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A harrowing, remarkable poetry memoir about one girl's struggle with anxiety disorder.
This is a true story of growing up, breaking down, and coming to grips with a psychological disorder.
When Samantha Schutz first left home for college, she was excited by the possibilities - freedom from parents, freedom from a boyfriend who was reckless with her affections, freedom from the person she was supposed to be. At first, she revelled in the independence...but as pressures increased, she began to suffer anxiety attacks that would leave her mentally shaken and physically incapacitated. Thus began a hard road of discovery and coping, powerfully rendered in this poetry memoir.
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- Kaitlyn
- 12-01-19
Crazy how relatable..
As a person going through college and struggling with anxiety, this book was all too relatable. I see myself sending this book to my friends and family to show them what anxiety and depression looks like and feels like, so they can start to understand what I go through and how to feels to have a panic attack in a common room, how therapy is helping, how I’m so scared to become dependent on my meds. I just thank you. This is a book I will look back on and reread when I forget that I’m not alone.
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- Becky
- 09-29-19
Couldn’t get into it
Gave the book 10 minutes. Could not get past the whining tone of the author and the repetitive nature of the writing. I don’t think I was the target audience for this book.
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- Length: 12 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,229
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,854
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,860
Nic Sheff was drunk for the first time at age 11. In the years that followed, he would regularly smoke pot, do cocaine and ecstasy, and develop addictions to crystal meth and heroin. Even so, he felt like he would always be able to quit and put his life together whenever he needed to. It took a violent relapse one summer in California to convince him otherwise.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Painful Journey
- By David on 11-15-10
By: Nic Sheff
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Drunk Mom
- A Memoir
- By: Jowita Bydlowska
- Narrated by: Meredith Mitchell
- Length: 8 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,474
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,283
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,277
A best seller in its native Canada, Drunk Mom is a gripping, brutally honest memoir of motherhood in the shadow of alcoholism. Three years after giving up drinking, Jowita Bydlowska found herself throwing back a glass of champagne like it was ginger ale. It was a special occasion: a party celebrating the birth of her first child. It also marked Bydlowska's immediate, full-blown return to crippling alcoholism.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A not very lovely story that I love anyway.
- By Alixandra Hice on 01-12-15
By: Jowita Bydlowska
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Acceptance
- A Memoir
- By: Emi Nietfeld
- Narrated by: Julia Knippen
- Length: 13 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 120
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 111
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 109
As a homeless teenager writing college essays in her rusty Toyota Corolla, Emi Nietfeld was convinced that the Ivy League was the only escape from her dysfunctional childhood. But upward mobility required crafting the perfect resilience narrative. She had to prove that she was an “overcomer,” made stronger by all that she had endured. The truth was more complicated. And though Emi would go on to graduate from Harvard and become a software engineer at Google, she found that success didn’t necessarily mean safety.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Wow
- By Amazon Customer on 11-05-22
By: Emi Nietfeld
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Mother Noise
- By: Cindy House
- Narrated by: Cindy House
- Length: 5 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 30
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 26
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 25
Mother Noise opens with Cindy, 20 years into recovery after a heroin addiction, grappling with how to tell her nine-year-old son about her past. She wants him to learn this history from her, not anyone else; but she worries about the effect this truth may have on him. Told in essays and graphic narrative shorts, Mother Noise is a stunning memoir that delves deep into our responsibilities as parents while celebrating the moments of grace and generosity that mark a true friendship—in this case, her benefactor and champion through the years, David Sedaris.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Thank you
- By mompaints on 06-09-22
By: Cindy House
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All the Bright Places
- Movie Tie-In Edition
- By: Jennifer Niven
- Narrated by: Kirby Heyborne, Ariadne Meyers
- Length: 11 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,351
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,071
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 2,076
Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might die. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him. Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister's recent death. When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it's unclear who saves whom.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Best YA Quirky Love Story of 2015
- By FanB14 on 06-09-15
By: Jennifer Niven
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The Lost Years
- Surviving a Mother and Daughter's Worst Nightmare
- By: Kristina Wandzilak, Constance Curry
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber, Donna Postel
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 229
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 203
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Story5 out of 5 stars 202
Kristina, the second of four children, begins by telling how a little sip of vodka sipped secretly at a party her parents were giving started her on a pathway to addiction. In that instant, alcohol became her pathway to comfort. Over the next eight years, she sank further into addiction, moving on to cocaine and methamphetamines. In telling her story, she gives a brutally honest description of her addiction and crimes.
