In this episode of The Speaker Meeting, Chibbi sits down with Nigel Williams for a conversation that’s honest, insightful, and rich with emotional clarity. Nigel reflects on his early encounters with substances, the false comfort of addiction, and the grief that cracked open his journey toward change. Together, they talk about what it means to do the work in recovery, the realities of rehab romance, and how we can measure who we are by how we choose to show up—day after day.

🌓 This episode was guided by the energy of The Moon—a tarot card about uncertainty, vulnerability, and the courage to walk forward even when the path isn’t clear.

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In this episode of The Speaker Meeting, Andy D. joins Chibbi for an unflinching conversation about the long and winding road of recovery—from childhood trauma and toxic masculinity to treatment, relapse, and radical self-acceptance. Andy shares how strength isn’t about toughness, but the quiet resilience to admit you need help, ask for it, and stay willing. They talk about the Strength tarot card, the spiritual detachment of early recovery, and what it means to walk away from a program when it no longer serves you—all without losing the lessons it gave.

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In this premiere episode of The Speaker Meeting, Chibbi sits down with Elyssa S. for a powerful and vulnerable conversation about trauma, addiction, queerness, and healing. From childhood displacement to stripping, substance use, and survival, Elyssa shares how her story moved from chaos to clarity—one honest moment at a time. Together, they reflect on recovery as a spiritual path, the Six of Cups tarot card, and the transformative power of community, creativity, and truth.

Books mentioned in this episode were The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron, Grist for the Mill by Ram Dass, and Is it Love or Is it Addiction by Brenda Schaeffer.

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The Speaker Meeting is a podcast about addiction, recovery, and the stories that remind us we’re not alone. Each episode features an open, honest conversation with someone who has walked the path of addiction and found their way to recovery. No scripts, no judgment—just real people sharing their experience, strength, and hope.*

Recovery looks different for everyone. Whether it’s through 12-step programs, therapy, harm reduction, spirituality, or something else entirely, this podcast is about showing that change is possible.

Wherever you are in your journey, this is a reminder that hope is real. Listen in, connect, and remember: you don’t have to do this alone.

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