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Doris Rego
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A moving, thought-provoking tale of history, heartache, and healing....
Living in the foothills of North Carolina, Laura Carter has it all: A nice home, wonderful adoptive parents, two lovely teenage daughters, and a to-die-for handsome husband.
As they celebrate freedom on the Fourth of July, she's certain that nothing could ever shatter her perfect American life.
Suddenly, an unexpected letter from her great-grandmother brings Laura face-to-face with her birth family and secrets surface about her African heritage that threaten to destroy her family.
Lurking in the shadows is a small group called the brethren. The brethren's dirty deeds are meant to preserve the purity of race in a South that still wears old patches of hate.
Will they succeed in chopping down Laura's family tree, or will the newest branches have a better chance at peace and acceptance in a more open-minded South?
The Color of My Heart weaves the tragedy of slavery and hate into a beautiful tale reminding listeners of God's never-ending love and forgiveness.
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- Lynn
- 09-20-20
Must read!
A good story I had a hard time putting it down, well written. Good work!
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