Hey everyone...

This episode is a stream of consciousness check in following my 36th birthday.

I talk about the moving goalpost that makes it feel like I never arrive. How I'm living inside the dream I had 15 years ago but it doesn't feel the way I thought it would. Learning to turn off my threat detector and find peace here and now. Accessing flow states vs. ego states. The guilt I feel for being happy in today's world. The kind of environment I want to raise my daughter in. And what A Course in Miracles says about war.

If you want to read my diary, this might be my rawest entry yet.

Hope you enjoy it.

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You don’t want a situationship.

You’ve told yourself that… more than once.

And yet somehow, you keep finding yourself in something undefined… hoping it becomes more, trying not to push too hard, wondering where you stand.

It feels confusing. Frustrating. Maybe even a little unfair.

But what if this pattern isn’t happening for the reasons you think it is?

In this episode, we’re going to look at what’s really underneath it… and the one shift that changes everything.

Let’s dive in.