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The case was closed, but for journalist Nancy Rommelmann, the mystery remained: What made a mother want to murder her own children?

On May 23, 2009, Amanda Stott-Smith drove to the middle of the Sellwood Bridge in Portland, Oregon, and dropped her two children into the Willamette River. Forty minutes later, rescuers found the body of four-year-old Eldon. Miraculously, his seven-year-old sister, Trinity, was saved. As the public cried out for blood, Amanda was arrested, convicted, and sentenced to thirty-five years in prison.

Embarking on a seven-year quest for the truth, Rommelmann traced the roots of Amanda’s fury and desperation through thousands of pages of records, withheld documents, meetings with lawyers and convicts, and interviews with friends and family who felt shocked, confused, and emotionally swindled by a woman whose entire life was now defined by an unspeakable crime. At the heart of that crime: a tempestuous marriage, a family on the fast track to self-destruction, and a myriad of secrets and lies as dark and turbulent as the Willamette River.

Excerpt from Day Out of Days: Stories, by Sam Shepard, © 2010 by Sam Shepard. Used by permission of Alfred A. Knopf, an imprint of the Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group, a division of Penguin Random House LLC. All rights reserved. Excerpt from Netherland: A Novel, by Joseph O’Neill, © 2008 by Joseph O’Neill. Used by permission of Alfred A. Knopf, an imprint of the Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group, a division of Penguin Random House LLC. All rights reserved. Excerpt from Iphigenia in Forest Hills, by Janet Malcolm, © 2011 by Janet Malcolm. Used by permission of Yale University Press. Excerpt from Down City, by Leah Carroll, © 2017 by Leah Carroll. Used by permission of Hachette Book Group USA.

©2018 Nancy Rommelmann (P)2018 Brilliance Publishing, Inc., all rights reserved.

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  • 07-07-18

Difficult subject matter; not a fan of the writing style nor narration

This book was very well researched. It’s clear the author put her heart and soul into it, over many years.

The subject matter is difficult, period.

I didn’t like the book for a few reasons. First, it excessively & unnecessarily jumps back and forth in time and across characters. Second, the author inserts too much of her opinion & value judgments throughout, which, in my mind, detracts from her storytelling.

It took me about an hour to get used to the narrator (the author). She had an uneven speaking style, often rushing through parts of the sentence. While I usually prefer the author as the narrator, in this case it detracts from her writing.

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  • Anna
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  • 07-26-18

Disappointed

I tried to listen for an hour but the narration was in a monotone voice and I couldn't listen anymore.

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Unfathomable

It is hard to see and understand the signs when they are right in front of you. This story is so sad and I hate that it is true, how the acts of just two people can cause such upheaval in so many more.

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An unexpected perspective

When I hear that a parent has killed their child my first thought is to give them the death sentence, because I feel there is no excuse that would otherwise warrant a lesser punishment. “To the Bridge” was written in such a way that it didn’t give me the perspective of the mother, the children, the father, or anyone left damaged by such a horrible act. I felt anger, compassion, empathy, and confusion when hearing the events before and after the murder and attempted murder of the children. It made me think about the society we live in, the justice system we have in place, and the system structured to protect children and step in to be a safe haven for families suffering. I even questioned the way we look at and step in for people who are suffering from a mental illness.

Beautifully written, I was engaged immediately!

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Just an elongated newspaper article

I appreciate the author’s attempts to understand the circumstances behind this tragedy? But the book got extremely repetitive, and didn’t really shed any revelatory light on the perpetrator or her crimes. Just a heartbreaking portrayal of the kids. It was also organized poorly, frequently skipping around timelines and going off on tangents that seemed more designed to fill up space than shed light.

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just okay

books like this and the one on Maura Murray where purple completely involved in the case don't want to talk to the author so they could together a story using court records and people on the fringe are hollow. you don't learn very much at all and the authors constant connecting of the family and Amanda herself I found distasteful, boorish, and gross. this book is just okay. adequately written, good pacing, good narration, but it could've been a half hour special or a 20/20 episode and done the same thing.

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Great book, but don’t like the narrating.

I am really enjoying the book and the story. It’s clear she’s done her research and I have a hard time stopping when I have to get out of my car. But the narrating is weird. She has awkward pauses that just don’t make sense and off timing when she speaks. It’s taken a while to get used to that, I find it hard to focus on the book because I’m focusing on the odd pacing and pauses. But overall a great book - and very sad story.

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Chilling

I've never read a more well written , unbiased book about unthinkable horrors. Great read.

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Story interesting, narrator irritating

I almost returned this one due to the narrator. She reads with commas instead of spaces between words, periods instead of commas in sentences and ellipses instead of periods at the end of sentences. Her tone has no variation. Speed it up and put some feeling into it. My mind kept wandering because it was three steps ahead of her the whole time.

The story was interesting, although it did go down some bunny trails at some points, or that could have been my mind wandering off. The paper book version would probably be a good read.

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Totally awesome book. I join the ranks of people who don't understand the mothers actions.



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