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How do you pick yourself up when life has beaten you into the ground? How do you love again when love has always hurt but never healed? These are the questions Gabbi finds herself asking over and over again as the saga of her life continues. From one phuck boy to the next, enduring lies, heartaches, and loss, Gabbi takes it all in while still holding on to her inner strength and never relinquishing her light. Then, when she was at her worse, in walked LOVE. Calm, Fulfilling, Unconditional, Undeniable LOVE…Finally, Gabbi gets her Rainbow!! Come on this thrill ride and see how sometimes you...

The lessons we learn from our parents can influence us in various ways. Either those lessons can mold us into better versions of our parents or send us down the wrong path. The latter proved to be true for Alontae Banner aka King Tae after he was Raised into this State of Mind with his younger sister Double D! Tae became a product of his environment & eventually State Property! This is the story of that transition and how The Banner’s story intertwined with everyone they met! This is State Property!

Storybook relationships are rarely what they appear to be. Most of these seemingly perfect relationships are filled with lies, deceit, and a little bit of insanity, just like Mike and LiLi's. Mike fell in love with abused, promiscuous LiLi when he was sixteen, and over a span of seven years (two of which he spent incarcerated), his world evolved into confusion, hurt, and betrayal. LiLi, his dream girl, is the exact opposite of what he thinks and Mike quickly finds out that he can never change who she really is. Mike must face the devastating fact that LiLi isn't his bitch, and his best ...

Joint Custody, defined as a legal situation were both parents share major decision making regarding their shared child’s education, medical care, and religious upbringing. It can be an ideal situation for two people who have found they are no longer compatible but have a child together and want what’s best for that child. However, how does joint custody work out when the child is the least of their concern? What happens when drugs, jealousy, vindictiveness and egos get involved then the jail time, lies, cheating, fights, and even murder ensues? Who will be there to protect the innocent ...

She walked into jail bitter. She’s walking out dangerous. Elina “Lina” Wilson has survived bullets, betrayal, and the hell of Shelby County Women’s Facility. With her son Kobi on the outside and enemies on every side, she learns to fight smarter, guided by a mysterious voice that refuses to let her break. But freedom doesn’t bring peace. On the day she’s released, Lina sets out to destroy her ex, Kaleb, and the new family he built without her. Instead, the tables turn—and Kaleb shows her just how cruel payback can be. Cut down, locked back up, and taunted by Kaleb’s letters ...

Not everyone needs a reason to kill... sometimes people are born with evil in them. Meet Jeremiah Lewis, pegged the Silent Killer with over 100 “proven” murders under his belt. Get ready to enter the mind of a Serial Killer... Brace yourself! ... “When I was 5 and I saw the fear in my first victim’s eyes... I knew this was what I was destined to do. I found joy in watching the life leave the poor animal’s body. I found peace... I found myself! I am Jeremiah & this is the Portrait of a Serial Killer!”

"Many people with mental illness suffer alone, trapped inside their own minds while being held hostage by forces they don’t know!” Mental illness is a serious issue that requires effective treatment and adequate support for those affected! Mental illnesses such as bipolar disorder and D.I.D. (Dissociative Identity Disorder) can hinder the value of life for all if affects. These disorders know no age, gender or race boundaries so anyone can be affected by them! Bianca Fulton found that out the hard way at a very young age. As she grew older her manic episodes and multiple personalities ...

Tragedy, pain, turmoil, and despair seem to be the theme for Lakea Johnson as she experiences more abuse and loss in her already broken life. Lakea struggles with old demons while trying to be a great mother and aunt, but new demons find her...ripping her heart out and dimming her light. After an abusive relationship and losing her brothers, Lakea feels that all hope is gone...but then God brings her another love…Daniel. Daniel offers Lakea a love even stronger than Jeremy’s and helps her to see that God has given her another chance at a wonderful life. Things are really good for a ...

What happens when the mistreated goes unheard? How can lives be spared and broken hearts be repaired when the painful backdrop of a couple hopeless lives creates an incurable chaos? Can a dark soul find hope where there seems to be none? Find out in this ominous, heartbreaking tale of the Mistreated as we delve into the hurt, anger, fear, shame, and need for revenge two boys find themselves faced with! Within 362 seconds, everything can change behind the walls of a school. Hearts can break as you discover what breeds a MISFIT? Can you take this raw glimpse at reality and leave yourself ...

(*This book is a RERELEASE*) A hard head makes a soft ass is a saying many of us have heard before. Usually it’s something said when you’re being grown and not doing what you KNOW you’re supposed to do. This saying is especially true in the case of Iris Dawson. Once a good student comes from a middle class, two parent home, Iris was destined for greatness. Until she got a taste for fast money and celebrity status. Even if it was just hood fame, Iris wanted it along with power and respect. So she takes on her aunt Tootie’s persona and starts finessing men. Her Break Bread or Play ...

