• Even This

  • Getting to the Place Where You Can Trust God with Anything
  • By: Emily Belle Freeman
  • Narrated by: Emily Belle Freeman
  • Length: 2 hrs and 50 mins
  • 4.8 out of 5 stars (464 ratings)

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By: Emily Belle Freeman
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For the first time I realize that I can turn to God with the real things, that I can trust Him with the hard things - with anything. Even this. It is the first time I realize that God, who is infinite, can also be personal.

In Even This, Emily Belle Freeman shares her own deeply personal experiences of feeling forgotten by God - from the fear of abandonment in a dark hospital room to the desperation that followed months of unanswered prayers. In a moment of honesty, she found herself asking the question she had been afraid to consider: "Where is God in this?"

Through biblical insight, genuine realness, and beautiful prose, Emily will help you discover how to:

  • Diminish the power of doubt by coming to understand why the place of deepest asking is where the believing begins
  • Stop letting fear dictate the depth of your belief through daily reflections that will restore your confidence in God; and:
  • Let go of your need to control by discovering what is holding you back from being completely vulnerable with God.

Trust that God may have something different in mind for you - something better.

©2017 Blackstone Audio, Inc. (P)2017 Shadow Mountain

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Insightful and tender

This book is a very personal and tender testimony on what Emily has learned as she has developed her personal relationship with God. It’s filled with many insights to the scriptures that I have overlooked and it makes me want to read my Bible over and over so that I too might gain this understanding. I loved listening and learning with her.

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I LOVED IT

I loved every moment of this journey and have found new and incredible ways to lean into God.

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This book is powerful

Loved this book. It brought tears to my eyes on several occasions and the spirit spoke to me. So many examples of trials and how the Lord works with us. Emily does a great job of painting a picture for you. Also love the scripture references. I highly recommend this book.

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Beautiful

Short, sweet, impactful. I cried multiple times in the short 3 hours it took to listen.

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Great booking but one missing piece…

This is a great read for any believer who wants to press through hard seasons in God. However, I will say the author missed in HUGE piece. We as Christians have a real enemy who is out to steal, kill and destroy. We cannot ignore that fact and doing so is a huge failure in our belief in Jesus. We do not fail only because of the weakness of the flesh, no. Sickness, disease, fear, depression, death, war are all influenced by demonic spirits. As believers we must fight against these spirit, actively. The author missed this completely

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Fantastic

I found this insightful and wonderful. I took so many pages of notes. Definitely recommend it.

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Powerful

Very enlightening! Life changing. Words of wisdom. Thank you Emily for all you do for others, for lifting them on their journey.

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Hope

Emily offers insight and hope! God is good and can be trusted with all things 💕

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Thank you!

Thank you for share your testimony in such a beautiful and detailed way. It helps support y testimony of the same understanding that I’ve revived in my own experiences. God has been and will always be there for us. He holds my hand and I walk my life’s journeys…

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Emily Belle Freeman is Amazing!!

I loved listening to Emily read her book! It personalized it so much more! She truly is an inspiration. I love how she says things. I ached with her as she told the story of her son being diagnosed with Type1 Diabetes at the age of three. I went through the exact same situation with my son being diagnosed at the age of three. I would recommend this book to anyone and everyone. Emily Belle Freeman is such an inspiration!

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  • 02-04-21

WOW! Incredible! This books needs reading and re-reading

It was such an honest and open account of the authors experiences. The way she linked her experiences to stories from the scriptures was just so powerful.

I love the idea of daily looking for God’s goodness each day. This is something I really need to work on. Some days I get to the end of the day and have no idea what happened all day 😂

I would recommend this book to EVERYONE! I even sent copies as Christmas presents to my family and friends this past Christmas.