In this deeply moving and faith-filled episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, I sit down with Kimberly Haar to talk about her powerful testimony, healing journey, and unwavering trust in God through life’s darkest seasons.

Kimberly opens up about her story of pain, restoration, and redemption and how the Holy Spirit and her personal relationship with the Lord carried her through moments she never thought she would survive.

We also talk about her book, Healing from Life’s Deepest Hurts, and the heart behind its message: that true healing is possible, even after unimaginable loss and heartbreak.

What makes this episode especially meaningful is that we recorded it on the 25th anniversary of my biological mother’s passing—a sacred and emotional moment that God clearly ordained.

Together, we reflect on:

• Walking through grief and loss
• Learning how to forgive without closure
• Setting healthy boundaries while healing
• Letting go of the need for an apology
• Finding peace without validation
• Allowing God to heal what people cannot

We talk honestly about how forgiveness can feel impossible when you never receive the apology you deserve and how sometimes, freedom comes when you release that expectation and give it to God instead.

This episode is a reminder that:

Healing is a process
Grief has no timeline
Forgiveness is for your freedom
God can redeem every broken place

If you are walking through loss, heartbreak, betrayal, or unanswered pain, this conversation will meet you right where you are.

A Gentle Encouragement

If you’re carrying wounds that no one sees…
If you’re tired of waiting for closure…
If you’re struggling to forgive…

This episode is for you.

You don’t have to carry it alone. God sees you. He is near. And healing is still possible.

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In this powerful and honest continuation of our conversation, I sit back down with my friend Tiffani for Part Two of “Moms on Edge.”

After Episode 4 aired, we were overwhelmed by the response. So many of you reached out asking for more—more honesty, more vulnerability, more real-life conversations about motherhood and mental health.

So we came back.

In this episode, we go deeper into what it truly looks like to be moms who are navigating mental illness, emotional exhaustion, and the pressure to “do it all” while still trying to protect our peace.

We open up about:

• Living with Bipolar II and Borderline Personality Disorder

• How mental health impacts motherhood

• The emotional weight moms carry behind closed doors

• Being a mom of an only child and why we chose that path

• Learning that being “selfish” can actually be healthy

• Choosing what’s best for you so you can be your best for your child

We also talk honestly about the decision to have one child and why that choice isn’t about “missing out”—it’s about survival, stability, and stewardship of our mental and emotional health.

This episode is a reminder that:

You are not weak for needing boundaries

You are not selfish for protecting your mental health

You are not failing if your family looks different than others

You are doing the best you can and that matters.

If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed, guilty, isolated, or unsure if you’re “enough” as a mom, this conversation is for you.

A Gentle Reminder

If this episode brings up heavy emotions for you, please know you’re not alone. There is strength in seeking support, community, and professional help. Your mental health matters.

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In this heartfelt and eye-opening episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, I sit down with my dear friend Elizabeth O’Neill to talk about her journey as a mom raising her profoundly deaf son.

Elizabeth shares how stepping into the deaf community completely transformed her view of motherhood, advocacy, and faith. What once felt overwhelming became one of the greatest blessings of her life—bringing light, purpose, and deeper compassion than she ever imagined.

Together, we talk about:

What it’s really like raising a profoundly deaf child
Learning and using American Sign Language (ASL) as a family
Navigating motherhood in a world that isn’t always accessible
How the deaf community became a source of strength and joy
Why awareness and inclusion matter more than ever
We also highlight Happy Hands Tulsa, a school and resource center that supports deaf and hard-of-hearing children and families right here in Oklahoma.

This episode is all about awareness, empathy, and embracing the beautiful ways God writes our stories—even when they look different than we expected.

Whether you’re a parent, educator, advocate, or simply someone who wants to better understand the ASL and deaf community, this conversation will leave you encouraged and inspiredIn This Episode,

You’ll Hear About:

• Elizabeth’s personal motherhood journey
• Raising a child in the deaf community
• The power of early intervention and education
• Why ASL matters
• Building confidence and independence in children
• Finding beauty in unexpected seasons

Resources & Links
At the bottom of this episode description, you’ll find helpful links and resources including:

• ASL learning tools
• Deaf community organizations
• Educational support resources
• Advocacy and inclusion information
• Local and national support networks

Be sure to check those out if you’d like to learn more or get connected.

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In this powerful episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natasha sits down with Dr. Kayse Shrum pediatrician, motivational speaker, and the 19th President of Oklahoma State University for an honest conversation about faith, leadership, and motherhood in high-pressure spaces.

Dr. Shrum opens up about what it’s really like to be a woman and a mother working in a male-dominated world, carrying big responsibility, and still staying grounded in her values, family, and faith.

Together, they talk about the behind-the-scenes reality of balancing career, calling, and kids the guilt, the growth, the prayers, and the perseverance it takes to show up every day with courage and grace.