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4 out of 5 stars
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well-written, accessible, with odd Narrator Choice
- By Daryl on 08-16-17
By: Kristina Wandzilak, and others
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The Perfect Liar
- A Novel
- By: Thomas Christopher Greene
- Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert
- Length: 7 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 111
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 104
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Story4 out of 5 stars 103
Susannah, a young widow and single mother, has remarried well: to Max, a charismatic artist and popular speaker whose career took her and her 15-year-old son out of New York City and to a quiet Vermont university town. Strong-willed and attractive, Susannah expects her life is perfectly in place again. Then one quiet morning, she finds a note on her door: "I Know Who You Are." Max dismisses the note as a prank. But days after a neighborhood couple comes to dinner, the husband mysteriously dies in a tragic accident while on a run with Max. Soon, a second note appears on their door....
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3 out of 5 stars
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Honestly......
- By MA Reviewer on 01-20-19
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Breaking Night
- A Memoir of Forgiveness, Survival, and My Journey from Homeless to Harvard
- By: Liz Murray
- Narrated by: Liz Murray
- Length: 14 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 891
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 795
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 794
Liz Murray was born to loving but drug-addicted parents in the Bronx. In school she was taunted for her dirty clothing and lice-infested hair, eventually skipping so many classes that she was put into a girls' home. At age 15, Liz found herself on the streets when her family finally unraveled. She learned to scrape by, foraging for food and riding subways all night to have a warm place to sleep. Then, when Liz's mother died of AIDS, she decided to take control of her own destiny.
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5 out of 5 stars
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unbelievably inspiring
- By Amazon Customer on 03-17-12
By: Liz Murray
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Sinkhole
- A Novel
- By: Davida G. Breier
- Narrated by: Anna Caputo
- Length: 8 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 34
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 33
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Story4 out of 5 stars 33
Lies from the past and a dangerous present collide when, after fifteen years in exile, Michelle Miller returns to her tiny hometown of Lorida, Florida. With her mother in the hospital, she’s forced to reckon with the broken relationships she left behind: with her family, with friends, and with herself.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Masterful, atmospheric debut novel
- By Jaclyn Wilson on 07-12-22
By: Davida G. Breier
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I Swear I'll Make It Up to You
- A Life on the Low Road
- By: Mishka Shubaly
- Narrated by: Mishka Shubaly
- Length: 13 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 563
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 511
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 510
A misfit kid at the best of times, Mishka Shubaly had his world shattered when, in a 24-hour span in 1992, he survived a mass shooting on his school's campus then learned that his parents were getting divorced. His father, a prominent rocket scientist, abandoned the family, and their home was lost to foreclosure. Shubaly swore to avenge the wrongs against his mother but instead plunged into a magnificently toxic love affair with alcohol.
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1 out of 5 stars
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Blah, blah, blah...
- By B Hart on 08-29-16
By: Mishka Shubaly
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Tell Me Lies
- A Novel
- By: Carola Lovering
- Narrated by: Corey Brill, Rebekkah Ross
- Length: 13 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 1,630
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 1,435
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Story3.5 out of 5 stars 1,437
Lucy Albright is far from her Long Island upbringing when she arrives on the campus of her small California college and happy to be hundreds of miles from her mother, whom she's never forgiven for an act of betrayal in her early teen years. Quickly grasping at her fresh start, Lucy embraces college life and all it has to offer - new friends, wild parties, stimulating classes. And then she meets Stephen DeMarco. Charming. Attractive. Complicated. Devastating.
