for hundreds of others who arrived with nothing but fear in their eyes and the clothes on their backs. When the war started in Ukraine, I didn't plan to get involved. I watched the news like everyone else, shocked and angry. I saw the images—families separated, cities bombed, people running with no clear ...

If there is something i love the most in this life …. I believe it is … socializing with the people i meet on the timeline of my life. And i smile …. seeing what might even look as a total nonsense ….cause i met such a large spectrum of totally different souls. Quite soon after the war from Ukraine started …. me and my family hosted people coming from there to my country. I had the chance to meet in this way … lots of lost souls …. going to an unclear direction … having no idea about what will happen tomorrow. They were on the path of a forced change …. and it was no ...

I explore ... the nonsense, by a long time. I see the dark side of life. The dark side of the people which are around me ... and finally accept that i have a dark side too. That i act ... many, many times ... as society tells me is ... negatively ... but i don't really mind. Cause ... today i just smile in front of those perceptions. In fact ... i laugh. Again ... and again. The only difference being that ... i see negativity itself as a real blessing for my life. Helping me to feel ... alive. Becoming ... more authentic. And ... indeed ... connected to my desires, but also to my soul. To ...

I try to understand myself. But ... i fail. I also try to understand the others ... and paradoxically it's ... much, much easier. Then ... i realise it all looks like ... a nonsense. And ... i keep analysing and defining ... everything happening on the stage of reality. Again and again. I go deeper. And ... deeper. Seeing things which I disagree with ... i dislike or even hate. But ... yes ... i keep writing. Defining ... the undefined. Being surprised. Then frustrated. Fortunately ... later on ... finally understanding and accepting that all is just part of life. The real meaning being ...

Together with my friends Paul and Brian, talking about the philosophy of life and the paths that we should follow ... trying to find ideas for a beautiful reality ... we came to the conclusion that the human being needs kind of a vibe amplifier that should be around all the time. The 3 of us are now over 40 and even if many wrote me asking if Paul and Brian really exist or they are just my imaginary friends ... i smile each time when i read that question, understanding that the 2 of them are somehow my reflection ... of my thoughts, actions, desires and everything defines me. Paul is the ...

I write. And i keep writing. Defining the same things again and again, but actually giving contradictory explanations. All being a reflection of all my weird thoughts, feelings and emotions. But … to be honest … i am not ashamed of all what i say in front of the public. Even …. if i change my perceptions same like the weather. Having a non-ending emotional balance … being extremely difficult to be understood. By my readers. And … all the people knowing me. So … yes … i am in love. I understand that all is illusory … and even if i clearly define it … being so aware of all ...

We always want something. We always want ... what we don't have ... or maybe can't have. Or ... what can't belong to us. Saying "I want" ... is a lot related with the world of desires ... but carries lots of influences ... which we don't really know they exist. Rarely ... i dare to ask ... seeing myself doing lots of stupid things ... "What do i want?! What do i really want?!" And ... honestly speaking .... I can't really find a logical explanation ... in many of those occasions. I had times ... when I've promised myself that i will wake up ... and looking into the mirror ... seeing again ...

Self therapy is actually a practice used by thousands of years by the humans … to analyze, define and why not even redefine the inner souls … for simple becoming a better self … on the scene of life. Can be used by anyone … with only one condition …. to not lie yourself anymore … and become in the same time the therapist … but also the patient. It’s a non ending process … but i guarantee you … it worth to bother doing it. Realizing the connection with the self … it all becomes different and the answers to all our questions ….will come by themselves … helping us to ...

I have this obsession of writing about love relationships and the weird algorithms which are defining the dynamic of such a story. And ... i do it by years. Writing my own life experiences ... being obviously that i am actually defining the nonsense in its absolute form. So ... i keep writing ... all being sort of a journal. Any new day ... is a new experience ... and i allow my soul to be part of that. Many believe ... i am already insane ... cause any story is about love and hate, not being so clear if i actually love or ... hate that woman. But ... yes ... i am confused. So ... as a ...