After finding out that his entire marriage was a lie, Mike has a mental break that opens the door for the anonymous stalker to step in. Out of his mind with hurt, jealousy, and rage, Mike sets out to make LiLi and Dee feel all of the pain he's felt. However, he doesn't know that the stalker has a deadly agenda of his own. Now Mike must face the demon inside of him and the one threatening his family while trying to remain sane and keep his bitch. Come on this drama filled, thrill ride and find out once and for all if LiLi is Mike's Bitch, Dee's Bitch, Everybody's Bitch,...or NOBODY'S BITCH!

Lust is a very strong sexual desire and in this story, it is noted as the deadliest sin. This common act is a deadly feeling that derives from the human need for sexual experiences through cruel intentions to take or control the bodies of others. So, please take a seat and open your mind as we delve into the lives of two Blasian female vampires faced with the consequences of Lust in many forms. Will they survive with the Misfits on their team or will they suffer the consequences of living lives based around LUST?

After having her life turned upside down and her heart broken countless times, Lakea Johnson awakes from a coma and tries to begin picking up the pieces of her shattered world without her true love. Now a young woman, Lakea is still badly broken from the struggles of growing up in the violent streets of Memphis and she begins a downward spiral of drugs, violence, stripping, and volatile relationships. Soon Lakea realizes that her journey will be a long road paved in her blood and tears as she endures all the pain the world throws at her. Depression envelopes her and she feels all hope is ...

Broken Crayons Color Best : The Poetic Memoir of Me is the raw, heart wrenching, triumphant, broken, strong, and loving story of the author and publisher known to the world as Niki Jilvontae. Within these pages Niki tells the story of her life by mixing in poems, photographs , and a bit of imagination to cut the pain. Niki delves into her memory and exposes her ability to paint a picture with words as she reveals herself to the world... in every single way. She shows the long hard journey of a broken girl, who learns a valuable life lesson along the way. That lesson is to never stop ...

A popular verse from the Bible states, “And a little child shall lead them.” That passage speaks about how an innocent child untainted by the perils of the world can lead a whole group of people out of darkness & despair. In this story, that child is Ishmael Roberson the ten year old son of community activist, Sheema Roberson known as Mama Sheema. Those perils Ishmael was chosen to lead black people out of was the web of chaos on the streets of Memphis. A chaos which was produced as a result of years of racism and the unjustified killings of black people. After witnessing alone of those...

Promises... Defined as a declaration or assurance that one will do a particular thing or a particular thing will happen. We've all heard promises throughout our lives and experienced the heartache that follows when those promises are unfulfilled. This is especially true in the case of Myla Baxter. Once a wealthy child from a good family, Myla learned early on that most promises were meant to be broken. After watching her father murder her mother then kill himself, Myla found out she couldn't trust anyone's word. The only solid person in her life was her aunt Mena and even her word was shaky...

Homeless and runaway teens are becoming a huge part of the underground population in the U.S. According to research, “The National Runaway Switchboard estimates that on any given night there are approximately 1.3 million homeless youths living on the streets, in abandoned buildings, with friends or with strangers.” (Homeless and Runaway Youth, 2013, NCSL) Some of these children runaway from violent and unstable home environments thinking that things will be better when they are on their own. Many of these children and teens leave home and find themselves in situations far more dangerous...

What do you call a man who cheats? One who lies, bullies, beats, and misuses his woman? You call that man a MITCH…a true phuck boy in disguise whose only purpose in life is to destroy..if you let him!!!! Meet Gabriel Denise Stephenson aka Gabbi a beautiful, loving, intelligent woman once a victim of some of the worst MITCHES in Memphis. Gabbi experienced it all at the hands of MITCHES..all in the name of love! Drama, deceit, hate, lies, drugs, and murder were the recurring themes in Gabbi’s life until she found refuge in a hero…a MAN among MITCHES! Come on this emotional, drama filled...

What happens after a man sets out to break every woman within his grasp by using her body, taking her money, and draining her of all her energy? How will the dominoes fall after he has to answer for his indiscretions? Who all will be affected after the wrong woman is “Jail Talked”? Those are the questions looming after the bloody mess that we all witnessed in episode 1 with Quami and Bo! In the end, Quami had to back up the shit he talked and reap his consequences... that left more pain, hurt, and turmoil for the partners in his jail talk game that he left behind. So, with Quami gone, ...

The lessons we learn from our parents can often influence our lives. Those words can become the blueprint for how we live, love, and grow. This is especially true for Dia Banner aka Double D and her big brother Alontae Banner aka Tae. Under the guidance of their father Sonnie, the hood God; Double D and her brother become exactly who they were molded to be. With their mother behind bars for more than a decade, the Banner kids learn to fend for themselves on the mean streets of Memphis. All they have is each other and the lessons that they learned from their father. This is their story... ...