Dark Addiction

There is no light without the dark At the end of the day, when the day is spent, there is only one thing to do: think. You know there's a problem. You know there's a very real, very likely, disaster ahead. But you ignore it. Or someone ignores it. Or, perhaps, you feel that nobody cares. Whatever the reason, hope is slim. Life is tough and drugs are tougher. But don't give in. There is a light amid the dark, and I will show it. Let me help you. Personally, let me guide you from a place I knew too well. Hopefully, to a place you'll embrace as well. What do you have to lose? Depression, Drugs...

Anthony Bourdain didn’t just eat his way across the world—he narrated it, dissected it, and ultimately got devoured by it. Anthony Bourdain: A Guy Who Should Be Dead is an unflinching portrait of the man behind the myth: heroin addict, father, chef, celebrity, and loner. With a sardonic tone that echoes Hemingway and a scalpel-sharp narrative, this book strips away the glossy TV persona and reveals the fractured, compelling human beneath. From his suburban New Jersey childhood and the drug-fueled chaos of New York’s culinary underbelly, to the accidental explosion of Kitchen ...

As seen on Yahoo.com NEWS! Born in New Mexico to an abusive and promiscuous mother, Robert grew up in a world no child should ever face. His mother’s violent tirades and the endless parade of men through their home shattered his sense of safety, stealing his childhood and plunging him into chaos. Yet, amid the darkness, he found brief refuge in the care of his grandmother and aunt. In Asleep, Robert pulls back the curtain on his painful past, inviting you into the heartbreak, confusion, and haunting realities of his youth. He shares not only the horrors he endured, but also the desperate ...

Keith Moon wasn’t just The Who’s drummer—he was their chaos engine, their comic relief, and their most volatile liability. Known for explosive performances and even more explosive offstage antics, Moon’s life was a whirlwind of fame, destruction, brilliance, and heartbreak. Keith Moon: The Last 24 Hours is an unflinching rock and roll biography that reconstructs the final day of this iconic musician's life, diving deep into the real events that led to his tragic death on September 7, 1978, at the age of 32. This book provides a blow-by-blow account of Moon’s last hours, based ...

Ray Dennis Does The Secret: A Simple Law of Attraction Story By Gary Troia "What happens when a man chasing miracles forgets the weight of reality?" Ray Dennis, an alcoholic English bricklayer, finds his life spiraling into chaos after being deported from the United States on a drug charge. Lost, bitter, and desperate to reinvent himself, Ray stumbles upon The Secret—a bestselling self-help book promising transformation through the Law of Attraction. Seduced by its message, he begins to believe that thoughts alone can reshape his fate.But as Ray dives deeper into the world of ...

For those who’ve seen the bottom—and those brave enough to look. Dark is the Night is a disturbing portrait of low-life existence—raw, unflinching, and unforgettable. Written partly in the language and mores of its time, author Luis Blasini rises above mere reflection to deliver something deeper: a brutal, at times darkly hilarious, excavation of the human soul at its most broken. There’s little hope or love here. What you’ll find instead are junkies, hustlers, prostitutes, perverts, and thieves scraping through back alleys and burned-out rooms—etched in hard-boiled prose and ...

I Can’t Get Enough… But What Happens When Desire Becomes an Obsession? Hi, I’m Amber, and I’m a nymphomaniac. No, that’s not just a fun way of saying I love sex—it means the craving never stops. No matter how many steamy encounters, risky rendezvous, or late-night cam sessions, the itch is never satisfied. ✔ Hooking up with strangers online? Been there. ✔ A little extra-curricular fun at work? Done that. ✔ Crossing the line with the hot neighbor next door? Oh yeah. But when my desires spiral out of control, I find myself in rehab, forced to confront the truth: Is my hunger...

Ten years ago, Lisa was a popular young writer and internet personality, famous for her party-girl memoir SLUT. Now, she's sober, straight, honest, and bored. But one night her boyfriend's infidelity throws her boring life off the rails. And she meets a young man who shares her interest in the finer things in life: sex, drugs, and revenge. But there are bad boys ... and there are evil boys. And this one is not just bad, but dangerous, a sociopathic stalker with a history of abusing, blackmailing, manipulating, and assaulting women. As she's drawn into his terrifying game, Lisa finds that ...

Warren Zevon was one of rock’s most literate and uncompromising voices, a songwriter who fused gallows humor with haunting melodies and turned his own contradictions into unforgettable songs. Warren Zevon: Rock’s Dark Humorist traces the complete arc of his life and career, from his Chicago childhood through his rise in Los Angeles, his years of struggle, his landmark albums, and his unflinching final performances recorded under the shadow of terminal illness. This definitive biography presents a documentary-grade portrait of a man who lived in chaos, created brilliance, and left a ...

