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I try to forget her. It’s impossible. Growing up together, Conor and I shared all our firsts. First love, first kiss, first... Not all our firsts.

We were 16 the night she was violently assaulted while I helplessly watched. I’ll never forget the sounds of her suffering. Or my inconsolable agony when she left Oklahoma.

Years later, she returns to honor our teenage pact. Except the boy she loved is gone, replaced by a ruthless cattle rancher knotted with secrets. She doesn’t know my dark cravings or the trails of sin that lead to her.

I don’t deserve her, but one truth remains: She’s mine.

©2018 Pam Godwin (P)2018 Oh My Audiobooks

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  • Misty
  • Washington
  • 08-22-18

Deep, Dark and Sensual

From start to finish, this book immerses you in a dark, painful and dangerous place. I rarely cry in audiobooks, but within 10 minutes, the emotion was so real. I was hooked.

The incredible lows are met with amazing highs that are so oustandingly sexy. The cowboy dances with his girl and the description will knock your socks off, just the dance. When things get hotter... oh boy. Pam Godwin does not hold back.

Ted Branson was the cowboy that was MEANT to be. His drawl and his slow lilt when it was called for had me melting in my seat and begging for more. Savannah Peachwood was strong and powerful in a role that was so deeply painful and horrible. It can’t have been easy and she was absolutely stunning in this performance.

5 dark knotted stars

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Yes

Yes yes yes and yes. And yes. So hot and angsty. Erotic narration requires so much inflection and grit. This is perfection. Audible why do you not have more Pam Godwin books available. Straight up pissed at audible. I knew I liked her work but her unfailing consistency makes her my favorite author. Bar none.

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⭐️⭐️🔥Hot Damn Ms Godwin Can Write🔥⭐️⭐️

It really does not get any better than a gifted writer and perfect Narrators!!
I swear every one her books is better than the last!!
Beg, Borrow, Buy, Credit or Steal this One!
⭐️A⭐️M⭐️A⭐️Z⭐️I⭐️N⭐️G⭐️!!!

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  • Kellyogle
  • Austin, TX United States
  • 10-16-18

beware - very traumatic

Spoiler - Rape! I can't believe no one warned me. It's hardly a spoiler because it happens about 10 minutes into the book. It's more than upsetting. If you listen you'll be subjected to the brutal gang rape of a 16 year old girl. The rest of the book deals with the fallout and eventual emotional recovery from the rape. I thought you should be straight up warned.

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LOVED LOVED LOVED THIS BOOK!!

But I hate giving reviews on the new audible!!! THIS New Site Sucks. This book was great and I had to give it a great review. I have listened to so many books I loved but refuse to give review because it’s a waste of time unless you happen to run across my review. I miss the listener I followed and feel I’m missing out on some great audio books because of the changes made. Narration is Great. Audible ruined the fun and search for new books. I loved following and see what other listeners enjoyed so I have went back to half priced books just for the excitement of the search and posting reviews on goodreads I get more satisfaction out of that than my audible account. THIS BOOK IS WORTH THE CREDIT.

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I loved this!!

Pam Godwin brought this story to life and made me feel everything that was happening! I was so upset with the move and how hurt Conor was but as the story continued and I found out everything that happened and was happening... it got better and better!!
I love Tad Branson! This is my first listen for Savannah Peachwood, and she is awesome!!!

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Great book

Awesome book! Really enjoyed the love story and the whole mystery of everything. I love this author. And the narration was impeccable!

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  • millmm
  • San Jose, CA
  • 09-10-18

I was hooked from the first word!!

OMg this book is so well written. I absolutely loved it. It made me cry, laugh and sit with my mouth open in shock. Not for the faint of heart. Difinite triggers, but very well written! Will recommend. And the narrators were phenomenal! -Dink

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5 Emotional stars

Wow Pam Godwin completely sucked me into this heartbreaking yet beautiful story. I cried and I hurt right alongside the characters. Somehow after thoroughly breaking my heart the author was able to put it back together. This is one of those stories that gives you all the feels. If you don't mind your stories a little darker I would definitely recommend.

Narration was superb 5 stars

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Not for the faint of heart

It was a good story overall. If you are sensitive to the subject of rape, I would choose another book to listen to. I appreciate how much the main character worked to project the woman he loves. Some unanswered questions, so I guess I am on to book 2.

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  • suzy
  • 10-26-18

Amazing book-narrators where outstanding.

I’ve read one Pam Godwin book before, so I knew I would probably like the story, but as this book was FREE on amazon I thought I would upgrade to whisper-sync.

This is my first audio with a male and female narrator together and got dam, Jake’s voice was so dam unbelievably sexy and Connor’s voice was beautiful. They did an incredible job with this story, really worth the upgrade to whisper-sync.

I’m going to look other books up now with these narrators as they made the book.

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  • Anna Vardaro
  • 09-28-18

Cowboy and his woman!

OMG this book is all sorts of awesome! My first book by this author and just wow blew me away. who knew I had a soft spot for sexy dirty talking cowboys. And Jake's love for Connor was breathing taking.