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2 out of 5 stars
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The unforgivable thing
- By Tammy A. Michael on 09-09-18
By: Carola Lovering
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Buffering
- Unshared Tales of a Life Fully Loaded
- By: Hannah Hart
- Narrated by: Hannah Hart, Judy Young
- Length: 5 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 2,928
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 2,711
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Story5 out of 5 stars 2,707
By combing through the journals that Hannah has kept for much of her life, this collection of narrative essays delivers a fuller picture of her life, her experiences, and the things she's figured out about family, faith, love, sexuality, self-worth, friendship, and fame. Revealing what makes Hannah tick, this sometimes cringeworthy, poignant collection of stories is sure to deliver plenty of Hannah's wit and wisdom - and hopefully encourage you to try your hand at her patented brand of reckless optimism.
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5 out of 5 stars
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She made me feel less alone.
- By tiffany alzatti on 10-24-16
By: Hannah Hart
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With or Without You
- A Memoir
- By: Domenica Ruta
- Narrated by: Domenica Ruta
- Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 165
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 148
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Story4 out of 5 stars 150
Domenica Ruta grew up in a working-class, unforgiving Italian town north of Boston where in the seventeenth century women were hanged as witches. Her mother, Kathi, a notorious figure in this hardscrabble place, was a drug addict and sometime dealer whose life swung between welfare and riches, whose highbrow taste was at odds with her base appetites.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A real and riveting story-beautifully written
- By Courtney on 03-02-13
By: Domenica Ruta
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The Rules of Inheritance
- By: Claire Bidwell Smith
- Narrated by: Claire Bidwell Smith
- Length: 7 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 88
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 78
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 79
At age 14, Claire Bidwell Smith - an only child - learned that both of her parents had cancer. The fear of becoming a family of one before she came of age compels Claire to make a series of fraught choices, set against the glittering backdrop of New York and Los Angeles - and the pall of regret. When the inevitable happens, and Claire is alone in the world, she is inconsolable at the revelation that suddenly she is no one's special person.
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5 out of 5 stars
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An honest view of the wild ride of grief
- By Brooke Myles on 04-09-19
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Not Exactly Love: A Memoir
- By: Betty Hafner
- Narrated by: Patricia Santomasso
- Length: 6 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 52
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 50
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 50
It was 1969, and all the rules were changing, when Betty, a woefully single French teacher on Long Island, met the handsome but edgy new teacher at her school -- a hippie just back from Woodstock. His vitality opened up a new world to her, but when they married his rages turned against her, and often ended with physical violence. Like millions of women who discover they've married an abusive man, Betty was forced to make daily decisions to suppress her feelings or risk confrontation, to keep it secret or report, and ultimately, to live with it or leave. Part gripping story, part warm-hearted look at the '70s, and part therapeutic journey.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Insightful
- By Damont and Deidre Smith on 03-31-18
By: Betty Hafner
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Too Bright to Hear Too Loud to See
- By: Juliann Garey
- Narrated by: Dan Butler
- Length: 11 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 495
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 453
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Story4 out of 5 stars 452
In her tour-de-force first novel, Juliann Garey takes us inside the restless mind, ravaged heart, and anguished soul of Greyson Todd, a successful Hollywood studio executive who leaves his wife and young daughter and for a decade travels the world giving free reign to the bipolar disorder he's been forced to keep hidden for almost 20 years.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Psychosis or Syphilis?
- By Vira on 04-02-13
By: Juliann Garey
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The Answer to the Riddle Is Me
- A Memoir of Amnesia
- By: David Stuart MacLean
- Narrated by: Neil Shah
- Length: 6 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 123
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 109
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 108
In 2002, at age 28, David MacLean woke up in a foreign land with his memory wiped clean. No money. No passport. No identity. Taken to a mental hospital by the police, MacLean then started to hallucinate so severely he had to be tied down. Soon he could remember song lyrics and scenes from television shows but not his family, his friends, or the woman he loved. All of these symptoms, it turned out, were the result of the commonly prescribed malarial medication he was taking. Upon hisreturn to the States, he struggled to piece together the fragments of his former life in a harrowing, absurd, and unforgettable journey back to himself.