Episode 43: The Numbers Game with Apollo Fates

“You start second-guessing everything—your looks, your choices, your value… all because of a number.”

In this unfiltered episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Apollo Fates—content creator, Club Inferno Dungeon performer, and lowkey goonface icon—for a conversation that hits harder than a double punch. We unpack the reality of being a fisting performer in an oversaturated market, where having a huge hole and a loyal fanbase still isn’t enough to pay the bills.

Apollo opens up about:

• His first introduction to fisting and how it shaped his kink identity

• Growing up gay in a hostile home, and how that delayed his self-expression

• Why he’d ditch social media altogether if it weren’t tied to survival

• The pressure of follower counts and the illusion of online value

• Burnout, bots, and the line between creation and collapse

• His viral goonface and how it became both a brand and a buffer

• The emotional weight of working hard and still feeling invisible

This episode isn’t just about sex. It’s about self-worth, visibility, and the cost of chasing clout in a world that treats bodies like brands. If you’ve ever measured your value by a follower count—or felt invisible despite giving everything—this one’s for you.

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