Dark Addiction

Anthony Bourdain didn’t just eat his way across the world—he narrated it, dissected it, and ultimately got devoured by it. Anthony Bourdain: A Guy Who Should Be Dead is an unflinching portrait of the man behind the myth: heroin addict, father, chef, celebrity, and loner. With a sardonic tone that echoes Hemingway and a scalpel-sharp narrative, this book strips away the glossy TV persona and reveals the fractured, compelling human beneath. From his suburban New Jersey childhood and the drug-fueled chaos of New York’s culinary underbelly, to the accidental explosion of Kitchen ...

There is no light without the dark At the end of the day, when the day is spent, there is only one thing to do: think. You know there's a problem. You know there's a very real, very likely, disaster ahead. But you ignore it. Or someone ignores it. Or, perhaps, you feel that nobody cares. Whatever the reason, hope is slim. Life is tough and drugs are tougher. But don't give in. There is a light amid the dark, and I will show it. Let me help you. Personally, let me guide you from a place I knew too well. Hopefully, to a place you'll embrace as well. What do you have to lose? Depression, Drugs...

As seen on Yahoo.com NEWS! Born in New Mexico to an abusive and promiscuous mother, Robert grew up in a world no child should ever face. His mother’s violent tirades and the endless parade of men through their home shattered his sense of safety, stealing his childhood and plunging him into chaos. Yet, amid the darkness, he found brief refuge in the care of his grandmother and aunt. In Asleep, Robert pulls back the curtain on his painful past, inviting you into the heartbreak, confusion, and haunting realities of his youth. He shares not only the horrors he endured, but also the desperate ...

Warren Zevon was one of rock’s most literate and uncompromising voices, a songwriter who fused gallows humor with haunting melodies and turned his own contradictions into unforgettable songs. Warren Zevon: Rock’s Dark Humorist traces the complete arc of his life and career, from his Chicago childhood through his rise in Los Angeles, his years of struggle, his landmark albums, and his unflinching final performances recorded under the shadow of terminal illness. This definitive biography presents a documentary-grade portrait of a man who lived in chaos, created brilliance, and left a ...

Keith Moon wasn’t just The Who’s drummer—he was their chaos engine, their comic relief, and their most volatile liability. Known for explosive performances and even more explosive offstage antics, Moon’s life was a whirlwind of fame, destruction, brilliance, and heartbreak. Keith Moon: The Last 24 Hours is an unflinching rock and roll biography that reconstructs the final day of this iconic musician's life, diving deep into the real events that led to his tragic death on September 7, 1978, at the age of 32. This book provides a blow-by-blow account of Moon’s last hours, based ...

Born in Manchester in 1977, Anthony Kavanagh's rise to fame was stratospheric, scoring a record deal at the age of just eighteen and winning the much-coveted Smash Hits Male Artist of the Year Award in 1997, all the while achieving top ten hits, appearing on countless magazine covers, performing on Top of the Pops and gigging alongside the Spice Girls. The stuff that dreams are made of. But Anthony - or Kavana as he came to be known - was also trying to keep his sexuality a secret while navigating his way through an industry where image was everything.

From the best-selling author of the Sandman Slim series, a lush, dark, stand-alone fantasy built off the insurgent tradition of China Mieville and M. John Harrison - a subversive tale that immerses us in a world where the extremes of bleakness and beauty exist together in dangerous harmony in a city on the edge of civility and chaos. The Great War is over. The city of Lower Proszawa celebrates the peace with a decadence and carefree spirit as intense as the war’s horrifying despair.

Adult children of sex addicts (ACSAs) struggle with their sexuality and longings for love. ACSAs have not had their stories told in any significant way in the recovery literature. Intergenerational trauma is transmitted through the legacy of carried sexual shame—the burden of which is not theirs. A Light in the Dark offers hope for unburdening ACSAs by sharing the experiences of others, as well as examining the characteristics, roles and recovery that point toward the freedom and joy they rightfully deserve.

For those who’ve seen the bottom—and those brave enough to look. Dark is the Night is a disturbing portrait of low-life existence—raw, unflinching, and unforgettable. Written partly in the language and mores of its time, author Luis Blasini rises above mere reflection to deliver something deeper: a brutal, at times darkly hilarious, excavation of the human soul at its most broken. There’s little hope or love here. What you’ll find instead are junkies, hustlers, prostitutes, perverts, and thieves scraping through back alleys and burned-out rooms—etched in hard-boiled prose and ...

He’s cruel, relentless, and living down the hall. Now he knows her secret and he’s not letting go. Tessa I had one plan. Stay invisible, count the days, and keep my body’s humiliating condition under wraps. But Riven makes that impossible. He’s the school’s bad boy, my new stepbrother, and the bully who never misses a chance to watch me unravel. His taunts cut deep, but it’s his eyes that see too much. He found out what I leak, and instead of being disgusted, he’s obsessed. Now every glance, every brush of contact, turns crueler, sharper, and more addictive. I hate him. I ...

