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The Not-Outcast

By: Tijan
Narrated by: Andi Arndt, Jason Clarke
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Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn’t.

He was the hockey star. I was an outcast. He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. His two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me.

Years passed. I got my life together. Cut went onto NHL stardom. Then there was a text.

I was drinking. There was a party. Cut was there....

I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him.

The only problem? He never knew I existed.

©2020 Tijan (P)2020 Tijan Contemporary Contemporary Romance Romance Tearjerking Heartfelt Sports Hockey
Mental Health Representation • Complex Characters • Emotional Depth • Authentic Struggles • Heartfelt Romance

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The story makes you have the main character in your heart, through her struggles and her courage it makes you root for her from the start. I really enjoyed this story, it was worth the credit

Such a great story

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Tijan did it again! Write complex characters into a deep story. Hehe, sammich...😊
F*cking f*ck Chad! 🤬 Seriously, I'd react the same way. Chapter 51 was difficult for me.

So good.

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Thank you Tijan for writing a book about somebody who is not perfect but can still be loved. Too many times do we see the perfect girl fall in love with the perfect guy. But to have a story about a girl who has issues and learns to "deal" with said issues was amazing to read. Thank you! You will always be my favorite Author!

Perfect

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This might be one of my very favorite books of yours. The emotions and struggles are so real and hit so hard.

One of the best

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I never write a review, and I listen to a lot of books. This was amazingly written.

Love this book!!!

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