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If I Live
- Narrated by: Kate Rudd
- Series: If I Run, Book 3
- Length: 7 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction
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The hunt has turned deadly. In this thrilling conclusion to the If I Run Series, Casey and Dylan must expose the real killer before they both end up dead.
Casey Cox is still on the run after being indicted for a murder she didn’t commit. The chase that began with her bloody footprints has escalated, and she’s running out of places to hide. Her face is all over the news, and her disguises no longer work. It’s only a matter of time before someone recognizes her.
Dylan Roberts, the investigator who once sought her arrest, is now her only hope. Terrifying attempts on Dylan’s life tempt Casey out of hiding. The clock is ticking, but exposing the criminals is more complicated than they ever imagined. Amassing the evidence to convict their enemies draws Dylan and Casey together, and their relationship has consequences of its own. Will one life have to be sacrificed to protect the other?
With If I Live, Terri Blackstock takes us on one more heart-pounding chase in this sensational conclusion to the If I Run series.
- Full-length romantic suspense
- The final installment of the If I Run series:
- Book 1: If I Run
- Book 2: If I’m Found
- Book 3: If I Live
- More series by New York Times best-selling author Terri Blackstock: Cape Refuge, Newpointe 911, the SunCoast Chronicles, and the Restoration series
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"Crisp dialogue and unexpected twists make this compulsive reading...." (Publishers Weekly review of If I Run)
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- Simple Grace
- 04-23-18
Awesome book. Phenomenal series.
Loved it. I could not put it down.
Yet another great series from Terri Blackstock.
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-10-20
Thriller
Great outcome in story. maked uou feel their is hope in the woeld today. would recomnent all three books in series.
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- Connie
- 04-25-19
Loved this series!
Couldn't stop listening and the narrator was great. Absolutely loved this series. Listened to all three books over a week.
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- J. Claire
- 09-27-18
I wanted to like this.
The "If I Run" series could have been covered in one or two books. I feel like I wasted a credit on this last one in the series. It drags on even though it is the climax of the book series. The narrator was almost unbearable by the last book. I am so sorry to say that but her monotone voices at times sounded like a computerized voice and I was sometimes confused as to who was speaking because some of her voices were the so similar.
I have always liked Terri Blackstock in the past but have not read her in quite some time. The romance part of this was well... a bit sappy but maybe now that I am in my 60's I am uninterested in a thriller that has romance. The gospel message in the series was clear and for that I am grateful but it may be a turn off to some. The hope and change for the two main characters comes through a personal relationship with Christ.
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- Patty P.
- 04-09-22
Terri Blackstock at her best!
Please don't start with this book. it is part of a series. "If I Run" begins this incredible Christian mystery series. Incredible human emotion, family love and fidelity, courage and honor weaves its way through this compelling trilogy of a young woman seeking safety "on the run." Her wisdom and self confidence amid questioning and undeniable fear is as inspiring as it is intriguing.
A series I enjoy yearly. Great company while driving, working or relaxing. I enjoy this readers straightforward delivery. She delivers variety in individual voices and a naturalness I find very pleasant. Writer, story and performance all a winning combination.
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- Gmommy2
- 03-01-22
Intriguing
Realistic. Suspenseful. Unexpected. Well woven together for plot and characterization. Entire series of 3 well done. Delightfully intriguing.
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- Lesley Dumais
- 01-13-22
Great Series!
Loved this series! I couldn't wait for the next book. I wsh there were more!
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- EllieJ
- 01-06-22
Great Read
This is the third book to a trilogy. I recommend you start with the first book and continue in order until you finish the third book. The writing style is great. Each book keeping you on the edge of your seat.a very well written
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- Crystal
- 12-19-21
loved this story
Loved this story as I love all this authors stories.
Suspenseful. Captivating. Read the whole set.
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- Brenda
- 10-28-21
Amazing book! Must Read!!
I have listened to this series three times! I love reading Terri Blackstock !!! Can’t wait for her next book!!
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-23-18
Suspensful
I enjoyed this trilogy. My biggest gripe is that it took a long time to get used to a female reading the male sections. Would have been MUCH better had a male read the male sections.
Story was good, got me in. A bit too much romance at times for me, but some people like that.
I'd recommend the three books as an easy listen with suspense.