Astra never chose the quiet—the world chose it for her. Every favor has a price, and this one comes wrapped in chains of loyalty and dependence. Now the silence she never wanted threatens to become the only thing that’s truly hers… and the loudest screams are the ones no one can hear. A glimpse into Book Two of The Twisted Trilogy—where voices vanish, choices blur, and survival speaks in whispers.

In a near future where adulthood has lost its magic, a revolutionary program offers a tempting escape: relive your childhood in perfect simulation. Memories are smoothed, fears erased, and every birthday, hug, and summer afternoon can be experienced again—with the promise of staying as long as you like. For most, it’s harmless nostalgia. But when Jonah, a burned-out office worker, signs up for Childhood 2.0, he finds himself sinking deeper into the illusion. Each return trip erases more of his present self, until he no longer remembers which life is real. When Jonah tries to leave, the ...

I Can’t Get Enough… But What Happens When Desire Becomes an Obsession? Hi, I’m Amber, and I’m a nymphomaniac. No, that’s not just a fun way of saying I love sex—it means the craving never stops. No matter how many steamy encounters, risky rendezvous, or late-night cam sessions, the itch is never satisfied. ✔ Hooking up with strangers online? Been there. ✔ A little extra-curricular fun at work? Done that. ✔ Crossing the line with the hot neighbor next door? Oh yeah. But when my desires spiral out of control, I find myself in rehab, forced to confront the truth: Is my hunger...

It started innocently enough. Beautiful Harper gave Sean those eyes...those eyes that meant, yes, take me. But Harper didn’t know Sean’s secrets.... She didn’t know that he liked it rough. More than rough. He liked to dominate. To punish. To degrade. It was the only way that the black hole in his soul wouldn’t swallow him up.

Ray Dennis Does The Secret: A Simple Law of Attraction Story By Gary Troia "What happens when a man chasing miracles forgets the weight of reality?" Ray Dennis, an alcoholic English bricklayer, finds his life spiraling into chaos after being deported from the United States on a drug charge. Lost, bitter, and desperate to reinvent himself, Ray stumbles upon The Secret—a bestselling self-help book promising transformation through the Law of Attraction. Seduced by its message, he begins to believe that thoughts alone can reshape his fate.But as Ray dives deeper into the world of ...

A new wellness app promised to silence her demons. Instead, it let her hear someone else’s. Now, the thoughts of a captive woman are screaming in her head, and a killer knows she’s listening. For recovering addict Allison, sobriety is a fragile, quiet hell. She craves the sharp, artificial focus of her past and would do anything to feel in control again. When she discovers Beta Sync—a leaked neuro-tech app that promises mental clarity—it feels like a miracle. But the "clarity" is something else entirely: the unfiltered consciousness of everyone around her. It's an intoxicating new ...

Chasing the Eight Bar Rest isn’t a celebration—it’s a confession. It’s the sound of a sideman remembering the years he spent chasing two things: the perfect solo and the next fix. Set during the raw, unruly zenith of American jazz, this memoir takes you inside the rehearsal rooms, flophouses, emergency rooms, and after-hours clubs that defined a generation of players who burned fast and lived between sets, nodding off while the world clapped. This is the real jazz age—not the cleaned-up version. This is Bird strung out backstage. This is a trumpet wrapped in pawn tickets. This is ...

My childhood sweetheart is now my sworn enemy. I either resist the billionaire next door… or surrender everything. I should hate Theo Roberts. But his smoldering eyes make me melt. His touch sets my body on fire. Those hands… No! Focus, Mia. I inherited my grandmother’s beach house, and I’m not selling. Theo may have built an empire next door, but this place is my heart. And the cocky billionaire isn’t playing fair. We clash, we fight—every argument ending with me pinned against the wall, craving more. He’s ruthless, relentless, and utterly irresistible. I should walk away. ...

From Jas Hammonds, award-winning author of We Deserve Monuments, comes a gripping read about a girl willing to risk it all for the chance to join an underground sorority with her wealthy best friends—perfect for fans of Euphoria and Girl in Pieces. It’s the summer before college and...

In Jordan Castro’s inventive, funny, and surprisingly tender first novel, we follow a young man over the course of a single morning as he tries and fails to write an autobiographical novel, finding himself instead drawn into the infinite spaces of Twitter, quotidian rituals, and his own mind. The Novelist: A Novel pays tribute to Nicholson Baker’s The Mezzanine and Thomas Bernhard’s Woodcutters, but in the end is a wholly original novel about language and consciousness, the internet and social media, and addiction and recovery.