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If I Live
- Narrated by: Kate Rudd
- Series: If I Run, Book 3
- Length: 7 hrs and 20 mins
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction
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"If I Live is a grabber from page one, delivering an exhilarating mix of chase, mystery, and spiritual truth. Longtime Blackstock fans will be delighted, and new Blackstock fans will be made." —James Scott Bell, bestselling author of the Mike Romeo thrillers
THE HUNT IS ALMOST OVER.
Casey Cox is still on the run after being indicted for murder. The hunt that began with her bloody footprints escalates, and she's running out of places to hide. Her face is all over the news, and her disguises are no longer enough. It's only a matter of time before someone recognizes her.
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"Crisp dialogue and unexpected twists make this compulsive reading...." (Publishers Weekly review of If I Run)
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- Simple Grace
- 04-23-18
Awesome book. Phenomenal series.
Loved it. I could not put it down.
Yet another great series from Terri Blackstock.
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-10-20
Thriller
Great outcome in story. maked uou feel their is hope in the woeld today. would recomnent all three books in series.
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- Amazon Customer
- 04-25-19
Loved this series!
Couldn't stop listening and the narrator was great. Absolutely loved this series. Listened to all three books over a week.
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- J. Claire
- 09-27-18
I wanted to like this.
The "If I Run" series could have been covered in one or two books. I feel like I wasted a credit on this last one in the series. It drags on even though it is the climax of the book series. The narrator was almost unbearable by the last book. I am so sorry to say that but her monotone voices at times sounded like a computerized voice and I was sometimes confused as to who was speaking because some of her voices were the so similar.
I have always liked Terri Blackstock in the past but have not read her in quite some time. The romance part of this was well... a bit sappy but maybe now that I am in my 60's I am uninterested in a thriller that has romance. The gospel message in the series was clear and for that I am grateful but it may be a turn off to some. The hope and change for the two main characters comes through a personal relationship with Christ.
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- Phillip
- 03-06-21
Good book but poor performance.
The plot and characters were pretty good but the performance kept knocking my wife and I out of the story as we listened together on a road trip. Some of the dialogue was so monotone it made us laugh as we mocked it and it was very hard to tell some of the voices apart. This was a real problem because the two main characters, Dylan and Casey, sounded so much alike we had to check the title of the chapter and remind each other whose point of view the story was coming from. We always enjoy Terri Blackstock's novels and the book itself was no exception. We got the series order a little mixed up and listened to this one after the first book so we came into midstream but were able to catch on and follow along. There was enough backstory that we have a pretty good idea what happened in book two.
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- Susan Gilbert
- 02-02-21
Captivating reading, unrealistic plot.
Despite the books flaws, the author succeeded in making me care about what happened in the end to the characters.
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- Colorado Cowgal
- 01-03-21
What a great ending to this series!
This series was amazing! I loved all three books! There was mystery, action, and depth without all the unnecessary language. I would recommend this book to any teen or adult.
As for this specific book, Casey Finally gets her justice and can go home to her family.
But the mission wasn't easily accomplished. There were twists and turns making the reader so engrossed, not wanting to put the book down.
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- B. Hess
- 12-02-20
This series is very good from the start to the finish
This was one of the best series I have ever listened too. I love it from the first page to the last.
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- We are all Loaners
- 11-07-20
Very Suspenseful
This is such a well-written and well-narrated series. Clean, intense and thought- provoking, and narrated with just the right emphasis and inflections.
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- Christy Scoggins
- 11-02-20
Great Finish to A Great Series!
I enjoyed this series! The story showed that no matter how desperate circumstances may seem God is in control.
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-23-18
Suspensful
I enjoyed this trilogy. My biggest gripe is that it took a long time to get used to a female reading the male sections. Would have been MUCH better had a male read the male sections.
Story was good, got me in. A bit too much romance at times for me, but some people like that.
I'd recommend the three books as an easy listen with suspense.