In this deeply moving and faith-filled episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, I sit down with Kimberly Haar to talk about her powerful testimony, healing journey, and unwavering trust in God through life’s darkest seasons.

Kimberly opens up about her story of pain, restoration, and redemption and how the Holy Spirit and her personal relationship with the Lord carried her through moments she never thought she would survive.

We also talk about her book, Healing from Life’s Deepest Hurts, and the heart behind its message: that true healing is possible, even after unimaginable loss and heartbreak.

What makes this episode especially meaningful is that we recorded it on the 25th anniversary of my biological mother’s passing—a sacred and emotional moment that God clearly ordained.

Together, we reflect on:

• Walking through grief and loss
• Learning how to forgive without closure
• Setting healthy boundaries while healing
• Letting go of the need for an apology
• Finding peace without validation
• Allowing God to heal what people cannot

We talk honestly about how forgiveness can feel impossible when you never receive the apology you deserve and how sometimes, freedom comes when you release that expectation and give it to God instead.

This episode is a reminder that:

Healing is a process
Grief has no timeline
Forgiveness is for your freedom
God can redeem every broken place

If you are walking through loss, heartbreak, betrayal, or unanswered pain, this conversation will meet you right where you are.

A Gentle Encouragement

If you’re carrying wounds that no one sees…
If you’re tired of waiting for closure…
If you’re struggling to forgive…

This episode is for you.

You don’t have to carry it alone. God sees you. He is near. And healing is still possible.

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In this powerful and honest continuation of our conversation, I sit back down with my friend Tiffani for Part Two of “Moms on Edge.”

After Episode 4 aired, we were overwhelmed by the response. So many of you reached out asking for more—more honesty, more vulnerability, more real-life conversations about motherhood and mental health.

So we came back.

In this episode, we go deeper into what it truly looks like to be moms who are navigating mental illness, emotional exhaustion, and the pressure to “do it all” while still trying to protect our peace.

We open up about:

• Living with Bipolar II and Borderline Personality Disorder

• How mental health impacts motherhood

• The emotional weight moms carry behind closed doors

• Being a mom of an only child and why we chose that path

• Learning that being “selfish” can actually be healthy

• Choosing what’s best for you so you can be your best for your child

We also talk honestly about the decision to have one child and why that choice isn’t about “missing out”—it’s about survival, stability, and stewardship of our mental and emotional health.

This episode is a reminder that:

You are not weak for needing boundaries

You are not selfish for protecting your mental health

You are not failing if your family looks different than others

You are doing the best you can and that matters.

If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed, guilty, isolated, or unsure if you’re “enough” as a mom, this conversation is for you.

A Gentle Reminder

If this episode brings up heavy emotions for you, please know you’re not alone. There is strength in seeking support, community, and professional help. Your mental health matters.

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In this heartfelt and eye-opening episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, I sit down with my dear friend Elizabeth O’Neill to talk about her journey as a mom raising her profoundly deaf son.

Elizabeth shares how stepping into the deaf community completely transformed her view of motherhood, advocacy, and faith. What once felt overwhelming became one of the greatest blessings of her life—bringing light, purpose, and deeper compassion than she ever imagined.

Together, we talk about:

What it’s really like raising a profoundly deaf child
Learning and using American Sign Language (ASL) as a family
Navigating motherhood in a world that isn’t always accessible
How the deaf community became a source of strength and joy
Why awareness and inclusion matter more than ever
We also highlight Happy Hands Tulsa, a school and resource center that supports deaf and hard-of-hearing children and families right here in Oklahoma.

This episode is all about awareness, empathy, and embracing the beautiful ways God writes our stories—even when they look different than we expected.

Whether you’re a parent, educator, advocate, or simply someone who wants to better understand the ASL and deaf community, this conversation will leave you encouraged and inspiredIn This Episode,

You’ll Hear About:

• Elizabeth’s personal motherhood journey
• Raising a child in the deaf community
• The power of early intervention and education
• Why ASL matters
• Building confidence and independence in children
• Finding beauty in unexpected seasons

Resources & Links
At the bottom of this episode description, you’ll find helpful links and resources including:

• ASL learning tools
• Deaf community organizations
• Educational support resources
• Advocacy and inclusion information
• Local and national support networks

Be sure to check those out if you’d like to learn more or get connected.

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