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If I Disappear
- A gripping psychological thriller with a jaw-dropping twist
- Narrated by: Kristen Sieh
- Length: 9 hrs and 7 mins
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Publisher's summary
Sera loves true-crime podcasts. The mysteries become an unlikely comfort for her, and then an obsession.
So when Rachel, her favourite podcast host, goes missing from a small rural town in Northern California, Sera decides to act. She heads to the isolated ranch where Rachel disappeared, determined to discover what's happened to her.
But the more Sera digs into this unfamiliar world, the more off things start to feel.
Because Rachel is not the first woman to vanish from the ranch, and she won't be the last....
Rachel did try to warn her.
A chilling and utterly addictive psychological thriller that will hook you from the first word and keep you up all night....
Critic reviews
"A slick, smart thriller you don't want to miss." (Samantha Downing)
"Must read." (New York Post)
"With the immersive creepy-craziness of Gillian Flynn's Sharp Objects." (Publisher's Weekly)
"An ending you won't see coming." (Louise O'Neill, author of After the Silence)
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