Nick, Very Deeply

8 Million Hearts, Book 5

By: Spencer Spears

Narrated by: Michael Fell

They say soulmates don’t exist. But they’ve never met Nick Sawyer....

Eli: In my defense, I didn’t think I’d see Nick again. If I had, I would never have kissed him.

I got a fake ID because I was bored, not because I planned on meeting anyone. But from the moment I saw Nick - all tall, dark, and librarian-y, with hardcover books falling out of his messenger bag and eyes that made me forget how to breathe - I knew I needed to know him better.

So maybe I told a little white lie about my birthday. And maybe I went into the city again, and again, just so I could run into him. And maybe, on that last morning, I kissed him, because I knew it was good-bye.

Except, turns out, it wasn’t. Whoops.

Only now, I have to spend the rest of the year working with Nick, and it’s clear he wishes we’d never met. He says I have to move on, but the more I get to know him, the more impossible that seems. How do you move on from someone as strong and smart and sweet as Nick? How do you get over the first person who’s told you that you matter?

And what the hell do you do when, out of nowhere, he kisses you again?

“I can’t keep fighting this. I need you. I need us.”

Nick: I tried to keep my distance. I tried to forget that kiss. I tried to remind myself how dangerous it was, just being around Eli. How much I was putting in jeopardy.

I tried...but I never stood a chance.

Eli is everything I’m not. Reckless and wild, where all I’ve ever been is cautious. Open and loving, where I’ve only ever been scared. Willing to take risks, to be vulnerable, to be brave. I want to be brave enough to deserve him.

I know it’s wrong, but before I know it, I’ve fallen for this crazy, beautiful boy and his ocean-blue eyes. Before I know it, I’m kissing him again.

“I’d take it all back if I could.” That’s what I’m supposed to say. But the truth is, I wouldn’t. I would choose Eli every time.

Even if it means losing everything.

Nick, Very Deeply is book five in the 8 Million Hearts series. While each book can be listened to on its own, they're even more fun to listen together. Nick, Very Deeply is a m/m romance, full of snark, sweetness, and a healthy serving of steam. Teacher/student and hurt/comfort themes with a delicious slow burn. No cheating, no cliffhangers, and a guaranteed HEA.

©2018 Spencer Spearsq (P)2020 Spencer Spears

Sweet Story

I have enjoyed listening to the books in this series. Nick and Eli were interesting characters and I enjoy stories with an age gap. I love Michael Fell's narration. He has a very enjoyable voice.

Nick and Eli

Nick, Very Deeply is book 5 in the 8 Million Hearts series. This is a sweet, slow burn, a little angsty, emotional, age gap story. Eli,19, is still in high school when he meets Nick. Even though Nick is older than Eli they have great chemistry together. Nick has issues with Eli's age thinking he will find someone else once he starts college so Nick breaks things off before he can get hurt but just hurts them both in the process. I love this book and the journey it took Nick to realize how much he loved Eli and that it really was okay for them to be together because they were miserable apart. Definitely recommend this book and series.
Narrator Michael Fell does a marvelous job.

fantastic

Nick, Very Deeply by Spencer Spears is the fifth book five in the 8 Million Hearts series. Snarky, sweet, and slow burning steamy, this story is fantastic with a lot of emotion.  Definitely a story that will have readers crying and tgen laughing... and loving it.  The characters are fun and well developed.
Michael Fell is the Narrator and does a fantastic job with voicework.  The performance and recording is smooth and clear and very enjoyable.

Nick and Eli

I was excited to listen to Nick and Eli’s story. They are storyline was so emotional and interesting. I loved there journey to HEA and was so excited to listen to this that I couldn’t put it down. Amazing from start to finish. The narration was great.

Long but worth the listen

Nick and Eli meet And feel an immediate connection despite their age difference only to discover that their relationship should not be. But the heart wants what the heart wants and through many ups and downs Nick and Eli find the balance so they can have their happily ever after.The story is very good - due to the length there were a couple of points I felt the story was a little drawn out but overall this was a very enjoyable listen. The narrator was absolutely fabulous. Probably the best one I have ever listen to. He made you feel like you were right there in the friend group going through the ups and downs with Nick and Eli. As long as you’re a fan of longer books I feel this is definitely a must listen