Shane's Diary Entry #8: Why love doesn't satisfy us and no amount of achievement is ever enough

Hey everyone...

This episode is a stream of consciousness check in following my 36th birthday.

I talk about the moving goalpost that makes it feel like I never arrive. How I'm living inside the dream I had 15 years ago but it doesn't feel the way I thought it would. Learning to turn off my threat detector and find peace here and now. Accessing flow states vs. ego states. The guilt I feel for being happy in today's world. The kind of environment I want to raise my daughter in. And what A Course in Miracles says about war.

If you want to read my diary, this might be my rawest entry yet.

Hope you enjoy it.