Control Freak

De: DJ Jamison

Narrado por: John Solo

I'm the bossy brother . . .

Controlling the world around me is the only way I feel safe. Childhood abuse has left me scarred inside and out. But control makes me feel strong.

Unfortunately, I can't control everything I want—including my body's panic response to touch. It's hard to share affection with my brothers, much less anyone else. I've all but given up on a romantic relationship.

My only intimacy is with a camboy who can give me what I need without triggering my trauma. Shiloh is beautiful, warm, and sensitive. We're not just camboy and client; we're friends. It's not everything I crave, but it's more than I've ever had.

Then I find out he's in trouble—and I can't stand by and watch him get hurt. I bring him home, pushing my boundaries to protect him. But once he's in my safe space, so close and inviting, my temptation wars with preservation.

Can I overcome my touch-aversion for a chance at real love—or will I just hurt us both?

Contains mature themes.

©2025 DJ Jamison

Loved it!

This story was rough due to all the stuff Holden went through but it was also a beautiful story and spicy but in a different way. Highly recommended and worth the credit.

Holden

I absolutely love this book. DJ is a favorite author of mine and she always gives books that hit just right. Holden and Shy are perfect! Holden's journey is absolutely beautiful! Shy is the best possible person for him. Their story isn't easy, but it's beautiful nonetheless.