This Ain't My Life
One Man's Journey to Finding His Destiny
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Bilal Alaji
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Bilal Alaji
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A compelling story of Bilal's journey to finding his destiny. Growing up Muslim, Bilal experiences many trials throughout his youth with his father leading him down an arduous path. As he fights and claws his way out of every obstacle, he relies on his faith to pull him through. Bilal shows his willingness to never give up on finding his true purpose. As he goes through failed marriages, criminal proceedings, the shelter system, and lost jobs, Bilal refuses to believe that this is the life he was meant to live. He challenges his reality and what he believes by stating, "This ain't my life."
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- Shalinx
- 06-14-20
Eyebrow raising and informative at times
I loved the audio in the way the author narrates the other characters in different inflections of tone.
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- Crochet Bells
- 02-08-20
One man's journey of Life, Family, Faith and Hope
I was touched how you shared your life so honestly. Narrating it yourself and injecting your feelings into each word made the story even more powerful. All kinds of Emotions rose within me as I listened. I laughed, smiled, gasped and related to some of your experiences. At times I said aloud, no this ain't your life, it's mine.... when I had or was experiencing a moment in my life just like yours. Your unwavering faith stands out and is amazing. I loved how you had hope still for those who wronged you and how you talked about the good in them too. Your story will give hope to others who are unjustly accused. Your story will inspire others to take action, learn, conquer and most of all to Never Give Up.
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