This episode is for every mom who has ever wondered:

“Am I doing enough?”

“Can I chase my calling and still be present at home?”

“Is it okay to want more and still love my family deeply?”

The answer is yes. And Dr. Shrum’s story proves it.

In This Episode, We Discuss:

•What it’s like being a woman in leadership in a male-dominated space

•Balancing motherhood, marriage, and a demanding career

•Navigating pressure, criticism, and expectations

•Leading with integrity and faith

•Overcoming self-doubt and mom guilt

•Staying true to your values in high-stakes environments

•Encouragement for women pursuing big dreams

•Why obedience to God matters more than approval

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Key Takeaway:

You don’t have to choose between being a great mom and walking in your calling. God equips you for both. When you lead with faith, humility, and courage, He will cover every step.

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About Our Guest:

Dr. Kayse Shrum is a pediatrician, motivational speaker, and former university president who is passionate about empowering women to lead boldly while staying rooted in family and faith.

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In this powerful and deeply honest episode, Natasha sits down with Tiffani Pugliese to talk about something so many moms carry quietly — mental illness while trying to be the best mother possible.

Together, they open up about what it looks like to parent while navigating anxiety, depression, and the daily work of mental health. This conversation isn’t about perfection — it’s about self-awareness, healing, and choosing help.

We discuss:

• What managing mental illness in motherhood really looks like

• Tools and practices that have helped most on our healing journeys

• The importance of being bold, resilient, and radically honest with yourself

• Why asking for help is not weakness - it’s love

• The difference between just being a “happy mom” and being a mentally healthy mother

This episode is a reminder that taking care of your mental health isn’t selfish — it’s one of the greatest gifts you can give your children. When we heal, they benefit.

If you’re a mom who has ever felt overwhelmed, ashamed, or afraid to speak up — this conversation is for you

Listen now and know you are not alone.

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In Episode 3 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natasha sits
down with Kendall Welden — a small-town girl who has built a million-
dollar empire through entrepreneurship, consistency, and faith.
Kendall is a wife, mom of three, business owner, and content creator who
has built not only successful brands, but a beautiful family and an engaged
social media community. In this episode, she pulls back the curtain on the
real life behind social media — the pressure, the stigma, the expectations,
and the reality of being visible online while raising a family.

This conversation dives into motherhood in the spotlight, balancing
ambition with presence, and navigating the tension between real life and
curated content. Kendall also shares honest advice for women who want to
build a career in social media — what it truly takes, what to protect, and
how to stay grounded.

At the heart of it all is faith — following your gut, being led by the Lord, and
trusting His guidance in both business and motherhood.

In this episode, we talk about:

• Building a million-dollar business from a small town.
• The reality behind social media vs. what people see online.
• The stigma of being active on social media as a mom.
• Balancing motherhood, marriage, and ambition.
• Advice for women wanting to build a career on social media.
• Being led by faith and following your God-given intuition.

This episode is for women who feel called to build — without losing
themselves, their families, or their faith in the process.

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In Episode 2 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natasha sits
down with the one and only Kelsey Davis known for her viral Small Town
TikToks, unapologetic honesty, and saying the things most people are too
scared to say out loud.

This conversation is bright, loud, transparent, and yes a little controversial.
Natasha and Kelsey dive headfirst into real-life topics like being a
stepmother, growing up as a stepchild, and how those experiences deeply
shape motherhood, identity, and relationships. Nothing is sugar-coated.
Nothing is off limits.

This episode is full of honesty, perspective shifts, laughter, and real advice
the kind you don’t hear on social media highlight reels.
In this episode, we talk about:

• Being a stepmother and navigating that role with honesty
• Growing up as a stepchild and how it impacts adulthood
• How blended families shape motherhood
• Giving (and receiving) real advice — not the Pinterest kind.
• Breaking generational patterns.
• Saying the quiet parts out loud.

This episode is for anyone navigating motherhood, blended families, or
complicated emotions and needs to hear that they’re not alone, broken, or
doing it wrong.

Expect truth. Expect laughter. Expect perspective.

And expect to walk
away feeling seen.

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In the very first episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natasha
shares her personal story the highs, the heartbreak, and the hard seasons that shaped who she is today. This episode is a raw and honest look at motherhood, mental health, and navigating life when everything feels overwhelming. Natasha opens about the struggles she faced, the moments she felt stuck and unseen, and the turning point that changed everything what lead her to ask for help.

By choosing to speak up, Natasha found healing, support, and a new path
forward. This episode is a reminder that you don’t have to carry it all alone, and that strength isn’t found in silence, it’s found in honesty.

In this episode, we talk about:Natasha’s personal journey and hardships.
Motherhood and mental health the power of asking for help.
Breaking the stigma around speaking up.How vulnerability became the beginning of healing.

This episode is for anyone who has ever felt overwhelmed, isolated, or afraid to ask for help and needs to be reminded that their voice matters.

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