From the best-selling author of the Sandman Slim series, a lush, dark, stand-alone fantasy built off the insurgent tradition of China Mieville and M. John Harrison - a subversive tale that immerses us in a world where the extremes of bleakness and beauty exist together in dangerous harmony in a city on the edge of civility and chaos. The Great War is over. The city of Lower Proszawa celebrates the peace with a decadence and carefree spirit as intense as the war’s horrifying despair.

Born in Manchester in 1977, Anthony Kavanagh's rise to fame was stratospheric, scoring a record deal at the age of just eighteen and winning the much-coveted Smash Hits Male Artist of the Year Award in 1997, all the while achieving top ten hits, appearing on countless magazine covers, performing on Top of the Pops and gigging alongside the Spice Girls. The stuff that dreams are made of. But Anthony - or Kavana as he came to be known - was also trying to keep his sexuality a secret while navigating his way through an industry where image was everything.

Adult children of sex addicts (ACSAs) struggle with their sexuality and longings for love. ACSAs have not had their stories told in any significant way in the recovery literature. Intergenerational trauma is transmitted through the legacy of carried sexual shame—the burden of which is not theirs. A Light in the Dark offers hope for unburdening ACSAs by sharing the experiences of others, as well as examining the characteristics, roles and recovery that point toward the freedom and joy they rightfully deserve.

Abandoning a recession-plagued America for the easy money of Southeast Asia's lucrative but highly illegal investment scam industry, Don Rouse must navigate through a sordid world of drug addicts, deviants, prostitutes and professional con men in order to achieve his lifelong dream of making it big. But his world is suddenly turned upside down when the police show up and his boss goes missing. After a chance meeting with the alluring but enigmatic Jessica, Don is plunged into a high stakes mystery that could very well put an end to his criminal career and perhaps even his life. From the ...

My childhood sweetheart is now my sworn enemy. I either resist the billionaire next door… or surrender everything. I should hate Theo Roberts. But his smoldering eyes make me melt. His touch sets my body on fire. Those hands… No! Focus, Mia. I inherited my grandmother’s beach house, and I’m not selling. Theo may have built an empire next door, but this place is my heart. And the cocky billionaire isn’t playing fair. We clash, we fight—every argument ending with me pinned against the wall, craving more. He’s ruthless, relentless, and utterly irresistible. I should walk away. ...

It started innocently enough. Beautiful Harper gave Sean those eyes...those eyes that meant, yes, take me. But Harper didn’t know Sean’s secrets.... She didn’t know that he liked it rough. More than rough. He liked to dominate. To punish. To degrade. It was the only way that the black hole in his soul wouldn’t swallow him up.

My name is Rani. I have the voice of an angel. And the heart of a thief. I sing. I steal. I seduce. It’s all the same to me. Stealing is easy with pheromones that render your victim powerless. That’s my skillset. No apologies here, especially since I only prey upon heartless criminals and give to the needy. The way I see it, the rich scumbags have enough to spare. But now I’ve got to steal something else. CAIRN wants me to do a job for them, to catch a vicious drug dealer, Kastor Oleander, the worst scumbag of them all. They give me little choice. But they also give me a bodyguard. ...

Years after a near-fatal car accident almost destroyed his career, Erik Patko has finally returned to the Broadway stage, starring alongside his famous parents Lord Justyn and Lady Rebecca in a revival of the classic musical Opera Ghost. Even his girlfriend Priscilla joins the chorus after her college graduation, but instead of soaking up the accolades, Erik is tormented by his leading lady and growing more and more dependent on opiates to manage his anxiety and depression. When a masked vigilante fighting hate crimes in the Theatre District enacts vengeance on his tormentors, Erik fears ...

Chasing the Eight Bar Rest isn’t a celebration—it’s a confession. It’s the sound of a sideman remembering the years he spent chasing two things: the perfect solo and the next fix. Set during the raw, unruly zenith of American jazz, this memoir takes you inside the rehearsal rooms, flophouses, emergency rooms, and after-hours clubs that defined a generation of players who burned fast and lived between sets, nodding off while the world clapped. This is the real jazz age—not the cleaned-up version. This is Bird strung out backstage. This is a trumpet wrapped in pawn tickets. This is ...

In Jordan Castro’s inventive, funny, and surprisingly tender first novel, we follow a young man over the course of a single morning as he tries and fails to write an autobiographical novel, finding himself instead drawn into the infinite spaces of Twitter, quotidian rituals, and his own mind. The Novelist: A Novel pays tribute to Nicholson Baker’s The Mezzanine and Thomas Bernhard’s Woodcutters, but in the end is a wholly original novel about language and consciousness, the internet and social media, and addiction and recovery.

Welcome to the troubled world of Sellevision, America's premier retail broadcasting network. When Max Andrews, the much-loved and handsome (lonely and gay) host of "Slumber Sunday Sundown" accidentally exposes himself in front of twenty million kids and their parents during a "Toys for Tots" segment, Sellevision faces its first big scandal. As Max fails to find a job in television, another host, the popular and perky Peggy Jean Smythe is receiving sinister emails about her appearance from a stalker.