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I try to understand myself. Analysing and defining all what i really want. Illusory believing ... i actually know all ... cause i know myself well. And ... i allow as everything to happen ... just as i want. Easily revealing all my desires ... expecting as the next moment ... beautiful vibes to overwhelm me. But ... it just didn't happen. And today ... it doesn't happen either. With all that ... I've remained still confident. Hoping. Convincing myself that it's better to illusory hope, than to abandon the hope. You see ... because of my age ... my main focus is today on duality. The one ...

Today i believe that the meaning of life is to experience it ... and to understand from all those experiences what is all about. All it looks bad ... ugly ... related almost with the Devil ... are actually episodes that teach us powerful messages that we could simple define as ... lessons of life. But what if all those episodes keep appearing all the time ... on and on and on?! What if everything looks so damm negative in what we name life ... that you could almost say that Devil is always present on your timeline?! Is it anything we could do?! Is it enough to go to the church and blame the...

I repeat myself that i need to see life from totally different perspectives. Or at least more than this perspective which is so related to the self. Unfortunately ... one the stage of the real life, i just can't apply those theoretical concepts. Life continues and everything is related with the self. I use to say a lot ... i ... mine ... my .... Anyone can see and feel my illusory egocentrism. Most probably is like ... a disease, which i am suffering of since i was a little baby. And ... i can't fix myself. So, I've started to write what is wrong. Like a self therapy. Defining the illusion ...

Times had changed. All is different. People, society itself ... the way we connect with this world we are living in. Everything. And it is not that things are totally different than 1000 or maybe even 2000 years ago. Fortunately or unfortunately i see serious changes even than 20, 10 or i could even say 5 years ago. Personally for me is difficult to adapt to this new world. Extremely. First of all cause i am not dogmatic anymore. In fact, i even detest everything related to dogmatism. But what am i trying to say?! ... without having that type of boringness a grandpa has. I guess ... my main...

Doing stupid things …. a nice way of getting out of the borders that define to us our … boring reality I hear many people … complaining they have … boring lives … and when i ask some of them what is going on … trying to teach them my technique of …. analyzing… defining …. as into the end to be able to totally redefine the reality itself …. i see a weird fear … that i could not understand for years. But later on …. I’ve realized it’s the fear of making mistakes … and all sorts of stupid things … not seeing that everything is just part of this scenario … ...

I trend to always explore ... the nonsense. I write about it. ... with obsession. I am really addicted about anything related to the subject. So ... my books really look illogically ... and ... But ... I continue to do it. I analyse and define the weird behaviour of the human being ... on the stage of life. Everything we define as nonsense, but we continue to do it ... again and again. Until ... we realise that everything became ... pathetic and we can't hide it anymore. Being revealed so ... obviously. My only real conclusion into the end is that we actually became addicted of addictions ....

I was a hotel owner. A businessperson. I managed a comfortable life, owned a decent-sized hotel and a small complex of houses just outside the city. My world was tidy, predictable, built on balance sheets and bookings. But everything changed in a matter of days. Not just for me—but for hundreds of others who arrived with nothing but fear in their eyes and the clothes on their backs. When the war started in Ukraine, I didn't plan to get involved. I watched the news like everyone else, shocked and angry. I saw the images—families separated, cities bombed, people running with no clear ...

If there is something i love the most in this life …. I believe it is … socializing with the people i meet on the timeline of my life. And i smile …. seeing what might even look as a total nonsense ….cause i met such a large spectrum of totally different souls. Quite soon after the war from Ukraine started …. me and my family hosted people coming from there to my country. I had the chance to meet in this way … lots of lost souls …. going to an unclear direction … having no idea about what will happen tomorrow. They were on the path of a forced change …. and it was no ...

I explore ... the nonsense, by a long time. I see the dark side of life. The dark side of the people which are around me ... and finally accept that i have a dark side too. That i act ... many, many times ... as society tells me is ... negatively ... but i don't really mind. Cause ... today i just smile in front of those perceptions. In fact ... i laugh. Again ... and again. The only difference being that ... i see negativity itself as a real blessing for my life. Helping me to feel ... alive. Becoming ... more authentic. And ... indeed ... connected to my desires, but also to my soul. To ...

I try to understand myself. But ... i fail. I also try to understand the others ... and paradoxically it's ... much, much easier. Then ... i realise it all looks like ... a nonsense. And ... i keep analysing and defining ... everything happening on the stage of reality. Again and again. I go deeper. And ... deeper. Seeing things which I disagree with ... i dislike or even hate. But ... yes ... i keep writing. Defining ... the undefined. Being surprised. Then frustrated. Fortunately ... later on ... finally understanding and accepting that all is just part of life. The real meaning being ...

