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Without You
- A Memoir of Love, Loss, and the Musical Rent
- Narrated by: Anthony Rapp
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
- Categories: Biographies & Memoirs, Art & Literature
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Publisher's Summary
When Rent opened to thunderous acclaim off-Broadway, Rapp knew that something truly extraordinary had taken shape. But even as people celebrated the show's success, they were also mourning the sudden death of the show's creator.
When Anthony's mom began to lose her battle with cancer, he struggled to balance his theater career with his responsibility to his family. Here, Anthony recounts both the show's huge success and his overwhelming loss. He also shares his experiences discovering his sexuality, the tension it created with his mother, and his struggle to gain her acceptance.
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- James Gordon
- 05-24-06
Sensibly Sentimental
I'm not a Renthead, although I did see the show twice and have seen the movie version as well. But I am affected by AIDS and have attended Friends In Deed meetings in New York (Rapp speaks of his association with this organization and its founder Cy O'Neal). And now, I must admit, I've fallen in "love" with Anthony Rapp. I expected a shallow but gossipy read when I purchased this book, not the beautifully written, emotion-packed memoir, narrated honestly by the author.
From its first page I was enveloped in a story that has implications for all of us. Anthony Rapp is a wonderful actor and a marvelous author. You don't have to be a musical theater afficiando or even an admirer of the arts to get swept away in this edgy and honest story. Kudos to Mr. Rapp who should write more often. He has more than one gift.
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- United States of Geekdom
- 10-01-17
Surprisingly Meh...
I wanted more of the production process of the musical RENT. Did not get that. Great performance reading by Anthony Rapp though.
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- Mike
- 05-19-10
Touching stories of loss
Some reviews here complain about Anthony Rapp being self-centered and shallow. I find this couldn't be further from the truth.
This book is the story about one man's experience with loss. The loss of a grandfather he barely knew. The loss of Jonathan Larson, friend and creator of the musical that Anthony had seen come to fruition. His own mother's cancer.
While he is very concerned with his own feelings through many points in this book, he displays remarkable honesty. Showing his anger at himself, at those around him. He talks about the kinds of things that we all go through when we suffer great loss, but are afraid to admit to.
He isn't always portrayed in the best light, but it is truly an honest look at the emotions and questions the author has through times that are both exciting and difficult.
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- Frank Donnellan
- 05-16-06
Not your usual biography.
I read the book when it was first available and knew in the first chapter that this would be a great read and it was. Last week I got the audio version with Anthony reading his book (unabridged) and it was an experience I'll never forget. Just blew me away to not just hear the words read by him but to experience the all his emotions was fantastic. You truly feel the love, anger, confusion, energy; it's very powerful. Hope he writes again soon.
I will say it may not be for everyone. It can be emotionally heavy and may feel too personal at times. It really is his life offered to the reader in a way I can't remember having experienced in a book before.
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- Kenneth
- 08-24-09
nice story and well narrated
I really felt Anthony Rapp did a great job telling his story and bring emotion to his words. I found myself in tears several times!
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- Amazon Customer
- 02-19-12
Exactly what the title says...
This book was well read by Rapp who really gets you in to the story with his emotion. Also the book is exactly what the title says, Rapp's experience of loss, love, and Rent. Rapp really lets you inside his mind as he deals with his own homosexuality and the loss of many great friends and family members throughout his life. There are very graphic scenes in this book that may not be for everyone, but the passion that Rapp feels is obvious throughout the reading.
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- Nina Badami
- 12-02-20
Wow! Such Passion
With the passion put into it, the book felt like I was reading/listening to a fiction novel even though knowing it was about a real person
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- aaron saari
- 11-28-20
Less about Rent, more about Rapp’s relationships
I I bought this without reading any reviews, assuming that a fair percentage of the book would be about Rent. I’d say 1/4 concerns the rock opera, the rest concerns Rapp’s relationships, primarily hisrelationship with his mother.
He is painfully honest in the text, not pulling punches or trying to make himself look good. In that regard, I greatly enjoyed the book and it’s wonderful to hear Anthony read his own work. But if you’re looking for a lot of inside scoops about the production of rent, this isn’t the book for you.
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- Alina0210
- 05-12-19
Amazing
Such an amazing story. One of my favourite Audio Books. Anthony's story has heart, love, tears and joy and I felt every emotion along with him.
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- Matthew Spinola
- 07-30-18
Emotional.
I'm not sure why I didn't think I'd be listening to something that wouldn't make me cry...Ether way. I couldn't stop listening to it. Very emotional roller coaster for Anthony and makes me respect him more for everything that he went through during his time with Rent. Loved his narration and hope he decides to do more books. Glad that he was able to share his story with all of us.
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- Diane Severson
- 03-31-20
Deeply moving
I am grateful to Anthony for having written this book. His writing is eloquent and revealing. He is brutally honest about the less savory aspects of his personality and events in his life and he comes out the other side, if not elegantly, with a sort of grace that comes with growth.
As a (albeit much less successful) performer myself, and being almost exactly the same generation as Anthony and also from a midwestern Catholic family, there were many many things I felt I could directly relate to.
Despite being a straight female I find it wonderful how Anthony has bravely become a champion and role model of gay rights. I think of my best friend in High School who suffered greatly as the only open gay boy at our school and wished that he had had a role model like Anthony to look up to and contact and speak to.
I love how humbly Anthony speaks of his work as a performer and how engagingly he shows that he is just a regular guy who also struggles with life and death and success and failure. Thank you, Anthony.
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- Aliasuk
- 01-19-20
Such An Amazing Story
Such an amazing story of love, pain, success, hard work, derivation, loss, grief, family, internal turmoil, struggles, relationships, music, art, emotions, happiness... well... life, really!
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- Marie Čechová
- 05-28-18
Anthony Rapp made me cry.
Heartwrenching and moving chain of events narrated through the voice and words of the author who brings the honesty of the present moment in his recurring of events and important people in his life and feelings that shaped his memories of them.