For the 50th episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande)—best known for his work with Raw Fuck Club, Treasure Island Media, and as the host of Demystifying Gay Porn.

Together, Ryan and Luis take listeners on a candid journey through their years working together, from chaotic sets at RFC to major productions like Gangbang Proposal. Luis recalls his unexpected entry into the industry via a Craigslist ad, his transition from editing to directing, and the technical craft behind shooting hardcore scenes—even when they weren’t necessarily his personal kinks.

The conversation dives deep into the art of porn production: editing styles, camera techniques, and what truly makes a great scene. They reflect on the balance between passion and professionalism, and share their frustrations and joys with an industry often misunderstood from the outside. Luis also opens up about the evolution of Demystifying Gay Porn, his archival work in preserving queer erotic history, and how podcasting has given him a new way to tell stories.

From misconceptions about porn stars being “dirty” or “uneducated” to the truth about how much hustle and skill it takes to succeed, Episode 50 is both a celebration and an education. It’s about survival, creativity, and the importance of preserving queer history.

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In this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor.Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfiltered conversation about what it really takes to build a sex worker-led platform that centers kink, community, and creator autonomy.

We talk about:

• The early days of JFF and how it rose from porn studio roots

• Why corporate-run platforms like OnlyFans fail fetish creators

• How JFF protects extreme content from censorship & payment bans

• The ethics of consent, transparency, and performer safety

• Why queer creators deserve tech built by us, for us

• And how Dominic prepares for the growing threat of political attacks on adult content

Dominic doesn’t hold back. He talks openly about the emotional toll, the philosophy behind his work, and what scares him most as the industry faces increased scrutiny from the far right.

Whether you’re a fan, a creator, or someone building your own path in adult tech—this is a must-hear episode on authenticity, ownership, and kink liberation.

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In this candid, unfiltered reunion, HungerFF and Jazmatazz ditch the script for an honest conversation about life, pleasure, and personal growth. From globe-trotting adventures in LA and Spain to the challenges of staying grounded after sober victories, the two open up about the highs, lows, and complicated middle ground of chemsex, harm reduction, and burnout in the porn world.

They swap stories about navigating the ever-changing fetish landscape—both online and in person—while reflecting on community hypocrisy, creative stagnation, and the importance of finding connection beyond the lens. Jazmatazz shares the rebrand journey from My Little Fisting Blog to Jazmatazz.com, his run-ins with German censorship laws, and his street-fisting experience at Dore Alley. HungerFF gets real about injury recovery, the future of his content, and a deeply personal update on his health, family tensions, and boundaries in toxic relationships.

The episode also spotlights fellow fister Wrex Wylde’s ongoing medical struggles and how the community can step up to support him. It’s a raw, real, and unexpectedly warm conversation that reminds us—whether in sobriety, relapse, or somewhere in between—everyone deserves a place at the table.

💖 Support Wrex Wylde: https://www.gofundme.com/f/jeff-with-his-living-expenses-while-he-recuperates-at-home

📲 Follow Jazz:

• BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/jazzmatazzoz.bsky.social

• JustForFans: https://justfor.fans/jazzmatazzoz

• Podcast “Such FFun”: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/such-ffun/id1537046097

• Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mlfb

🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa

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From fisting rookie to one of the most recognized names in fetish porn, FitnessPapi has built a career on raw authenticity, unapologetic sexuality, and an uncanny ability to connect with fans. In this Brolapse exclusive, we trace his journey from humble beginnings—brainstorming over sushi with me about the idea that became Brolapse—to commanding nearly a million followers across platforms.

We dive deep into his fisting origin story, the early content days when 5,000 followers felt like a mountain, and the viral rise of his Storytime series. We talk about the art of building a personal brand without losing yourself, navigating the pressures of fan culture, and the real-life fallout of online controversies—including his unforgettable brush with the Nicki Minaj fandom.

Of course, it wouldn’t be Brolapse without getting explicit—FitnessPapi opens up about his love for degradation scenes, his favorite collabs (including Mikey, Eli, and yours truly), and why authenticity and longevity matter more than quick fame. Whether you’re here for the fetish talk, the industry insights, or just to hear one of the most charismatic pigs in the game spill it all, this episode delivers.

🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa

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📲 Follow FitnessPapi:

• X (Twitter): https://x.com/prmusclepapi

This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the electrifying Lena Vesper—a trans cam queen, fetish performer, and self-described “hole mommy” who’s flipping the script on what femme dominance looks like in the world of fisting, fetish, and camming.

We talk about:

• How trans femmes are navigating (and reshaping) fetish spaces

• Camming as a tool of empowerment and boundary-setting

• The reality of owning your hole as your business

• Raunch, gooning, piss, power dynamics, and the thrill of “gross girl” aesthetics

• Her thoughts on raceplay, porn algorithms, and how clout pressures creators

• The myths of inclusion in leather and fisting spaces—and what real access looks like

• Acrylic nails, shoulder-deep dreams, and the best fuck machines in the game

💬 “You don’t have to ask our pronouns. Just let us in. Give us the space.”

Whether you’re a seasoned kinkster or just fisting-curious, this one’s raw, smart, unfiltered, and absolutely unforgettable.

🔗 Find Lena Vesper online:

🔞 Twitter (X): https://x.com/lena_vesper

🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa

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This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of the realest, rawest, and most resilient legends in the industry—Brian Bonds. From his early days getting fisted in a bathroom before shooting a scene, to directing some of the kinkiest, most beautifully lit fisting content out there, Brian has seen all sides of porn. But today’s conversation goes deeper than any scene he’s ever shot. We talk about the emotional aftermath of long-term sex work, how mental health gets pushed to the side in adult entertainment, and what happens when the industry no longer has space for you. Spoiler: he’s still finding ways to take up space—and do it on his own terms.

Brian opens up about the toll of performing through grief, addiction, and burnout—and the shame spiral that can come from pretending everything’s fine when it’s not. We get into how pirated drug-fueled porn gets rewarded by the algorithm, and how that dark feedback loop can mess with your sense of worth. He shares what led him into outpatient rehab, how he’s approaching sobriety, and why taking three months off everything is a radical act of self-love. We also swap stories about cancellation guilt, awkward fan interactions, and our shared struggle with imposter syndrome.

And yes—we talk about fisting. Brian shares his origin story as a “wrister fister,” his first scene with Derek Parker, and what it means to hold space for performers when he’s behind the camera. Whether you’re a longtime fan or a creator trying to survive this chaotic industry, this one’s for you. It’s messy. It’s honest. And it just might be exactly what you need to hear.

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Follow Brian Bonds:

🔗 X (Twitter): https://x.com/BrianBondsXXX

📸 Instagram: https://instagram.com/Official_BrianBonds

🔞 JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans/BrianBondsXXX

What turns you on when the taboo becomes your truth?

In this unflinching and deeply personal episode, HungerFF welcomes VersAssPunk, a prolapse-loving nullo whose devotion to radical embodiment has no off switch. They talk about the physical challenges of traveling with a prolapse, the erotic thrill of losing control, and the long-term goals of growing bigger, wetter, and bolder—even into old age.

From bathroom logistics to retirement home fantasies, Vers doesn’t hold back. He shares how his competitive streak fuels his desire to keep pushing his body further, and how walking around with a thick, slimy lapse hanging between his cheeks made him feel more turned on—and more himself—than ever.

Part confession, part manifesto, this is Brolapse at its most intense, intimate, and unforgettable.

“You start second-guessing everything—your looks, your choices, your value… all because of a number.”

In this unfiltered episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Apollo Fates—content creator, Club Inferno Dungeon performer, and lowkey goonface icon—for a conversation that hits harder than a double punch. We unpack the reality of being a fisting performer in an oversaturated market, where having a huge hole and a loyal fanbase still isn’t enough to pay the bills.

Apollo opens up about:

• His first introduction to fisting and how it shaped his kink identity

• Growing up gay in a hostile home, and how that delayed his self-expression

• Why he’d ditch social media altogether if it weren’t tied to survival

• The pressure of follower counts and the illusion of online value

• Burnout, bots, and the line between creation and collapse

• His viral goonface and how it became both a brand and a buffer

• The emotional weight of working hard and still feeling invisible

This episode isn’t just about sex. It’s about self-worth, visibility, and the cost of chasing clout in a world that treats bodies like brands. If you’ve ever measured your value by a follower count—or felt invisible despite giving everything—this one’s for you.

🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa

🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)

🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX

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