Defining the connection … that sometimes looked like illusory … i’ve realised it all became a concert … of complains. I’ve wrote a lot about … defining … and its importance so that we could have a beautiful existence. In fact i do believe … and that’s my main message that analysing and defining with honesty all we like and dislike … we could reach a point when we could actually redefine our lives … into a better way. And this theory could be available into any of the areas of our lives. In our careers, with our friends … and even into a love story. The only real ...

4 questions kept repeating into my mind, for a long, long time ... and i've decided to write the book called "Connection ... not connections" .... as a reply ... first of all for myself. Yes ... I prefer to write ... cause is a much better way to understand my perceptions. .... and i already do it by a long time, all being soft of a self therapy ... defining all my thoughts... even if most of them are so, so contradictory... The number one question is what the hell is this weird concept called ... connection?! ... and what is its meaning?!Well ... more i think about it ... i become more and...

Disconnect ... connect ... disconnect again ... re connect ... seen as a circle of life. I try to understand life. But ... it's probably an illusory desire. Most probably ... the real truth is that i want to know how can i totally disconnect from all what means negativity. Totally disconnect from .... unhappiness ... and all what makes me feel ... depressed. .... my anger, my frustrations, my envy, my jealousy, my .... all this large spectrum of negative feelings and emotions. And ... i keep meditating. I keep ... exploring. I pretend i want to know what this universe is ... but all i want ...

"And on the days you don't know what to choose ... choose your mental health..." Days are passing and i become aware that my mental health is worse and worse. I pretend all is ok. But ... i guess all is obvious. I try to disconnect from the world i am living in. I try to hide the truth. Most certainly ... i've lost control on myself by a long, long time ... but i try to delay that all to become obvious for everyone. Unfortunately .... It is late. I've ignored too much ... all those details whispering that i am into a non-ending journey on a pathless path. Or maybe i should say pathless ...

Truth be told, by thousands of years the human being pays a lot of attention to what we call ... the mouth of the world. Today ... we politely say that ... yes ... is indeed important as others sees us. The garbage man is interested about that. The cleaning lady. But also ... the president or the king of the country. Somehow, for a weird reason, difficult to be defined, are extremely important for us all those perceptions, even if we can't clearly understand why. Unfortunately, soon after ... the influences of all those opinions change the dynamic of all. Yes. The way we act. The way we ...

We have the chance … but also the duty … to play lots of roles during this life time. We like some of those roles… and maybe even adore it … but also dislike many of the things we have to do .. as actors on the stage of reality. If i would analyse myself into an honest way … i would even dare to say that i played one million roles …. being an angel … but also many times … a devil. Like all the others …. i’ve played so, so contradictory roles … that into the end … i would not even know how to define myself …. So … was i a good person?! Or was i … a bad person?! ...

We speak so, so much about connections …. but …. maybe the real truth is that we most probably have no idea what that is. I’ve been meditating a lot on the subject … but the only thing i can honestly declare is that … i had one million perceptions about the subject … but could not reach the absolute truth. All my ideas … were simple perceptions… and nothing more. I’ve imagined the connection itself as a … bridge … between souls. Then … as a flame. Later on … simple as the beauty of being together. But later on …. I’ve realised that the connection is more about ...

Into a world where counts a lot … all what is going on the scene of reality … nobody bothers to ask why the hell things are happening the way they are happening. We just live the scenarios which are happening everyday … and even if are intrigued about many of the things … we don’t dare to ask … who controls all the energies beyond each individual present in there. We find … almost normal … all what happens … no matter if it is of negative or positive impact … but … We still have many moments of being annoyed …. of this so called … life. We don’t agree with what ...

“Parallel lives … a way of enjoying our fantasies” … might sound as a title of a book that reveals … immoral facts. But i haven’t defined … only that. I’ve dared to go deeper into a journey of analyzes … as a very simple … ordinary person … that dreams about lots of … fantasies. Love … fantasies. … spiritual. … sexual. … financial. But … all was about … an amazing reality that had nothing to do with my present moment. Cause … yes … maybe the first step is … to allow ourselves to dream … and have any kind of fantasy. … no matter what it is about.