Tell Me Everything You Don't Remember

The Stroke That Changed My Life

De: Christine Hyung-Oak Lee

Narrado por: Emily Woo Zeller

A memoir of reinvention after a stroke at 33, based on the author's viral Buzzfeed essay.

Christine Hyung-Oak Lee woke up with a headache on New Year's Eve 2006. By that afternoon she saw the world - quite literally - upside down. By New Year's Day, she was unable to form a coherent sentence. And after hours in the ER, days in the hospital, and multiple questions and tests, she learned that she had had a stroke.

For months Lee outsourced her memories to her notebook. It is from these memories that she has constructed this frank and compelling memoir. In a precise and captivating narrative, Lee navigates fearlessly between chronologies, weaving her childhood humiliations and joys together with the story of the early days of her marriage and then later, in painstaking, painful, and unflinching detail, her stroke and every upset, temporary or permanent, that it causes.

Lee processes her stroke and illuminates the connection between memory and identity in an honest, meditative, and truly funny manner, utterly devoid of self-pity. And as she recovers, she begins to realize that this unexpected and devastating event provides a catalyst for coming to terms with her true self.

©2017 Christine Hyung-Oak Lee (P)2017 HarperCollins Publishers

Powerful!

This book is powerful. From the first sentence, Christine takes you through her journey as a young woman with a stroke who - in the beginning - didn't know she'd had one. She powerfully weaves details of her childhood in with her stages of recovery. She describes complicated neurological terms in ways laypeople will understand, and it's anything but dry. She's still a work in progress, and she acknowledges that, but she's done a lot of living and loving and recovery in the eight years between her stroke and her autobiography.
Emily Woo Zeller is a powerful, emotive narrator for this book, and is quickly becoming one of my favorites.
If you're at all interested in the science and emotion behind stroke, recovery, and life in general, pick up this book! Well worth your time and credit.

Interesting but repetitive; melodramatic reading

What do you think the narrator could have done better?

I think that some of the emotion could have been turned down a bit. I understand that this was a fraught time and situation, but there were times the emotional swings distracted from the content.

What else would you have wanted to know about Christine Hyung-Oak Lee’s life?

I think I would have preferred a more linear narrative, more context for her childhood and young adult life, and more detail and reckoning with some of the traumas she mentions only in passing (she gives minimal actual introspection and explanation for her divorce, for a rape, and for some of her childhood).

Any additional comments?

This is the memoir of a woman who suffered a stroke at age 33, her recovery, and how that recovery altered her life. Hyung-Oak Lee was in the midst of an MFA program and her writing definitely shows that her natural bent is toward fiction. As she recounts the first few days when she had suffered a stroke but no one had figured it out yet, the book is at its best. She describes how the world appeared to her, how language became slippery and foreign, how light and sound became distracting and at time unbearable. Likewise, once she and her husband finally go to get emergency care, as she is admitted and tested, her retelling of those days and the corresponding fears and sensations, encounters and confusion, is sharp and poignant. Where the memoir is less effective is in describing her recovery. Parts feel melodramatic, some parts feel included for shock value, and other parts get repetitive (she repeats certain anecdotes, phrases, and memories). She makes the point that during her stroke, she was taken out of time -- her short term memory was damaged and as such, there was no real past, present, and future, and she found herself sometimes remembering things from long term memory as if they were now. She clearly was trying to duplicate this for the reader, but it feels jarring and forced, not revealing. What's more, she often skirts around other traumas in her life by either only obliquely mentioning them, or mentioning them out of nowhere and never going into appropriate depth (a brief few paragraphs on a rape were all the more shocking as she spent little time on it; discussions of her childhood were piecemeal and lacked continuity and greater context). While I entirely admire Hyung-Oak Lee's tenacity and will to heal, this memoir feels like it needed more polishing (and maybe a stronger editor or more drafts) before publication.

brave & intimate story of sickness, healing, life

Loved the honesty, tenacity, & courage of the author. her writing is excellent - intelligent, smooth - and her story telling is so interesting, mirroring the ways that time wraps back on itself in her experience of healing from a stroke and from trauma in general. highly recommended!

Frustrating and depressing.

Not sure what to say other than I have to stop listening. It's depressing, and scary (as someone who has migraine with aura and mild aphasia during onset) , which might be the point, but she also repeats herself a lot. This could have been a much shorter book. I have 2 hours left to listen too, so maybe I'll change my opinion by the end.. if I get to it.