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Publisher's Summary

Husband, father, drag queen, sex worker, wife. You've got to hear Sandra's incredible story.

Sarah Krasnostein's The Trauma Cleaner is a love letter to an extraordinary ordinary life. In Sandra Pankhurst she discovered a woman capable of taking a lifetime of hostility and transphobic abuse and using it to care for some of society's most in-need people. Audible's editors fell in love with Sandra because of her warmth, humour and grace, and we think you will, too. Here’s what we thought of The Trauma Cleaner:

"As an acquiring editor at Audible, I read a huge number of books but this one completely stopped me in my tracks. This is one of the most 'human' books I’ve ever read, with Sandra’s deep emotional empathy told with warmth and humour. Really though, it's incredibly hard to describe this book because it's truly original – you just have to listen to it!" - Harriet, Audible Editor

"Sarah's memoir of Sandra's extraordinary life is one of the most heartfelt, deeply moving and fundamentally human stories I've listened to in a long time. Much like Brian Reed did for John B McLemore in his remarkable S-Town, Sarah paints an incredibly intimate portrait of a woman whose empathy and will to survive shines through with incredible potency. Rarely have I come across a non-fiction story told with such poetic attention to detail." - Tom, Audible Editor

About the book

Sandra Pankhurst founded her trauma cleaning business to help people whose emotional scars are written on their houses. From the forgotten flat of a drug addict to the infested home of a hoarder, Sandra enters properties and lives at the same time. But few of the people she looks after know anything of the complexity of Sandra's own life. Raised in an uncaring home, Sandra's miraculous gift for warmth and humour in the face of unspeakable personal tragedy mark her out as a one-off and make this biography unmissable.

This is a truly unique book, taking the humanity of S-Town, the beauty of H Is for Hawk and the sensitivity of When Breath Becomes Air to create something of startling originality. Sarah gives listeners a window into a life in a way only unforgettable pieces of writing can.

Due to the nature of some of Sandra's life experiences there are parts of the book which some listeners may find upsetting.

About the author

Sarah Krasnostein is a writer and a lawyer with a doctorate in criminal law. A fourth generation American and a third generation Australian, she has lived and worked in both countries. She lives in Melbourne and spends part of the year working in New York City. The Trauma Cleaner (Text Publishing / St Martin's Press) is her first book.

©2017 Sarah Krasnostein (P)2018 Audible, Ltd

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Interesting listening

A really interesting listen. Sandra’s story is beautifully written. Shame that the reader has a cold for some sections...I found it quite distracting!

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  • Mrs. Lisa J. Goldblatt
  • 04-02-18

A Fascinating Read

This is such a heartfelt and at the same time shocking story. I could not stop listening to it and am now going for round 2. I cannot recommend it highly enough.

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  • Bee
  • 03-31-18

Fascinating

If, like me you are interested in weird and wonderful human behaviour and what makes us do what we do, you'll love this book. I was sorry when it finished.

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  • Zozi
  • 05-16-18

Not as expected

Not enough trauma
cleaning.... more of a biography - should be called the life of Sandra Pankhurst

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  • Tamagochi
  • 05-16-18

Great promise underdelivered

This book has a great promise - biography of a transgendered person, employed in an exotic industry, located in Australia. Just think of of all the unique experience and insights she must have had throughout her life and could share with the reader. While we do get sizeable bits of this and that, the pieces never seem to connect into complete picture and I was left rather disappointed with the story.

There are several noticeable problems with it. One is stated right away: Sandra is unreliable narrator. Her memory is full of holes, incomplete fragments and some of her recollections can be pure fiction. It has probably been partly mitigated by documents and interviews with other people, but I could not shake the feeling that parts came straight from author's own imagination. Like the scene when Sandra asked for permission to marry her future wife, told with excruciating emotional details yet a minute later admitted probably had never happened.

Another letdown was author's obvious infatuation with the subject of this book. We're told again and again how she adores Sandra and everything she does. Thus we get a very idealized version of a person. The reader is never presented with alternate points of view: of Sandra's children, co-workers and friends for example. Even more annoyingly, author is very keen on justifying all of Sandra's actions and denies her personal responsibility. This made me cringe at times.

A final note is on the narrator. Her voice was too timid, constantly on the verge of bursting into tears and did not reflect Sandra's bold personality well. Some chapters were overly dramatized and were rather distracting. Overall I did not feel a connection with the characters.

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  • AS
  • 04-19-18

An exquisit lesson in humanity

If you could sum up The Trauma Cleaner in three words, what would they be?

exquisite, touching, human

What was one of the most memorable moments of The Trauma Cleaner?

The Trauma Cleaner s a story of an extraordinary woman and her extraordinary journey through life. A lesson of perseverance and fight for identity and self-worth. A story of being lost and finding yourself through toughest of times. A real lesson in humanity though by the strangest of characters that there could be.

What about Rachael Tidd’s performance did you like?

The performance is deeply moving and artistic contributing to the narration.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 08-31-18

Trauma clearer my job 1000%%

I' AM HOME without my identity....this is perfect..BOOK C
BOOK of the government RATS XZ

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  • Mr N H Charlton
  • 08-22-18

A very moving look at a hard life

I will recommend this to others because it has been a while since a story made me so angry, that people can be so horrible to each other.

And that Sandra is such a shining example of the human mind.

The narrator had a nasally voice which I wasn’t keen on.

