Love Sex Pain
A Poetry Collection
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Narrated by:
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Cassandra Richardson
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By:
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Aileen London
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Love Sex Pain is a collection of poetry that takes you on a journey into the thoughts, heart, and soul of a young woman who has had to overcome years of grief and abuse. Having met grief for the first time at the age of seven, after the loss of her brother, she spent years searching for love and acceptance often only ending up with sex and pain. By the time she was 16, she had been molested, raped, abused, abandoned, rejected, scarred, and misused. Writing was her way to cope. Twenty-five years of traumatic events coupled with the hope that true unconditional love would one day be a reality in her life, Love Sex Pain journals the optimism as well as the confusion that must have been ever present in this young woman's life.
©2017 Aileen Marie London (P)2017 Aileen Marie LondonListeners also enjoyed...
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