Not understanding where the path goes He had ... kind of a perfect life. At least this is how it looked from outside, but something was missing. Well ... it was her again. He was missing seeing her ... touching her ... whispering her beautiful words. But who was ... her?! The wife?! The mistress?! The mistress of that guy that hates him?! The lady from the shop ... that is always smiling to him?! That lady ... the client ... that he is walking with her in park from time to time?! No ... Maybe that lady, from an unknown country ... that he chats with him when she feels really depressed?! No,...

Together with my friends Paul and Brian, talking about the philosophy of life and the paths that we should follow ... trying to find ideas for a beautiful reality ... we came to the conclusion that the human being needs kind of a vibe amplifier that should be around all the time. The 3 of us are now over 40 and even if many wrote me asking if Paul and Brian really exist or they are just my imaginary friends ... i smile each time when i read that question, understanding that the 2 of them are somehow my reflection ... of my thoughts, actions, desires and everything defines me. Paul is the ...

I've wrote the book "The bitch syndrome" as a reply to all what was happening into my life. All being ... real facts, revealed abstractly. Writing. And writing. Defining in fact my frustrations, but most certainly looking like one of the worst misogynist from nowadays times. The real fact is that ... all i've tried is actually a form of self therapy and the tendency of understanding why relationships don't really work on long term. Trying to save ... a love story which most certainly will never work again. But ... keep trying. Finding explanations. Blaming ... my woman. In fact ... my women...

I write. And i keep writing. Defining the same things again and again, but actually giving contradictory explanations. All being a reflection of all my weird thoughts, feelings and emotions. But … to be honest … i am not ashamed of all what i say in front of the public. Even …. if i change my perceptions same like the weather. Having a non-ending emotional balance … being extremely difficult to be understood. By my readers. And … all the people knowing me. So … yes … i am in love. I understand that all is illusory … and even if i clearly define it … being so aware of all ...

Self therapy is actually a practice used by thousands of years by the humans … to analyze, define and why not even redefine the inner souls … for simple becoming a better self … on the scene of life. Can be used by anyone … with only one condition …. to not lie yourself anymore … and become in the same time the therapist … but also the patient. It’s a non ending process … but i guarantee you … it worth to bother doing it. Realizing the connection with the self … it all becomes different and the answers to all our questions ….will come by themselves … helping us to ...

I have this obsession of writing about love relationships and the weird algorithms which are defining the dynamic of such a story. And ... i do it by years. Writing my own life experiences ... being obviously that i am actually defining the nonsense in its absolute form. So ... i keep writing ... all being sort of a journal. Any new day ... is a new experience ... and i allow my soul to be part of that. Many believe ... i am already insane ... cause any story is about love and hate, not being so clear if i actually love or ... hate that woman. But ... yes ... i am confused. So ... as a ...

Defining the connection … that sometimes looked like illusory … i’ve realised it all became a concert … of complains. I’ve wrote a lot about … defining … and its importance so that we could have a beautiful existence. In fact i do believe … and that’s my main message that analysing and defining with honesty all we like and dislike … we could reach a point when we could actually redefine our lives … into a better way. And this theory could be available into any of the areas of our lives. In our careers, with our friends … and even into a love story. The only real ...

There are many which cannot exist ... outside duality. But i've also realised, even into my private life that actually ... love relationships are too complicated. Someone told me, just after i've finished this book .. "The better you know a person, the closer you are to a separation from him. Knowledge detaches one being from another and cancels the grains of mystery that are in any existence no matter how flat/linear it may be. I think we resist knowing the other for a short time because after that period, his/her presence becomes fatigue and irritation." Maybe i had to hear this, before ...

Truth be told we don’t understand so well the world we live in. And it’s not that we suffer of an absence of intelligence… but because we don’t really have the ability to connect to the universe we are living in. We don’t understand the people that are around us. We can’t really understand their reactions …. their way of being … and in fact … almost nothing. We live in here by so, so many years … but … Well …. we don’t even understand ourselves either … In times of calmness all looks ok … but the second a very little change appears in the parameters that define...

Daemons are well hided into the unconscious There were many times into my life when all looked perfect. Well … until something happened and the dynamic of all became different. Having again an ugly existence. Even … pathetic. And i was trying and trying and trying to understand what is going on … but … Today i trend to believe that all is related to the fact that me or someone around me access some weird energies. I have the tendency to call them … negative energies, but i am not doing it anymore. All being a story about energies, some of them being beneficial to me … and some ...