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  • Carolyn Singer
  • 08-16-18

Incredible Story

Thoroughly enjoyed this dramatic, enthralling and diverse book.

Yhe narrator, too, was excellent. Loved the Australian history.

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  • Masonia
  • 08-15-18

Engaging book

I wasn't sure I would like this story, since the topic seemed a little dark, but I have to say I couldn't stop listening to it once I got started. Sandra has overcome so much and must be an amazingly strong woman to have gotten where she is today. A fascinating and uplifting story.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 08-09-18

Sensitive, fascinating, heartwarming & compelling

The Trauma Cleaner is one of those books where you instantly strike up a connection in some way to the protagonist. I was utterly absorbed in this book and couldn't stop listening. It shares insight into some pockets of human life where people simpley wouldn't think to look, and highlights, for me, how rich the tapestry of interpersonal relationships is and how even the smallest encounter with someone could possibly and inextricably change a life forever. It emphasises, in equal measure, the terrible lows and blistering highs that only humanity can provide and that humility can come from some of the places you least expect it to. I was changed after reading this book and I hope that it helps people open their hearts and minds a bit more to each other.

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  • Stephanie
  • 04-23-18

Heartbreaking from every view. A lesson in empathy

If you could sum up The Trauma Cleaner in three words, what would they be?

upsetting. beautifully told

What other book might you compare The Trauma Cleaner to, and why?

Not sure. Im not a big reader. just getting back into it now.

Which scene did you most enjoy?

Every scene in a new clients home

If you made a film of this book, what would be the tag line be?

A lesson in empathy

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  • Creatingorder
  • 04-11-18

Fascinating story

A fascinating story, written sensitively and evocative imagery, and narrated well so that each voice is immediately recognisable.

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  • Philip
  • 04-19-18

A brilliant narrative masterly voiced

This is Sarah's Krasnostein’s amazing recounting of another's life and life experiences. What beautifully crafted writing. What a painful, sometimes horrifying, yet ultimately redemptive narrative.
At a point, close to the book's end, at which Sarah injects herself into the story—as she does, unobtrusively, at a few points—what she recounts resonates with me; as a father of a young woman who daily deals with her own demons, and as a person who lives with a low buzz of masked anxiety and has done for decades. Yet it is not this individual resonance that makes me absolutely love this book; it is that Sandra's story—Krasnostein's narrative—takes in such a sweep of Australian social history focussed through the lens of one person, achieving the remarkable in talking directly to many about how things have changed and how they could change some more. And then there are the tiny focused seconds that tell the story of forever.
Reading The Trauma Cleaner will reveal readers to themselves as much as revealing Sandra Pankhurst and Sarah Krasnostein and the numbers of other brilliantly drawn characters. I tead The Trauma Cleaner as an audiobook—it came up as a recommendation in Audible, which I use so as to keep up my reading and not to waste time—ironically—listening to the blather of talkback or the repetitive drone of newsradio, while driving. Rachael Tidd's voicing is simply par excellence—she takes the author's capture of the inimitable Australian vernacular, peppered as it often is with expletives and antipodean aphorisms, and truly brings it alive; the voicing of each of the characters, the redoubtable Pankhurst most particularly, shows a remarkable ear for casting voice talent and capacity for performance.
Before there was binge watching and binge listening, there were books that were unputdownable; this is one of them. It shows us that good writing and the book ain't dead yet. I continually shuffle and reshuffle my top 10 books—The Trauma Cleaner has immediately elected itself to that exclusive pantheon and it won't be dropping out. Read it; you must read it.
A little quote that I like: "What's the difference between a private library and a book hoarder?" wonders Sarah's father. Sarah and he muse on this for a second and then simultaneously posit "Faeces". I leave you with that tantalising tit bit.

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  • tarah doyle
  • 05-30-18

not what I expected

I thought this book was going to bed about trauma cleaning but it was more about the woman behind the business. Such an inspirational story.

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  • Suzan
  • 04-17-18

The Trauma Cleaner

Sarah brought back the memories of Sandra’s indomitable spirit and gritty humour back in floods, I cried and empathised with little boy on the outside looking in his family, chuckle d with memories of 70s clubs where I worked on upper and lower esplanade, and of course working as a trauma cleaner with the hardest taskmaster and trainer who drilled into me ‘Excellence Is No Accident ‘ a training that was to change my life more than I could have possible known then . Unique style of writing that brought Sandra to life with each chapter .

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  • Sandra Stone
  • 07-18-18

Very disappointing.

I bought this audiobook thinking it would tell the story of forensic cleaning and the many different lives these people discover in the course of their work. Strong language and the narrative focuses on the relationship between the owner of the business and their staff makes for labored reading. A disappointment.

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  • Katherine
  • 07-13-18

Disappointing

I thought this would be a very interesting story but unfortunately, the whole tone of the book was sycophantic admiration of the protagonist. It was sometimes cringe-worthy in the misplaced adoration.

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  • Giulia
  • 07-05-18

I don't know why this grated on me

I'm not sure if it was the writing style or the delivery that I struggled with but something about this was very off-putting for me. The story itself is very interesting but I did not enjoy the way it was told

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  • Bert
  • 05-31-18

Not what I thought it was about.

Struggled to finish. I got this book based on editor's pick and thought it was more forensic, crime scene based but it's actually the life story of a transgender.

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  • Yvonne
  • 05-28-18

Fantastic Read

Amazing life! So well written and narrated beautifully. I only wished it was a few chapters longer.

1 of 1 people found this review helpful