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Inspired by Judy Blume’s Forever and Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway, this novel that Andrew Smith calls “beautiful, enchanting, [and] exquisitely written” is a new classic about teenage relationships, self-acceptance—and what happens when the walls we build start coming down. A Kirkus Best Book of 2017!

Adam Thorn doesn’t know it yet, but today will change his life.

Between his religious family, a deeply unpleasant ultimatum from his boss, and his own unrequited love for his sort-of ex, Enzo, it seems as though Adam’s life is falling apart.  At least he has two people to keep him sane: his new boyfriend (he does love Linus, doesn’t he?) and his best friend, Angela.

But all day long, old memories and new heartaches come crashing together, throwing Adam’s life into chaos. The bindings of his world are coming untied one by one; yet in spite of everything he has to let go, he may also find freedom in the release.

From the New York Times bestselling author of A Monster Calls comes a raw, darkly funny, and deeply affecting story about the courage it takes to live your truth.

©2017 Patrick Ness (P)2017 HarperCollins Publishers

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I mean, Michael Crouch is everything!

Mr. Crouch’s narration really brings this book to life. He’s so adept at stories like these, designed to pull at your heartstrings. His empathy and obvious feather-light touch (to really honor the source material) is so, so appreciated and invaluable. Loved him! The book was challenging for me at times, but Mr. Crouch was a constant throughout. Really great listen! In the end, two big thumbs up.

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  • Alix
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  • 08-06-18

Beautiful

This book required two listens for me (and has gotten three now, so far). On the first listen, I was confused about the double story line - it felt.... off? Out of place? I wasn't really sure what to do with it - it didn't fit into my concept of what a novel should be. But I loved the primary story line enough that a second listen was no hardship. On the second listen, I took in more of the second story - the exploration of different kinds of abuse and how to let go of the people who love you and yet hurt you.

Even if you only read it for the primary story, Patrick Ness has given you a beautiful one. And Michael Crouch is fabulous as always.

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deeply moving

Great story. It took me a moment to grasp the platform. A part of me is still in awe, another understands this ending. well worth the read...